Confused

Garcia's POV 1
When I noticed him, my heart was beating so fast, my temperature increased, and my body felt weak, I can't explain why he came here in the first place, right now I'm looking at him with teary eyes. He started walking towards me, I found myself walking backward feeling estranged from him, I'm trying so hard not to show my pain and misery, but I can't hide it anymore.
" Please go away from here" I yelled angrily.
But before I could realize what he did he has already managed to pull me closer to him and I was able to look into his deadly red eyes, my heart was beating so fast, and I'm trying so hard not to show my emotions or vulnerabilities, but while looking at him right now, it made me scared and I don't know what to do.
Then he glared at me, he attempted to smash his lips against mine, but then I slapped him across his face, he was astonished at my behavior, it was obvious that he was not expecting that from me.
Then he laced a sinister smile on his face, he was looking me directly in the eyes and there is nothing I can do to change the situation, I tried as much as possible to keep calm and my heart raced, I just wished that things were different this time.
When I attempted to yell, he forcefully closed my mouth with his palms.
" Please leave me alone" I grumbled, but he was too stagnant to do that.
" I can't.... be... Because" he stuttered for the first time.
" Because of what?" I glared at him.
" Because I love you" he replied, when I heard that, I just couldn't hold back the laughter anymore, so I burst out in laughter.
But there was no time for mind games of funny jokes, so I attempted calling out Adrian, but he was out of reach, so I can't do anything about it.
My heart was beating so fast, " Adrian" I called out gently, but he has already managed to close my mouth so vigorously that I tried so hard to be out of his grip, but I can't, he was too much, the pain was untamable and I see how his eyes blazed with furry his hands felt slightly cold, I can see more in his eyes, he was trying so hard to hide his emotions and it was clear enough, I tried so hard to keep calm, my heartbeat increased and I know for sure that things won't be easy for me again.
But before I could realize what was happening, I heard the loud bang of the door, which means that someone has managed to get into the house, my heartbeat increased, and many thoughts overwhelmed me then he looked Into my eyes again and Said, " I'm coming back for you and the next time vi come, I'll make sure you are mine". so without a warning he disappeared into thin air, my heartbeat increased and many thoughts overwhelmed me, I just don't know what to do, right now I'm so confused.
Only for Adrian to rush towards me and then he hugged me so tightly, he searched my gaze and searched other parts of my mother to be certain of I'm Okey oh he might have harmed me.
I'm still trying to get over the thought, but just thinking about it, brings cold shivers down my body, and when he was certain that I was fine, he immediately hugged me and made me look into his eyes.
" Please I'm very sorry for just leaving like that, please forgive me" he apologized over and over again.
I can see the hurt in his eyes, the pain that was clear in his eyes, it made me feel so restless, "I'm very sorry" he said again. I was still breathing so fast While trying to recuperate my breath and trying to understand what just happened, I can't help but wonder why he was here in the first place and what would he achieve by living me alive. After what I did to him.
" Did you hurt yourself?" He asked me.
I was still finding difficulties in keeping a calm expression especially when I thought of what he did, how he managed to close my mouth using his palms, how he stared at me with his deadly red eyes, and the emotions that overwhelmed him, it was something I can't explain, then he cupped my cheeks and made me look into his eyes.
"Don't think too much about everything, you have to let go" he told me. I can't help but wonder why things ended up the way they did, I don't know his intentions, but whenever I recalled his last words, I felt cold shivers run down my spine.
Then thoughts of how my father was killed, and my pack members were destroyed, made me feel something I have never felt before, it was raw pain. I finally understood that whenever I found myself loving or caring for someone, another person always tries to take it away from me.
" Garcia, I'm here for you, just look at me," he told me, but I was still thinking about what happened and how it managed to affect my mentality.
" Look at me" he urged this time, I have no other option but to look at him in the eyes, and when I did, I could see the concern in his eyes.
I couldn't mutter a word, I just kept staring at him, then he asked the inevitable question, " did he do anything to you?" He asked worriedly.
" No....he.... he"
"He what Garcia" he half-yelled, it was clear that he was trying to suppress his anger.
" He tried to forcefully Kiss me and he closed my mouth with his strong palms" I explained to him. I noticed the way his golden hue eyes burned with something more, it was like Amber and gold, his fist was tightly clenched and his heartbeat increased, it was clear he was infuriated, I almost regretted telling him about it, I just wish I hadn't told him about him, then he started at me in the eyes.
"I'll kill him, I don't care if I die in the proc, ess," he said with so much rage, I can never understand his level of anger.
So I immediately cupped his cheeks and made him look at me.
" Please don't think of doing that, because it won't just affect you, it'll also affect me, so please don't ever think of doing that I beg of you" I pleaded severally, then he eventually gave in, he then allowed his shoulders fell then he started moving towards the bedroom, I followed him, his breathing was fast and his breath was hot while his eyes glistened, it was clear that it was taking everything from him to keep calm. I noticed more like scales, as he wanted to Transfintom into s dragon, I don't know what is happening to him.
Then he turned towards me and said, " you need to run, I'm a danger to you right now". I shook my head vigorously, no I can't let him leave, I want to spend some more time with him, I kept shaking my head and my eyes burned with tears.
" Please leave....the anger in me is unquestionable, just leave" he persuaded and I know I have no other option but to follow his others.
But I don't want to leave, I was stubborn and reckless at the same time, I regretted telling him was happened, because he was no longer himself, it was like he is now turning into someone I never knew, my heartbeat changed and different thoughts overwhelmed me, I just needed time to gather myself and do the right thing, after countless thoughts, he eventually managed to look into my eyes and then he roughly brought me close to him and kissed me like a starved beast, I found myself loving his wildness, I felt myself getting drenched down there and I just need to walk away from him and do the right thing, but I know it won't make a difference, it's more like it'll just make things worse, my heartbeat changed and I know for sure that things won't be the same again, but I can't help, I'm loving every moment of this. He suddenly lets go of me and I was shocked by his actions, I never expected him to still have his self-control, Despite the fact, his dragon is fighting so hard to come to the surface, then he stared at me with something more something I have never seen in his eyes, then he said.
" You have to go because I'm an untamable beast and I'll only devour you," he said to me.