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We temporarily let Killian have a vacation hahaha, but don't worry daddy Kyzer will be here!
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Kyzer"
Uncle Colton spends three days teaching me everything I need to know both within and outside the palace. That's why I've been given a lot of reading material as well as the secret museum of a castle where I can learn about everyone I need to know in order to keep my identity secret. Even late alphas were represented in the group's highest-ranking paintings.
It's a good thing that I'm a good memorizer.
It dawned on me that the female Killian was with when we caught up with him was none other than the princess herself.
My fists are clenched in readiness. I could have used her to bring this palace tumbling down in an instant if I'd known, but perhaps it's a sign that I should go cautiously. Every decision I make requires careful consideration. I've only got one shot at this.
As it turns out, Killian had not fought because of his relationship with that girl.
After three days, Uncle decided to move Killian's body to a more secure location because he had no idea where to put it and I wanted to make sure that my brother would be okay, so I suggested that I hide Killian at my place. Uncle agreed, but after three days, he changed his mind. Because there are a lot more people I can rely on than here in the chilly, dark sanatorium.
I have no time to consider whether or not I like it. After Killian's uncle Colton said he was OK. All of Killian's responsibilities fall on me.
Wasn't it simple to mimic him because we have a similar look and body type? Even if I'm a tad smaller, I don't believe anyone could tell the difference. Because of what happened to him, the general public would assume that Killian was less in weight.
I squint my eyes and a smirk spreads across my face. My adrenaline level is rising with each passing minute. I was finally going to get the justice I had been waiting for.
When my parents died, I promised to their graves that the alpha would pay for what he had done.
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Serena"
I debated whether or not to stay, but in the end, I decided to leave. When it comes to making my father's life difficult, I'd rather avoid it.
After one last look at Killian, I dash to the window and leap out.
Bye Killian, I hope to see you soon. If you come back I promise to be good and listen to you, I will be a good girl the way you want me to be.
I go for a run... As these tears of the mind keep falling, run faster. Killian's situation is too serious for me to just apologize.
I was gasping for air when I reached the place where I hid Phoenix.
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Before going to bed I take a bath with my dress on since I know that it has a lot of dirt. I don't want anyone to notice my escape.
It was extremely difficult to sleep that night because all I could think about was Killian and what would happen if he died if he was my true mate. What am I going to do?
On the other side, I was ecstatic that he was my mate; it felt like a dream had come true.
I get up in the morning and do the same thing every day. Despite this, my father now allows me to attend school. Even though I was relieved that my dull days were coming to an end, the mere thought of Killian made me want to retreat to my room and curl up in a ball.
But before I can step to the carriage one of the servants says that Killian has been awake and he was already home.
I couldn't believe my eyes as they grew wide with joy! What happened? Even though I witnessed how bad he was doing only last night, it didn't matter. I value his survival beyond everything else because it means I'll be able to see him once again!
I ordered the coachman to take me to Killian's mansion, even though it's a bit far from the palace. My body was filled with the desire to see him again, and if I didn't take a look at him, I would go insane.
"Don't be too obvious Serena, it might be post-alarm, we are not so sure that Killian was your mate. Remember that your 18th birthday was only a few months away, and that your body may have been playing tricks on you."
My groaning is audible to you.
Elena, stop spoiling my final chance at getting Killian to like me in the same way I like him! I was fed up with pretending to myself that I didn't like him and pretending that the girl who was wild about him had already left. Although he took over every inch of my personal space, I had to fight every day not to get taken in by his charms.
"Have you lost sight of the fact that you were once a princess before you decided to own yourself? The last time I checked a princess could act as one, your shame before your heart. Don't give your father humiliation Serena. What if Killian refused you, what would you do?"
Elena's point is well taken, I think to myself as I sigh a little.
But I still wanna see Killian!
My wolf can be seen lowering her head in disappointment in my mind's eye. I'm sure we'd have a lot to argue about if we ran into one other in real life.
The time that I stepped into the mansion of Killian's family the first thing I did was to ask a servant where Killian was.
I was happily running to the room where the servant pointed out, though Elena never stopped saying that I need to act like a princess.
Only to find myself widening my mouth as I entered the house.
I covered my eyes yet I still could peek at Killian's naked torso and to my shame, he was just standing there like nothing was happening...
"Hello princess"