CHAPTER FIFTY NINE
Jwala :
I woke up and found myself in his arms. A smile appeared on my face accompanied by a blush. I slowly got out of his arms and stood on the floor. Suddenly he pulled me towards him, and I fell on his chest. He smiled raising his eyebrows.
"Why are you in a hurry to get out of my arms baby doll?" He said huskily.
"Not at all my dear husband," I said.
"You are so cute when you cry," he said making me shocked.
"Idiot"
"You are so adorable when you scold me."
"Stupid"
"Yes I am from the day I fell for you," he said and I hit him slowly on his back.
"You look hot when you hit me like this," he said.
God, what happened to him today? Very romantic.
"I want to taste these awesome lips."
"I am all your's," I said.
"Yes, you are all mine, only mine. I am the luckiest person in the world to have your love."
"Why do you love me so much Agni?"
"I can't explain. Because I love you as you are and never tried to find the qualities I love in you. If I try to identify the qualities I love in you, then I may find the qualities I hate in you too. I don't want to be judgmental. I know you are perfect to me, that's why I love you."
"I need to get fresh up."
"Oh, but I want you in my arms now."
"As you wish," I said.
He kept me on the bed and came top of me. He kissed me on lips and then he stopped suddenly.
"No, I can't do this again Jwala. If you become pregnant again, another two years will go off. Your career will spoil again. That's the reason I am staying away from you."
"What if we take precaution?"
"No Jwala, I want to control myself and shower my love on you. I want to remove your thought that I am a beast. Truth is I became human the moment I fell in love with you. Now your body is less important to me because I care more for your heart and soul" he said and gave another love filled kiss to me.
We enjoyed for two days there in the resort. Then we went back home. I got the official email notifying me of my convocation. Agni took me for convocation. I received the gold medal, and they asked me to talk.
"Hello everyone,
Today is an exceptional day for me as I achieved my first goal.
Life is never cool and without twists. We will be too interested to read if a novel is full of twists and suspense. But, if our life is full of twists and uncertainty, we won't be excited to live. Instead, we choose to quit. God gifted us this life not to leave but to win.
This second you may feel you are worth for nothing. You may feel there's no hope and all hopes were dead. The people you trusted may betray you. Parents, friends, everyone may leave you when you are in darkness. Loneliness may become your best friend. But, there is only one thing that can bring you into the limelight again, i.e., your NEVER GIVE UP attitude.
Yes, Never Give Up. Life is not to quit but to prove that you are a winner, to those people who taunted you that you are a loser. Until you turn the next page of a mystery novel, you won't be able to know what's the new twist or revelation of suspense hidden there. Sometimes you may feel your favourite character was dead reading the cliff-hanger at the end of the chapter. You may feel sad. The one who stops reading it there experiences only the sorrow. But, when you turn the page, you may find that it's a dream, and you smile and laugh crazily. The one who reads the next page experience happiness. Life is very similar to a novel. Today you may feel to quit, but unless you dare to move on to next phase, you may not know the happiness hidden there for you.
I was utterly shattered and lost every hope of my life. I thought to quit, but I didn't. Then the next phase of my life started which is of happiness and love. I always feel my decision to RISE UP one more time is right as it turned my life into the happiest one from a miserable one.
You should fight back to win yourself, know yourself and be you. The World may not be a better place to live, but you are capable of making this world a better place to live for people around you. This is what I learned from my husband, Agni. This world had broken his heart many times, but he didn't quit, and today he made my world the best with his love. I love you, and I am ready to pursue my career as per your wish. I promise you that I won't quit until I win" I said looking at him.
He gave his mark smile. I went back to my husband completing the speech. He kissed on my forehead in front of that crowd.
"Congratulations, sweetheart."
"Thank you."
"I love you. Thank you so much for giving me a chance to correct my mistakes by deciding to pursue your career further."
I smiled and took the baby from the chair kissing her. I never imagined that a person who broken me into pieces would become my strength to make me win. I never thought that the people whom I loved (parents) and trusted (parents and Aadarsh) will betray me and makes my life horrible. Honestly, if Agni is not good and didn't marry me, I am sure my life would be miserable as my parents and friends would have left me naming me as a sl*t.
As Agni told me, my baby changed my life by transforming her father. He is an excellent father and husband too. I feel lucky to be his wife who understands wife so well, who tries to bring an identity to the wife in society and make her every dream true. I am sure my daughter won't feel the pain of getting betrayed by her parents. Though I can't say I am a good mother, I am sure my husband will be the best father who saves his princess from all evils.