35_ my wolf and my mate

Serena,
I wanted to open my eyes because I could hear someone conversing a few feet away. However, as soon as I identify the voices, I feel drained.
"All I wanted to do was talk to you. I'm your wife. Why do I need your consent before I speak with you? "How many hours have I been standing outside this damn room?"
"shrink your voice" Adriana I don't want to disturb Serena. If you don't want this, then divorce is the best option. We're both well aware that we're only here because of our families. I'm sure your folks would accept if you broke our promise because you knew it was all a lie."
I'm sure I'm not mistaken. It was Adriana and Killian. They were fighting.
"How many times do I have to tell you, Killian, that I agreed to be your wife because of you, not because of our family?" "I'm here because I love you, and no matter what happens, I'll always be your wife."
"No, Adriana, you didn't love me." Because if you can recognize the difference between me now and the Killian you marry and make a promise with at the altar, and the person in front of you right now? Please go home at this time. "I was still doing my job as Serena's bodyguard."
"But, Killian, you are now a Zeta." You have the right to tell the Alpha that you can no longer accomplish this task"
I could tell Adriana didn't like what Killian said, and she seemed confused by what he said. But, to be honest, I was confused as well. A little offended and enraged. What was going on, and what did Killian mean in terms of the distinctions between who's Killian, Adriana married and the Killian she married?
"You're wrong, Adriana. I was prepared to drop everything I was doing, even if the Alpha didn't ask, simply because, to make sure Serena was okay.
"Killian, she was no longer your responsibility."
"You may now depart, Adriana." After that, we'll discuss this in front of our entire family. And I wanted you to think about it. Serena would be my duty for the rest of my life. I didn't do it because I was forced to; I did it because I wanted to."
Now I'm even more confused. Killian seemed to be overly concerned with my well-being. He wasn't like that at all. Or was it possible that I misunderstood him because of what he was doing? And the more he seemed to care about me, the more I was drawn to him. The more I observe how unconcerned he is with Adriana, the more I wonder why. I assumed Killian married Adriana because he admired Beta's daughter. But why was he acting so strangely?"
"Serena's, isn't obvious? You weren't even eighteen at the time of Killian's wedding, and he couldn't even feel us. Killian is still oblivious that he is our mate, but we can sense his presence now. One of the indicators is that he may be our mate. He was starting to regret marrying that b*tch."
When I hear what Elena stated, I want to get up from my bed.
"Are you meaning that Killian was my mate?" Elena agreed to expose herself, and now I saw a gigantic white wolf with magnificent white fur and a black and diamond form on her forehead.
Her eyes matched mine, yet she was more gorgeous than any other wolf I'd ever seen.
"I'm not sure since there was a time that the electricity was missing if we touched him, but sometimes it was too high," Elena added, as I marveled at what I'd learned. Yes, I felt electricity, but I didn't have time to think about it since I had a lot of other things on my mind. My wedding, for example, has been postponed. But, if I knew these things were going to happen, I'd sooner marry Alfonzo than lose my mother.
When the realization reached me, I stood up. My mother was gone now.
Killian was standing at the side of the bed, staring at me as I opened my eyes. It was difficult to look back into those darkening golden eyes.
He muttered gently, "Serena," and I wasn't expecting it. He used to be harsh with me, but recently he's been more laid back, perhaps because he's been preoccupied with his wedding and the life of a soon-to-be husband. I wanted to sink to my knees and closed my eyes. I clutched my chest as the same anguish I felt toward him reappeared. I'm not sure what I feel anymore. There was a moment when I had no feelings for him and sometimes I don't care about all that had occurred to us, but sometimes. Even simply glancing at him was too much for her to bear because the anguish was unbearable. It's as if I've been transported back in time to when I was a youngster. It drives me mad at times just thinking about him.
"Are you all right? "Do you have anything you want?" Killian was asked.
"Could you please stop acting as you care about me?" It's not something I'm used to. Your wife, on the other hand, would absolutely despise it. Nonetheless, thank you. I wanted to pay a visit to my father. What happened to him? Is he looking after the Moms?"
Killian took my hand in his and stared me down. I looked around and acknowledged defeat because the intensity of his golden gaze was too much for me. There's electricity in the middle of it all. He held my jaw in place so I could turn around and face him.
"I'm sure you can sense it as well, Serena." I know it's difficult to understand but please believe me. None of this was anything I wanted to happen to me. I'm referring to Adriana and the marriage. Serena, I'm at a loss for words. I wish I could, but I'm hoping we can work something out. You are my mate and I know you already know that. This is something I've been looking forward to in my life. God alone knows. "However, not like this."
I groan before whacking his hand. I can't stand the fact that I'm falling so hard for him. It's not appropriate now that he's married. But the word his my mate was hurting me.
"Don't be concerned, Killian. Even if we realize that we were mates I'm no longer the small girl. It does not imply that it has a rule prohibiting mates from marrying each other. Besides, I would already be married if this day hadn't been wrecked."
I'm not sure how I managed to keep my voice from not cracking while speaking, but I'm proud of myself for doing so. Nevertheless, I am overjoyed. Since I was hallucinating, I'm guessing Killian felt differently. His in wrath, his eyes were flaming gold.
"I'll be happy if this day happens again and again." I couldn't endure seeing you with another man, for God's sake."
In a surprise, my mouth was wide open. I've seen his rage virtually every day, but not to the extent that he is right now. Despite his enraged expression, I could see how much felt pain in his eyes.