Chapter 37
Josh’s POV
Cyn was asleep by the time we made it back to my house. I carried her inside and changed her out of her clothes. I pulled one of my shirts over her head, loving how it looked on her frame. Today is the best day of my life. I made love to the woman of my dreams. She got her memories back and still chose me. I don’t know what led to that decision, but I was going to make the most of every moment.
She stirred in her sleep and my heart flip flopped in my chest. Her beautiful face was calm as she laid in my bed like she belonged there.
With a goofy grin on my face, I showered and went out into the living room, letting her rest.
“Congratulations brother.” Garrett drawled when I walked in.
“What are you talking about?” I asked him, confused.
“You finally got the girl. I heard you two earlier, she’s a screamer, isn’t she?” He chuckled. I had to restrain myself from stomping over to him and punching him. He’s just trying to rile me up.
“Yes, she’s mine, so back off.” I growled at him. He raised his hands in surrender, “I only played the jerk so she’d go running in your arms, you don’t think I’d actually be so horrible to a woman, do you?”
I’m not sure if he’s messing with me or being serious.
I grunted a noncommittal sound.
“Josh?” I hear a soft voice call out. I looked up to see a blonde haired, green eyed, angel. Cyn’s face was flush with sleep and she looked stunning in only my shirt.
I noticed Garrett staring at her a little too long so I growled at him. “Sorry, bro.” He muttered. I stood up and scooped her up in my arms. “What are you doing?” She giggled.
“Whatever I want,” I teased. She lightly punched my arm and smiled up at me.
I opened up my bedroom door and locked it behind me.
“I want you again.” I told her as I licked along the pulse in her neck.
She let out a breathy moan that went straight to my cock. It twitched uncomfortably in my jeans. I laid Cyn down on the bed and began peeling my shirt off of her. Her perky breasts were inviting me to bite them and leave my mark all over them. I licked her nipple and then bit down to drink from her. Her breath hitched as her heart raced and she moaned out an orgasm, she creamed all over her thighs from the intense pleasure of my bite. I drank a bit of her blood until my throbbing cock couldn’t stand it anymore. I released it from my pants, my balls were heavy with hot cum.
“You’re all mine,” I murmured in her ear. She whimpered her agreement as I started to ease my cock into her. With a final slam, I jerked my hips forward, buried to the hilt in her tight, pink pussy.
“Please, I need you, I need you to fuck me.” She moaned breathlessly. With a guttural groan, I pull her hips up and wrap her legs around my neck. I slammed in as hard as I could, causing her puffy tits to bounce underneath me. Liking the visual, I fucked her as fast as I could while watching her breasts bounce for me. I felt a tingle in the base of my cock, letting me know that I was approaching climax. I lost count of the number of times that Cyn came all over my cock since I started fucking her.
Determined to get one more out, I threw both legs over one shoulder and began fucking her with her legs closed. I could feel myself sink even deeper into her tight heat.
“Josh! I’m coming!” She moaned as she squirmed on my cock. My pace became sloppy and my thrusts slowed before I finally stilled deep in her. I never wanted to remove my cock from her sweet pussy. I just wanted to stay buried in her, day and night.
“I love you Josh,” she whispered to me. I looked in her eyes and kissed her nose. “I love you, too Cyn.” She smiled gently at me. “But I also love Tucker.”
I felt myself stiffen, “what are you trying to say? Wait let me guess, was this a pity fuck for you?”
“What? No! I wanted this so badly with you!” She said, her voice high and stressed.
“So what is it?” I asked her. Not really wanting to hear what excuses she gives.
“I love both of you, but I can’t choose. I will date both of you or neither of you.”
I tried to process what she was saying. Is she saying, she wants me to share her?
“So you want to keep fucking both of us?” I asked her. Her lip wobbled a little, “I know how it sounds, it makes me sound like a slut, right? But I can’t help that my heart can’t choose between the two of you. I couldn’t be with one and not the other.” I tried to listen to her, but I couldn’t do this at this moment. When we became soul-bonded, I didn’t expect her to want to be with anyone besides me. When I messed up, I watched her fall in love with Tucker. All I could do was wait for him to fuck up. When he finally fucks up, it wasn’t even his fault! I know he’s essentially been perfect to her ever since they had first started dating. He made it hard to get a second chance with Cyn.
