Raging anger

Adrian's POV
I stopped, my heart was beating so fast, my dragon was furious, and my body trembled, yet I couldn't be there, unable to utter a single word, I stared at him feeling so agitated.
My dragon was threatening to bring down the building, it was taking everything from me not to destroy her at that very moment, I tried so hard to calm my nerves, but it was too much on me
"Listen...I can explain." Garcia stood up attempting to walk towards me, but before she could walk further, Zakuski stopped her as he firmly held her arm.
That single action made me, even angrier, I tried so hard to keep calm, but I can't, everything seems to make me angry.
"Let me go" she yelled at him. Then he reluctantly did. But before she could reach my place, I use that opportunity and fled away feeling so guilty, I can't help but feel so insecure, tears were threatening to escape my eyes, but I refused to shed a single tear, because shedding tears made me look vulnerable, I felt so heartbroken.
Why does it hurt? I took a deep breath while trying to calm my nerves, but my dragon was bent on bringing nothing but destruction.
I kept flying, then I sighted a small village, the need to burn the village with my fire of anguish was there, I was feeling was getting more intense.
I wanted to destroy, burn and bring about chaos, and I don't care, despite being in my full dragon form, I still couldn't get her out of my mind, I kept thinking about her smile and the way she had stared at me in the eyes, I recalled her sweet features and the way her scent was intoxicating.
That thought alone, was able to calm my nerves, it brought about that inner peace, more like I don't have to destroy the people for some odd reason.
I drew in a mouthful of air while hoping to calm my nerves, I felt very insecure, and I can't help but feel the need to say something.
I felt that unknown pain that was both unbearable and unmeasurable.
It's all because I recalled that one kiss, that one kiss that makes my dragonfly its wings in fury, and my body felt hot.
So without thinking, I landed in a small village, I noticed the horror in their eyes, but I didn't care, all I wanted was to calm my anger, I wanted to calm the unknown boiling anger that was raging in me.
I can't help but wonder why Garcia had to choose him of all people, I knew how she is a lover of nature and her scent smells like natural flowers.
Just thinking about her scent, I found myself feeling doubtful of what I'm about to do, these young terrified people have done nothing to me, yet I found myself just going ahead and doing the unthinkable.
I hate to admit it, but Garcia has managed to affect the way I think.
Out of anger, I managed to vent all my anger on everyone, felt so infuriated, I can't help but feel so insecure. But at this moment, I don't care, I started burning the houses. Many people started running, seeking shelter, their scream and Their cry of pain brought that unknown ecstasy to my body, I found pleasure I'm killing and bringing destruction to the villagers, and all I could think of was that kiss.
What infuriated me the most, was that she didn't kiss just anyone, but it was my enemy, and that thought got me even more riled up, that I had to pour off the burning fire of anguish, which resulted in more dead and screams of pain and agony. But then I sighted a young infant on the ground, I started walking towards the baby, and the baby was crying at the top of its lungs. Immediately a smirk sprawled on my lips, before I opened my mouth to spew out more fire, I noticed the mother crying as she kept running towards us.
" Please I bed of you, don't do this, please" she was begging and crying, but I didn't care, I just wish to vent all my anger on anyone, when did I even start caring about young children, I have never cared about them and I'm still not going to care about them.
But before I could proceed, I could still take a whiff of a familiar scent, that enticing scent that has always managed to make me weak.
" Please don't do this" I heard her beautiful voice from afar, she was standing just inches away from the baby.
Garcia started walking so slowly toward the baby.
I could see her eyes, I could see her flowing red dress and everything stood still.
Garcia's POV
When I heard their voice of Adrian, my heartbeat changed and it was beating so erratically, I felt my fist tighten. So immediately stood up and started following him, in hopes I could catch up with him, but he has already transformed into a raging dragon and flflownway into the broad sky.
My fist was tightly clenched. my eyes stung with burning tears, I wanted to cry, but no tears were visible.
So I immediately went towards the wardrobe and dressed in a red dress and wore a red cape, before I turned to leave.
" Where are you going?" Zakuski asked. But I kept silent hoping to calm my nerves, I wanted to cry, but nothing was comprehensible, I can't seem to understand what Zakuski wanted from me I'm the first place.
" You need to leave," I said those words gently.
" How could you say..."
" I said leave Zakuski, or whatever you are called, he was the one that helped me on the verged of dead, even though he and his army brought destruction to my pack, but he was still the one that accommodated me into his home and after everything, is that how I'll repay him? No, I don't think I can do that" I yelled back while trying to suppress the burning tears in my eyes.
Before he could say another word, I ward out of the room, leaving him standing there, before I managed to pave my way into the Queen's chamber.
I walked in and told her everything, I am so ashamed of myself right now, I buried my hands on my face, while sobbing, pointing out all the emotions I have been trying to suppress in front of Zakuski.
I felt like I can say and do anything in front of her, more like I came to tell her anything.
Then she surprised me when she gently pat my back, before she cup my cheeks, allowing me to look into her beautiful eyes.
I smiled, then she hugged me, which took me by surprise, I never expected that from her.
" You will be going out there to calm a raging dragon, but before you do that, I'll have to calm you first." she smiled as she gently let go of me.
Those words were all I needed to get back on my feet.
" When Adrian first saw, something in you, she saw hope." She sighed. " I know you are angry for the fact that he was not there for you when you needed him the most, he was the one that brought endless destruction to your pack, but you can safe more packs if you can make the bidder do your bidding." She said with a smile.
For some unknown reason I felt so encouraged to do many things, I drew in a deep breath, while trying to calm my nerves, before I gently hugged her and immediately stood up to leave, I can't help but feel secure with her.
I drew in a deep breath before I walked away, but before I could leave, I noticed a soldier running towards the Queen's chamber, so I peeked in to hear what the soldier wanted to tell the queen.
But I was left speechless, unable to utter a single word, when I heard what he said, the moment he uttered those words and said Adrian was uncontrollable and he was killing many villagers.
I knew I'm the one the blame for everything, I should have tried and pushed Zakuski away, I should have tried and done something, but I just stood there without doing anything, I allowed him to kiss me. I felt so ashamed of myself, but it was not time to put on blames right now, it was time to do the right thing, my heart was beating so fast as I ran faster towards the village, till I couldn't breathe anymore, but I was shocked when I noticed that he was aiming for a young infant, that mere actions of his, made me so scared, I don't know what to do, I was so scared, yet I couldn't do a single thing and I knew that I had to something.
So I walked up towards him, hoping and praying he'll look in my direction and he did.