CHAPTER FORTY NINE

Jwala:

Next day, Agni took me to an orphanage. Administrator of the orphanage welcomed him cordially. She is the same doctor whom he called the mom.

"Mom, I want to take my wife to my house," he said.

"But Agni, I don't think it's the right time. What if the past haunt you again?"

"Please give me keys mom. I won't allow my past to hurt me anymore. It lost power over me long back, the moment my Jwala entered into my life as a wife" he said shocking me.

Did he mean it? I mean does I have that power to make him forget his pain? But, I am happy that he wants to share everything about him to me. I promise you, Agni; I never hurt you anymore. I will bring baby tomorrow itself. I know you will become angry with me, but I will try my best to cool you.

Agni took keys from his mom and took me to his house. We went inside. There I saw his parent's wedding photo. I recognised his father now. Till now I didn't even know who his dad is.

"This is my house where I didn't stay even for a single day because of my father," he said.

I kept my hand on his shoulder.

"Are you comfortable to share your past with me Agni? Share it with me only if you are ok with it" I said to him.

"If I had shared it with you long back, I think you would have never left me," he said closing his eyes.

"Agni, I am not bothered about your past anymore. I love you, and whatever happens, even if you change into past Agni, I will never leave you. I will use my love to change you again" I said hugging him.

"Don't be so sweet Jwala; I had trust issues with people who act so sweet. My intuition says people will be too sweet only when they do wrong or in the process of doing wrong."

His intuition is half right. I said I would bear past Agni too as I separated baby from her father. But, my promise of never leaving him is genuine and had no personal reason except love on him.

"Relax, maybe it's not applicable to my darling," he said kissing my cheek.

I smiled nodding.

"My parents were good friends in college days. My mom is from upper caste and is from a reputed family. Dad.... " he said clenching his fist.

I held his hand and sighed him to relax with eyes. He nodded.

"Use his name while addressing him if you hate calling him as a dad."

"Hmm, his name is Anand Chandhan."

"Ok"

"He is from a lower caste. They loved each other. After their studies, both informed to their families. Mom's parents opposed the marriage. His parents were scared to support them. They got married eloping from their families.

Mom wants to prove what dad is and that her decision of choosing him is not wrong. They applied for a loan in bank keeping their certificates. They started making pickles at home and selling them. With their hard work, within four years, they became famous and started a company that produces pickles and do catering. As they were in good position, they hoped for a child. After a year, mom became pregnant."

Oh, this arrogant Agni is taking rest in mom's womb at that time. Where am I? I think I didn't land on this Earth or mom's womb by that time. I wonder does he this arrogant in mom's womb too? I don't know how his mom bore him for nine months; I mean carrying Mr Unpredictable is quite hard.

"Are you here?" He asked.

I nodded.

"What are you thinking about when I am in front of you?" He asked pouting.

"I am fed up with this Agni. Thinking about baby Agni, I didn't even land into mom's womb at that time. Why can't you wait for some more years to born?" I asked

"Because I didn't know that my angel is going to born soon. However, I think I came into this world before on some purpose. I can care for you, guide you and keep you away from all evils" he said pinning me to the wall and kissing my neck.

"Agni, you complete it first," I said.

"Sure, trying for that," he said mumbling and kissing my neck everywhere.

"Not this idiot, your flashback," I said.

He looked at me shockingly.

"What did you say?" He asked.

Shut, why did I slip my tongue to fall into a problem?

"Sorry Agni, I didn't mean it."

"I am happy to know that you lost your fear and can even dare to scold me. You are the first one to scold me sweetly. I love that way" he said inhaling my fragrance deeply near my neck creating butterflies in my stomach.

"Agni, please continue your past slowly by doing what you want to do," I said.

I know he is romancing with me to control his emotions while sharing his flashback. He replaced his anger and sorrow with love. He needs me and this love to share his flashback without getting diverted and hurting himself. He took me to the bedroom.

"As mom was pregnant, after four months, she stopped going to the office. Dad appointed a new PA in her place asking mom to take rest. The doctor advised mom to stay away from dad till her delivery.

Dad's behaviour started changing slowly" he said.

His expressions were too scary. I slowly moved my hand into his hairs and kissed his cheek. He came top of me immediately and kissed me senselessly. He bit my neck.

"Aah," I screamed.

He stopped and looked at me.

"I am sorry, I just lost my control Jwala," he said.

"Continue," I said

"What? Flashback or this?" He winked.

"Both," I said.

"He changed and started being harsh to mom. Later mom came to know that PA kept a physical relationship with him without marriage. Mom was shocked. She fought with dad and applied for divorce. Mom asked to give her share of the property as they both took a loan and worked equally to develop their company. He refused that. Mom tried hard for the property as she needs to raise me.

She delivered a baby boy. Dad's PA abducted me as soon as mom gave birth to me, and kept me in an orphanage. That b*st*rd supported her. Mom pleaded with him for her child, but he refused to handover. As mom showed proofs and accused dad of keeping affair and it led him to lose his reputation, that PA polluted his mind about mom.

He asked her to offer herself to clients if she wants me to be alive. Mom agreed. He sent mom to many clients for six months. In court, he proved that mom is a wh*re, that's why he left her. Everyone censured mom. As there was no one to prove the truth or help her, she committed suicide." he said.

I saw tears in his eyes.

"Agni, you should control yourself."

"How can I Jwala? How can I? I am the one who made my mom a wh*re. If I didn’t' come into this world, it would have never happened. To keep me alive, she sacrificed her life. I hate myself" he said and got up from the bed.

I don't allow my Agni to hurt himself. I held his wrist and asked him to lie on the bed. I started kissing him. I removed his shirt and mine too. I slept on his bare chest placing kisses.

"Look at me Agni, please. Look into my eyes" I said and kissed his lips.

He slowly responded to my kiss and soon dominated me.

"Relax," I said.

"It's not your fault Agni. It's their fault. You had nothing to blame yourself" I said.

"So, are you angry with me initially as I agreed to give my virginity to you before marriage as that PA did?"

"Yes, I thought you are of the same character. I hated you so much where I felt to kill you through my torture."

He got succeeded. He killed my soul, my self-respect, my heart with his torture.

"I know Jwala; I almost killed you by breaking you into pieces. But, I promise I will fix you with my love again. Just trust me one time."

"I trust you Agni," I said wiping my tears.

I understood his reason behind anger and disrespect towards women. But, I will soon make him realise that every woman is not like her. Women include his mom and sister too. But, what about sister and brother?? He said his mom expired after six months after his birth. Then who are these brother and sister? Is he still hiding something from me? Should I ask him or stay quiet?