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Serena”
I was standing at the window, staring at the ground, and I sighed... it's the weekend, so I'll have to spend the rest of it in my room. My age group enviously looks down on me. They were free to travel anywhere they pleased and do whatever they pleased, unlike me, who was forced to spend my whole existence inside the palace. Although most of the students were cruel, school was my only safe haven. At least I got a taste of what it was like to be a normal adolescent.
"What's the problem, sighing princess?"
”
I swiftly turn to face Killian, gradually becoming accustomed to his presence in my room. Even if he was merely sitting someplace, I get the feeling he's not there.
"Would you like to go outside?" says the narrator. I know now that our last journey was insufficient."
Killian appeared on my side in an instant, and I was taken aback. How did he do it? I shook my head; if he couldn't accomplish a simple trick, he wasn't on his way to being the first zeta.
I could sense his natural perfume, a minty cool air, but not the seductive perspiration that I had usually smelled at him after his practice in the zetas' training camp.
Perhaps he hadn't arrived since the weekend, I shrugged.
I think I should feel embarrassed whenever he gets this close, but I'm not sure why I feel like I'm talking to an older brother; is it because my attachment to his head is fading? Or if it was gone for a long time and I just didn't realize it?
I take a deep breath while closing my eyes. But that day in the sanitarium... I sense an odd electricity drawn to him. There was a part of me that slowly crashed seeing him like that, like if I couldn't breathe correctly while looking at him.
I felt compelled to hug him and remain by his side till he awoke. However, everything has vanished now.
"Would you like to go outside?"
”
Before I reply, I sigh again.
"Don't tease me, Killian; you always know the answer." "Don't tease me; I know that if I push for what I want, we'll end up fighting."
Killian had a smile on his face, and I saw it.
"I'm just trying to give you a choice, Serena; look, you're not the only one in this damned isolated world who has a problem; I'd like to think about mine as well." I believe that getting some fresh air would be quite beneficial."
"What problem would Killian, the great soon-to-be the first zeta of our pack, apart from me, have?" I ask, raising an eyebrow.
”
Killian circles back and goes across my room's flat coat.
"We're different, Serena; I was devastated if you were OK with your arranged marriage."
My gaze was drawn to Killian, and I wondered aloud whether I had understood him correctly. Is he also planning a wedding? Who are you addressing this to?
"Plus... plus... plus... plus... plus... plus... plus... plus... plus... What jinxed woman would she be? " I stammer and take a deep breath before speaking. Something is obstructing my throat, and I'm not sure what it is.
"Are you up for a date with the beta's daughter?"
”
For a brief time, I was in awe. I didn't know what to say; the thought of Killian marrying the girl I despised made me want to throw a tantrum. But, right now, looking at him, it appears like I don't give a damn.
I have no idea what this strange sensation is!
"Let's go, your father won't mind if I show you around, believe it or not, he trusts me more than you think."
Killian dragged me out of my room with his hand in his. As our hands entwined, I tried to put into words an emotion that I don't quite comprehend, but I don't feel anything...
This is a complete joke...
When we arrived at his horse's stable, I was relieved of all my concerns.
While Killian was pulling the rope, I held the horse. I was giddy with joy, and I couldn't stop myself.
"Would you like to ride him?" says the narrator.
”
Killian enables me to touch his horse and go about for the first time, and I nod enthusiastically. Whoa! When he asked if I wanted to ride a horse for the first time, I was surprised. I now understand why he was so troublesome: he let me do everything he had prohibited me to do for years.
I responded, "Let's go, Killian," but he changed his mind and drew me back into my room. I'm not sure if my father knows about this because he's always hysterical whenever I leave the palace, and my mother was even worse. I'm sure my father hasn't told her about all the stunts that I've done these past few years because if she did, I'm sure she'd stop what she's been doing. My mother was too busy training all the pups in our pack, and all of the kids were sent to school under her supervision. When I was a child, my mother was the finest instructor. We've always been close, but now that I'm older, we don't see each other very often because the training camp was too far away from the main castle.
I'm not sure why my father allowed her to live so far away from us, but I can see that they were always happy when they were together, and their love seemed to last forever, so I think they were just doing their job. I still don't fully comprehend all of the adult thoughts, but I want to do so in the future.
"Are you ready, Serena?" I inquire.
”
Killian requested and then hopped behind me, allowing me to sit atop his horse. Again, we're getting too close. I was expecting my heart to race as it used to when he was close, but it didn't; instead, my heart was peaceful.
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