Chapter 22

"Hey gago tabe!" Danica shouted when Joyce interrupted the TV because she was talking on the phone and she had been restless for a while. His face has been ugly since yesterday. Today we have decided to lock up here in the Villa first because of the amount we did yesterday. We went to hiking, snorkeling, walking tours and whatnot. We have already done all the activities here. Tonight they plan to have a bar, there is a bar near here. I really didn't want to go because I'm not interested in that, in case the kj tells me again that that's what I really have since then I just agreed.
Joyce took a deep breath and left, I followed her gaze and climbed up.
"No problem?" Scarlet asked in surprise, everyone shrugging their shoulders.
"I saw her with sir Luke last time." All their eyes went to Saken. Danica even turned down the volume of the tv and approached saken. Animoy is really interested in Joyce's love life.
"Really ?! Sir Luke is here ?!"
"What the fuck is happening between the two of them ?!"
"Yeah! Is there a middle ground between the two ?! I thought sir Luke was engaged when we were senior high?" Rhea asked.
"Yeah! I remember clearly, I saw them in sir Luke's office. I just ignored that because we all know Joyce, apart from her beating, is stubborn and maybe it's just guidance." Jayrose said, they nodded.
"What did you see Sha?" Nica asked.
"In a tree near our villa, Sir Luke was holding Joyce's arms and then Joyce seemed angry. That's all I saw." I said, they all seemed to have thought of what I said.
"Wait. It means, the two of them still have connection? Is Edi married to Sir Luke?" I was about to say something to Joy when she added what she was going to say.
"But that animal is lucky! It's the jackpot! It's Sir Luke! Sir is so hot, remember we used to fight with him. Then at PE time he taught us to almost spit on him." I was stunned by what Joy said, shall we? Excuse me I'm not one of them. In the PE case, the section is mixed, that's why they became my classmates, which I really regret. If I could just not enter, I would have done it.
Too much shame twing pe and they are with me. Many are wondering why these people became my friends.
"I heard her earlier, stop bugging her." Ani is Chiza.
"Hays will take care of it. Just find out, watch Joyce's every move when we go out." Everyone nodded at what Nica said.
"Joy's tyan is bulging, isn't it?" Chiza is holding Joy's tyan at the same time, she's right. We all smiled.
"I hope she's a woman to look like me." Joy smiled.
"Lord, please don't. I hope you just look like my father!" Nica said as if she was still peppering, Joy threw a pillow at her.
"I hope it's not a Dinosaur." At the same time, Jayrose caressed Joy's tyan. Joy kicked him. "Stupid."
"Have you ever thought of his name?" I will ask.
"When she's a girl. Eleahzar Lilliene." While he was caressing her tyan.
"What about men?" Chiza asked.
"I haven't thought about it yet."
"Have you found that father yet?" Joy was silent at Scarlet's question.
"Don't -----"
"I have no intention of looking for him, it was just a one night stand. I told you, didn't I? I just woke up at the pipitchuging motel, yeah I remembered his face clearly but I have no intention of looking for him anymore. We're both drunk."
"But I think he deserves to know at least, that's his child too." Rhea is right.
"So far I don't know."
"Let's dance sismars!" Joyce shouted when we were here at the bar, Joy was left in the villa because she was pregnant, even if she wanted to come, we wouldn't let her. He's a bit big already.
"Lesssgaaaaw!" Scarlet and Jayrose left us here.
"Drink slowly, Jashiya." I told Jayrose to swallow the alcohol one after the other.
"Yaka ko to! Ako pa ba!" Then he nodded again, Scarlet and I were the only ones who didn't drink because we seemed to know what would happen later. We are porters of drunks.
I don't really plan to drink, I hate liquor, I have a high tolerance for alcohol but I just really don't want to drink.
I snatched my phone from my bag when I felt it vibrate. I was nervous when Chaos texted.
Chaos:
Where are you?
My forehead furrowed, why is he asking where I am if he knows I'm here in Alta Vista?
Me:
Bar, why?
I just said, it will be a long time before I receive his text again.
Chaos:
Wyd there?
What is being done at the bar? It's really a question.
Me:
Sleeping.
I quickly received his reply at four o'clock.
Chaos:
Why the fuck are you sleeping there ?!
I was slapped on the forehead, seriously ?! Jusko sarap replyan na ang shunga eh.
Me:
Seriously ?! What is being done at the bar?
Chaos:
Tsk. Do you drink
Me:
Pake mo?
Long again before he could reply, I first looked at my side at my two companions and as I expected Jayrose had fallen. Scarlet nailed us both. I can't even see my other friends anymore.
I just played games on my phone.
"Sha."
"Hmm?" Scarlet is teasing me.
"Look at him here."
"Who?" I asked and still focused on my phone.
"Who are you texting?" I stiffened when I heard her voice. I slowly lifted my face only to find out that he is darkly looking at me. His head was protruding and his face was very close to mine.
"Ehem." She seemed to come to her senses and frowned when we heard Scarlet pretend to cough.