Feeling a bit dejected, I walked away. I didn’t want to answer, I couldn’t. Anything I said would be out of anger and I knew I’d say something I’d regret later.
I put my clothes back on and walked out the front door. I needed to get out of the house for a bit. I hopped in my car and drove out to the woods. At some random point on the road, I pulled over to the side and turned off the car. I just needed to be away for a little while. I punched the steering wheel of my car, accidentally honking the horn loudly in the woods. The sound echoed through the trees as the birds stilled.
Cyn’s POV
Josh left in a hurry. I don’t blame him after the bomb I dropped on him. I decided that I couldn’t live without either of them. He must be so hurt right now and there’s nothing I can do to ease the pain. I pulled out my phone and looked at Tucker’s contact info.
I know right now I’m supposed to be going on a date with Alex. With a sigh, I put away my phone. I better go on this godforsaken date so I could get him to back off.
I walked to the woods outside of Josh’s house and shifted into my wolf. With the wind beneath my feet, I flew through the air until I reached the pack house. I shifted back and got dressed in a hurry. I made my way to Helena’s room to find it empty. I go through my clothes and pick out a red dress with black flats. It seemed conservative enough while still following his demand for a dress.
At 7pm on the dot, he knocked on Helena’s door. He was dressed in jeans, a form fitting black shirt and his hair was tousled carelessly. For a minute, he looked like the Alex that was my best friend, not the Alex that torments me.
“I could just eat you right now.” He growled lowly in my ear. I shivered, unsure whether it’s from pleasure or fear. His heated gaze inspects every inch of my body before finally landing on my eyes. He smirked and grabbed my hand. He pulled me forward until we ended up in the garage. He tossed me a helmet and sat down on one of the motorcycles. “No way.” I muttered, “I’m wearing a dress.
“Come on, don’t make me throw you over my shoulder.” He threatened. With a grumble, I make my way to the bike and sit behind him.
“You’re going to fall off if you don’t wrap your arms around me.” He chuckled. Knowing he was right, I begrudgingly wrapped my arms around his hard muscular abdomen. I was all too aware of the thin layer of fabric between my legs that was too exposed.
“Hold on tight,” he warned before he took off. My heart raced as he sped down the road. Soon, the adrenaline from the ride started going to my head and I started enjoying it. I instinctively wrapped my arms tighter around Alex as I looked all around the scenery.
He drove for awhile before we came to a cabin in the middle of nowhere.
We got out of the car and looked at the house.
Alarm bells started to ring in my head at how secluded we really were.
“Where are we Alex?” I asked him.
“This is my surprise, I built you a house.”
I looked at him in shock. He has to be lying. He brought me out here to kill and rape me.
“Why would you build me a house?” I asked him, he was nuts.
“Because you’re my mate, and we’re going to need someplace to raise our pups.” He said.
I looked into the eyes of my former best friend, “Alex, you know we aren’t right together. So let me go, please.”
He looked deep into my eyes like he was trying to decide something. “I can’t let you go. You were promised to me by the moon goddess.”
“We broke those bonds!” I yelled.
“Then why do I still love you?” He yelled at me.
“Don’t be silly, you never loved me. You lusted after me. You coveted me. You were obsessed with me. But you never loved me.”
“I did! I do! I love you so much it hurts. It hurts to see you smile at someone else the way you were supposed to smile at me. You have no idea how much I regret messing up that first night.”
“That wasn’t the only time you messed up though. You raped me. You think I want to be with someone who just used me like that? Take me home, now.” I told him. His jaw twitched in restrained anger. “No.”
“This isn’t funny, Alex.” I spoke low, not wanting to anger him further.
“I’m not laughing.” He approached me and before I knew what was happening, he threw me over his shoulder.