CHAPTER FORTY SEVEN

Agni:

I kissed on her cheek once holding her tight in my arms. I love to take her into my lap and keep her close.

Now I understood the pain she is bearing in her heart. I remembered Vedika who went into depression in the past. I admitted her in the hospital. I closed my eyes. No, I didn't want that to happen to Jwala. I should help her to become healthy.

She did wrong, but every human makes few mistakes. Even I made many mistakes. Maybe she is unable to trust me because I never gave any chance for her to know about me. I always scold her for hiding anything from me. But am I ever open to her? Did I talk my heart out with her? If I open up myself, maybe she understands well. Anyways, first I must remove her fear regarding society.

"Sona, I will ask few questions to you
Answer me what your heart says" I said to her.

She nodded.

"Who rescued you when you are in trouble?"

"You" she answered looking at me.

I kissed her back.

"I will kiss you for every right answer," I said smiling.

"That means are you going to scold me for every wrong answer?"

God, why is she thinking to the extreme when I am kissing her to make her relax and feel my love?

"No, you will just miss a kiss from your husband whenever you answer wrong," I said.

"Ok but Agni, how can I be your wife after marrying someone by betraying you."

"You are still my wife because you married without divorcing me. Next, marriage is a bond between two hearts Jwala. You married me for love, and I married you with love. But you married you Aadarsh to hurt me, and he married you to betray you. That marriage had no value. If you are still confused, I will marry you one more time in the temple by tying the knot just for you. But, before that you must promise me that whatever happens, you will be as my wife forever and never betrays me again" I said to her.

"I promise you Agni. I never behave so again. I will be a good wife to you. Just give me one chance. I never doubt you again, no matter what happens" she said

"Ok, I trust you one more time because I love you."

She smiled hugging me.

"Thank you" she murmured.

"Ok now let me continue my questions."

"I am the one who rescued you, why didn't this whole society come to save you?"

"Because I am not the one who matters to them. Society never cares for me."

"Ok, who is the one that shares your happiness and sorrow?"

I said touching her belly under her shirt as if I am playing the piano.

"You," she said closing her eyes.

I kissed her again. I am not doing this to fulfil my need. I know she will forget her pain with my touch. However, I should be careful as she is so sore.

I made her lie on the bed. She blushed and bent her eyes.

"Look at me Jwala. Just look into my eyes the whole time" I said in an authoritative tone.

She nodded and looked into my eyes. What if she becomes violent again remembering that incident? So, I want her to look into my eyes. Through my smile and expressions, I can make her understand that it's her husband who is touching her and she is safe in my hands.

"Did you any time saw society sharing your happiness or sorrow heart fully?"

"No" she answered.

I kissed on her neck. She clutched the bed sheet.

"Who loves you and tries to make you happy forever?"

"You," she said quickly.

I want to ask her then why did she leave me. But, now I shouldn't hurt her. I kissed on her collarbone.

"Do you think society loves you and tries to keep you happy?"

"No, it always throws us into problems and makes life bitter,"

"Why do you empower society to play with your emotions, when you know you are least important to this society?" I asked stopping my sweet torture.

She looked at me shockingly.

"Because I am a part of this society," she said.

I removed her top. I started making patterns around her navel teasing her.

"Agni, please stop," she said, and I pinched her belly slightly.

I am sure it won't give pain to her as I just touched her softly.

"This is your punishment for the wrong answer," I said teasing her.

"You are completely mine. How can you become a part of this society? Tell me who is important to you when only you are important to me? Me or society" I said kissing her all over her belly making her senseless as I already started playing with her treasures.

She is unable to bear it because of unstoppable sensation in her, but I didn't leave her. I am so careful not to touch her bruises or cause any pain to her.

"You, only you," she said moaning.

"Then whose opinion matters to you the most," I said looking into her eyes.

"Your's," she said with tears.

I smiled and wiped her tears.

"Yes, only my opinion is important to you and not anyone's. For me, you are the best. Forget it, sweetheart. As long as your heart stays pure, I love you. I know you are innocent even now. They manipulated you to do those things which you never wanted to do. I won't hurt you anymore, but you shouldn't leave me ever" I said to her.

She nodded.

"Sleep now," I said.

"Love me," she said suddenly.

"You are not in a position to bear it sweety. Your bruises may get hurt."

"No, please Agni it makes me get confidence that I am all your's and very safe in your arms," she said.

"As you wish," I said and kissed her blossoms and her navel again.

She hugged me and lost in my love. After many months, I made love to her again. This time it's pure love where our hearts want each other and love each other. I slept beside her and pulled her into my arms.

"You refused to allow me to hug you. Now, why are you pulling me into your hug?"

I kissed her neck again.

"I am sorry sweety, I don't know how much you need my love and care now. I am sorry, and I am all your's" I said.

"Shall we consult a psychologist tomorrow?" I asked softly.

"I am not mad Agni, just disturbed," she said.

"Sona, it's a misconception that only mad people meet psychiatrist and psychologist. Individuals who are disturbed and depressed too contact psychologist for becoming better. I too contacted the psychologist to control my anger before marrying you."

"What?"

"Yes, I never find a reason to control my anger anytime. But when I realised that my love is going away from me because of my anger, I took treatment to control my anger. I can do anything for you and our baby."

Shut, I shouldn't have talked about the baby. What if she remembers baby and cries now?

"Don't worry Jwala; we will get our baby back again. Forget all your bitter memories. Let's make our life happy with our love. After one year or so, we may get our baby again" I said kissing her forehead.

"Jwala, I need help from you," I said

"Me? Help you?" She looked at me

"Yes. You need to state police that Aadarsh married you through blackmailing you. Only then I can send him to jail lifelong with my influence."

"Leave him; I can't give such statement. He didn't blackmail me," Jwala said giving me a shock.