"I'm just in the powder room." He said saken and then he tapped Chaos' arm.
I moved to the very end when he sat next to me but the shameless one also moved, I would have moved more when I had nothing to move and when I felt his hand on my waist that's why our bodies are so close. I firmly folded my two thighs, I am wearing a skirt! I don't know why I'm nervous.
"Tsk."
"Remove your hand then." I wasn't looking at him but I could feel his penetrating gaze. And I have no intention of meeting it.
"No." Even though I was on my side, I could feel him shaking. I was about to stand up when he tightened his grip on my waist.
"Let me go, Chaos." While I tried to remove his hand but he was just strong.
"I will never let you go again, Shaina." I sat up straight when he whispered, I heard him chuckled and seemed to be teasing because he knew he still had an effect on my body. Fuck! Traitor body!
"IM going to pee."
"I'll go with you then" so I turned to him and our eyes met, which I wish I hadn't done. His dark eyes, I can't read his eyes because it's so cold and blank. So I immediately averted my eyes and felt the heat on my cheek.
"N-are you crazy b-are you?" Shit! Why am I stuttering ?!
"Crazy crazy, Sha." He whispered again. I couldn't even stop my chest from pounding because of what he was doing. I pray that he won't hear how much my heart beats for him.
"I thought you're my supporter? Why weren't you there in our last gig?" I blushed again at what he said, obviously teasing. I stared at him and he laughed again.
"Where's my number one fan now?" Back to the asar.
"Awww!" She moaned when I squeezed her hand.
"Fuck!" I looked at him again, still the same but now his face is more serious. I wanted to avert my eyes but it seemed like my eyes decided to still look at him.
"You make me so damn whipped for you, Shaina Zarlaine." Then laugh. "You know very well how to make me fall again. I must still be angry because of the flattery you're doing but fuck! I couldn't stand with that, I want to hug you and kiss you. You don't know how I fucking love you and miss you, Shaina. " I bit my lip, I would have avoided looking again but he held my chin and our looks were correct again.
"I still love you, my butternut. I still do. That hasn't changed and will never change." I have nothing to say, what can I say ?! I am speechless right now alright ?!
I just felt his hug for me, I first felt his hug for a while before I slowly lifted my hands and hugged him back. I felt his hug tighten even more.
I love you too, Chaos.
The day passed and this is the day we all go home. We all fixed the equipment, we all ate first. They don't know yet that Chaos and I are getting along, if that's what he's showing right. Chaos, on the other hand, agreed not to send it to them even against his will.
Chaos and I texted from time to time, and my friends noticed my simple smile.
Chaos:
See you in Manila, butternut. I love you.
I smiled at his text so I quickly replied.
Me:
Okay.
I laughed at my reply hahahaha.
Chaos:
:(
"Your smiles are creepy Sha ah!" I immediately hid my phone when I heard Nica, I even saw Scarlet just shake. Of course only Scalet knows.
"Is that your new man?" Joy asked.
"Or maybe it's Architect Bright!" I shook my head at what Nica said, they said a lot more but I just smiled and continued to shuffle.
While we were all in the car, Joyce said she would just let another driver take my car home so we could go home together.
I thought of uploading Joyce's photos to her DSLR of the ones I was wearing in a bikini. I pass it to my phone. It's my first time to upload my photos so I'm nervous.
Chaos might not like it.
I just uploaded, my candid photos by the sea that I was wearing a bikini, it's so beautiful, taken by Joyce. I only uploaded four.
@perezshaina:
Sunflower is just my cinaption. I was nervous while loading it. Only a few seconds ago, I was surprised by a lot of people like that.
And I immediately saw the comment of my lintik friends.
@callijoycexy: credits naman sismars. Anyways, that's my bff!
@justshiya: Gorjuice kong frenny!
@lalainajoy: the size ..... Of the sea
I was shaken by their comments and later I also saw Jillian comment.
@jack_and_jillian: kasexy Nurse Sha! Arbor of bikini!
@anDew_drew: witweeew! <3
Drew commented, later someone notified about it.
@chaosethanw liked your photo.
@chaosethanw commented on your photo.
I'm craving this cinlick.
@chaosethanw: my beautiful sunflower <3
My eyes widened when many people liked his comment and many people replied. Gosh!
Then my friends teased me here in the van, I put my phone back in the bag and just shook it at my friend's cock.
"Shaina has a jowa again!"
"Shaina all!"
I felt my phone vibrate again, I saw Chaos doing dm saken.
My cheeks turned red when he resend my post, then he sent the wallpaper of his phone with me in a bikini.
@chaosethanw: got my new wallpaper.

I woke up as if I felt someone staring at me. I slowly opened one eye only to find out that Chaos is lovingly looking at me. In side view, he was facing Saken while his head was resting on his arm.
"Staring is rude." I promised and I finally opened my eyes. I saw his lips form a smile. It feels so good to see the person you love smiling, and it's just fun because the face of the person you love will wake you up.
"I don't think so. It's not a crime though especially if the woman you love is the one you're staring at." Suddenly I averted my eyes from what he said. Why is he always so corny ?! Annoying! But I was the one who brought it with him.
