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Killian"
I could see the Alpha's rage through his features. Holding the tip of his blade, his hand trembled. I want to escape, but I'm not sure why I'd want to leave. I haven't made any mistakes.
I was still jittering on the inside. I want to scold Serena for what she'd done, even though we were both staring at her father.
When would I be able to give this brat my undivided attention? She was slowly destroying me.
Adriana, on the other hand, saved my ass yet again from the alpha's wrath.
I was furious, but when Serena mentioned something about her future with that son of beta, I think I went insane.
It's a good thing the Alpha dismissed me due to the meeting, since otherwise the blood I saw in my skull would have been genuine.
I retain my blank demeanor while shaking my head at my father. After my punishment, I planned to investigate into the man with the same face as myself, and I figured I'd have some additional time once Joshaque returned from his duties.
I was aware that one of my fellow zetas was in danger, but there was nothing I could do about it.
My fist is clenched. Serena had no idea how much damage she had caused to her surroundings; one of these days, I'll make sure she realizes what she had done.
"All right, I'll hand over the job to the other trainee." I have an assignment for you, Killian, once Joshaque returns."
I sigh again, my father is speaking to me as if I'm not his son, even though I've become accustomed to his icy treatment of me, yet...
A suspicion filled my heart as I glanced at my father once more. What if he wasn't actually my biological father, as the man named Kyzer claimed?
"If you notice a minor tremor every now and then, Killian, that was what I wanted you to look into." I have a suspicion that some of the rogues were up to no good and were putting our world in jeopardy. Killian!"
When my father called my name a little louder, I was surprised.
I take a quick glance across the room before returning my gaze to my father.
Of course, I'm paying attention; I occasionally feel a little tremor, but I assumed it was simply the workers conducting some sort of renovation.
"As soon as my partner returns," I remarked, sighing, "I will investigate that father."
"About that, we will talk after this meeting"
I merely nod, knowing that he's just chastised me for what I've done and is doing the princess slink on my behalf.
That annoyance princess, I tilt my head once again! She was out to smear my name!
I came to a halt when I realized I was inside the royal library; I mean, I observed the volumes not far from the Zeta panel, and I remembered Kyzer, the guy with the same face as me. I'm still baffled as to how he achieved it.
I couldn't get the idea of pecking on the books of records out of my thoughts after that.
Then, shortly after meeting my father, he told me that I needed to stay for a bit because he needed to speak with the king.
When everyone else leaves and I'm the only one left inside. I stood up for no apparent reason, yet my palms were sweating and I was shaking slightly.
In my thoughts, I was nervous and conscientious about doing it, but my curiosity was too strong.
I rise and proceed to the books. I pretended to be walking around while waiting for my father while, in reality, I was looking for the book.
However, how am I going to discover the book when there are so many perfectly filed books on the bookshelf?
I take a deep breath after closing my eyes.
"What are you looking for, young man?"
"Fuck!" I was taken aback and surprised. What is the origin of this elderly lady?
"I'm old, yes, but I'm not a ghost," the elderly woman explained.
"I was just looking around while waiting for my father."
The elderly lady smiled and nodded.
"I thought that you were looking for something."
I said with a smile. "But if ever, if I would look for a book here can you find it right?"
"I have been a librarian in this library for so long I'm sure whatever book that you would need I can give it to you."
I give an old lady a nod before hearing my father.
I groan, it's time for him to lecture me on how to do my job properly and how to treat the princess despite her misbehavior once more.
******
I have no idea what time I will return to my position; all I know is that it will be too late.
Adriana was sitting on the soft sofa outside the princess room, outside the room. Because her eyes were closed and her back was resting on the sofa's backrest, she may have overslept.
I shook my head, wondering if she was barred to enter by the brat or if she was waiting for me.
I entered the room because I had a key to Serena's room, but it was too quiet. I went to check on the princess, who was sleeping soundly in her bed like a nice puppy. But I know exactly what's going on within that lovely, innocent face.
I return to the little living area and take a seat on the sofa. I'm exhausted and need to get some rest.
I'd be able to tell whether the princess had awoken. I have a keen sense of smell and hearing. I've been schooled for a long time by my father, and I'm not the best young Zeta for nothing.
*****
When the morning comes, I get up and go outside. I instruct Adriana to eat breakfast before preparing the carriage.
I waited for Serena to arrive. I still don't want to see her, but I don't have any other option.
Last night's notion still irritates me. She stated she wanted to talk about her and the beta's son's future in the way she did. Fuck! Every time I recall wanting to murder someone.
Wait? Why is this brat so obnoxious?
logy? What in the world has she been up to? Did she really want to fight me so soon?
I knocked on her door, and when she didn't answer, I burst open the door, and we began fighting again.
I'm not sure why she behaves in this manner. Why does she have to be such a brat? In our world, she has everything a teen girl could want. Why does she feel the urge to defy authority?
While she is looking in the mirror, I sneak a peek at her. Her emerald eyes were more appealing now that she was older, and there was a part of me that wished I could own those beautiful eyes. Maybe it's because I despise my golden eyes that every time I look in the mirror, I see the monster inside of me who can kill someone in a flash.
When she stands up and walks through the door, I follow her with my gaze. Fuck!
I couldn't keep my cool any longer. I use a lot of curse terms, not because I'm angry with her, but because I'm angry with myself! I was engrossed in her enticingly lovely body. Her rounded ass swayed, and I had to restrain myself from hurling her back into her bed and devouring her.
"Fucking bullshit!" I'm not sure what I'm thinking! Why am I behaving like a perverted old man in this place? I'm not usually this way, but Serena's lovely face was on my head as she faced my... Fuck! Down below, my pal was far too stiff!
It was too late to scold myself before it was too late. I had already seized her and pinned her against her room's closed door.
I'm at a loss for words right now. I just said the first thing that came to mind to give myself a cause for doing this.
The powerful deity knows how hard I tried to keep my cool here, but when I heard Serena threaten me with rapping her, my senses returned. This brat can't wreck my life now; I'll be doomed if I fall into her trap.
The room rocked slightly, and I snapped back to reality. We'd put our fights aside until we were both on our way to her school.
All of the students, with the exception of Beta's kid, are unaware that Serena is the princess, as most of the pack members assumed she was only residing within the palace.
Although Serena's father is the only member of the pack who knows her true identity, he never fails to defend her in any way.
When Serena stops walking, I stop thinking.
With those rubbish flowers, one of her suitors barred her path.
Every time we go to school, this one causes me a headache. They have no idea Serena is the princess, but she has a lot of fucking suitors and would have a lot more if they did.
Fuck, I can see blood again! Why am I acting in this manner?