Sharp Pain

Adrian POV
I could feel like I was stung by a sharp needle right through the heart when I saw the tears in her eyes.
"What's the matter?" I asked gently while fighting the urge not to lunge at Zakuski, who did whatever he did to her. She pulled her hand away from Zakuski and turned to look at me with glossy eyes. "Let's go back to the room."
"But..."
"Say no more, Zakuski; I don't want to ever set my eyes on you again," Garcia interjected; there was something about her expression that was breaking me within, but I couldn't help plastering a victorious smile across my face. I felt my heart pounding so fast when Garcia wrapped her hand around mine before she dragged me back to the room. It was still dark; it was not yet morning. I turned back only to find Zakuski following us.
"She said she doesn't want to see you again," I said, slightly raising my voice, which made him stop. He had a sad expression on his face before he sadly turned and left, but he said something that made me feel both fear and anger: "Despite everything, I am not giving up on her, even if it means bringing down the whole kingdom." When those words escaped his lips, he then disappeared.
When we were inside the room, Garcia sat on the bed; the tears she had been holding back found their way down her cheeks. I gently wiped her face using my palms, then she turned to look at me before she said something that made not just me but also my dragon whimper in pain.
"I now remember everything; he was my first love. We were once so close that I thought I wouldn't love anyone else, until... until he wiped all my memories and just vanished like nothing had happened."
"Your... your love?" I asked, my voice barely a whisper. I swallowed hard, trying to act strong, but hell, I'm failing to do so.
She nodded her head and immediately stood up, turning her face away from me, which made me feel a greater pain. "I know I shouldn't be telling you this, but I think I still feel something for him."
And that was the last straw as I stood up, roughly wrapped my hand around her shoulders, and pinned her against the wall. My gaze was intense; I could feel my dragon taking charge.
"Y...you are scaring me, Adrian."
I have never cried, even for the death of my mother, which made me a savage dragon, but hearing what she was saying now made a tear slip down my cheeks. I felt like an ache I have never felt before, and it's slowly killing my soul.
My dragon was crying within me. My tight grip around her slightly tore her dress, revealing her cleavage, which awakened another monster in me. I could feel my large bulge hardening, I could feel my heart racing, and my body heating as I roughly tore her dress, completely revealing her breasts. I took one of them in my mouth, sucking the nipple. I used my available hand to gently stroke her opening, which was wet as fuck. I couldn't control the monster within me, because at this moment, I can't wait to bury myself so deep within her, shoving myself until I hit her walls, without stopping, even if she begs me to stop. She would only want me to go deeper and deeper.
"Please..." She pleaded, which made me lose control. Then the voice of my mother echoed, like a vision, 'You are not a monster; you are my son, and I know my son would do unimaginable things only if he believed. The world sees a monster, but I see my son.' Those words echoed within me, which made me stop abruptly. I immediately rushed out of the room, jumping through the window as I transformed into my dragon self while flying up above the sky, letting the air take me to places where I believe I can calm myself down. The stars brightly shone against me, which made me feel happier and somehow more fulfilled, because this is the first time I have achieved something this great by controlling myself without someone coming to talk to me or someone using chains on me. I went to perch on the great hill of Silvercreek, where I calm my nerves by looking at the open sky. When I landed on the hill, I transformed into my human self before I let all the thoughts seep in.
I can't help recalling everything that Garcia told me, which made me clench my fist tightly, my eyes turning red. I can't bear the thought of sharing her with anyone else. 'Take a deep breath, inner peace,' I urged myself. I closed my eyes as I lay on the hard rock before I eventually fell asleep.
"My prince, your presence is needed back in the palace, because the kingdom is now in danger." The voice of Zack woke me up; immediately my gaze averted towards the kingdom, only to realize that there were houses on fire.