"My butternut is blushing huh?" When he teased and kissed me on the cheek, I immediately beat his chest. The animal is shirtless again because of its beautiful body.
"Chansing ka na ha!"
"You look chansing!" Then I scolded him but the idiot was still laughing and obviously enjoyed teasing me.
"Sus. Say no, I am absolutely willing to let you touch my abs."
"Stop that!"
"Not anymore. You're so cute." He kissed my cheek again and I suddenly walked away.
"Hey you're the chansing ah! I've noticed you kissing before!" He nodded and frowned, pretending to think. Abat!
"Do you like lips?" My eyes widened without saying that he had already kissed me on the lips. I was about to attack him when he hugged me, my head was on his chest and I could smell how fragrant he was.
"My baby is going to cry again." He said and tightened his hug for saken, that's why I hugged him too. And I can't help to smile because it's so delicious to feel like this. He's right, when you don't have any weight on your heart, it's too light and they can carry it.
How ironic that I used to be so mean to him and I don't think we'll get to that point. The ones I will fold, the ones I never thought I could do, I can do now. It is because of Chaos, he was like a black magic to me. There was nothing in my vocabulary to love back then. I was shattered and broke when I met him, I didn't expect that with the number of women he would like, I was still a miracle.
"Chaos?" Suddenly I call, while we're still cuddling and hugging each other.
"Hmm?" Then I felt him kissed my hair.
"Why am I still with so many women then and now? I mean, you're already so handsome and a lot of people are chasing you. But why me? I don't remember anything good I did or caused in your life." I asked him, I used to really want to know. You have nothing special about even in my life. That even I really want to lose because what I have and all the flaws.
"Is it necessary for you to love someone who did something nice for you?" He asked.
"No, I was just curious. I saw you a few times when I was chased away, insulted and shouted at but the next day you will act like nothing happened and then tickle me. How many times have I hurt you then why are you still here? Why do you still love me ? "
He removed his hug so I also removed my hug with him, he aligned the two of us until I felt his right hand caressing my face.
"There's no reason not to love you, Sha. You deserved all the best. I love for who you are not all the things that you did good to me if any." Then he laughed. "I also don't know, you used to be naughty but I still find myself teasing you, teasing you, following you. At first, I was challenged, because that was my first time to encounter someone like you. All my life, I was surrounded with the girls who were obsessed in me. Until now, I've always been married only to cute girls. "
"Wow the pogi ah?" He chuckled.
"Of course!" I also laughed, later he suddenly became serious then he held both of his hands my face.
"There's no reason to love someone, if you love the person you love. I can't even measure how much I love you." He chuckled again, "You know what's the biggest lie that I said in my whole life?" I shook my head.
"That night in Alta Vista." I bit my lip. Gosh! I remember again!
"Chaos ..."
"When I said I already give up, Sha." I was surprised when there were tears in his eyes, so I raised one hand to wipe it and listen to him first. I feel how painful it is for her, And I know it was my fault.
"I never did, because I know you're the only one really. I love you so much, eh, a few years ago I tattooed you and then I'll give up right away? No! You don't know how fucking great I am when I saw you in our concert Sha. I'm just hiding it because I like what you're doing. Tangina, all my anger and pain are gone. "
"Tsk! That's why you denied me when you were fansigning!"
"Hey that was part of my plan." He laughed at the promise.
"Even if you don't coax me, I'll come back and keep coming back to you. Then the night we made love again, I couldn't help myself. I thought it would take a while but fuck! I'm the one who will give up on my plan. You. kase eh! "
"Why me? You're just really fragile!" We both laughed, but I blushed when he said he made love.
"It's OK!" Ani nya.
"By the way, who's that mother fucker architect?" Suddenly his jaw tightened at his question.
"She's the one Danica recommended, because I plan to build a coffee shop."
"Does anyone know about that? It's just being built non ah!" I was slapped on the forehead.
"I don't know! But he told me that he studied business so he also knows about those."
"Tsk." I smiled and just hugged him again.
"Thank you, Chaos."
"Why?"
"For showing me what true really love is, for showing me how to love, how to forgive. You broke the promise that I made to myself, that I will never love a guy because I don't want to be like Mommy."
He just listens to me as he caresses my back.
"Thank you for not getting tired of loving me, understand me."
"I will never get tired of you, Shaina. You are my rest in this tiring world. You will always be my safe haven my butternut." I smiled.
"I'm sorry for everything too. And that was the biggest mistake that I made in my entire life, the one I made myself feel like no one will love me and I'll just be cold for the rest of my life. But you came and changed that, you melted that My heart is freezing. You took away the fears I feel. "
"Ssshhh, is everything okay? You don't have to worry. Past is past, let's focus today and tomorrow. As what I said, you deserve all the best, so I'll do everything to keep you happy." My hug with him became even tighter.
"I forgave Dad, And I said I want to meet his new family with Sherina."
"I know you'd forgive him, congrats to both of you. You deserve to be happy my butternut. I love you so much, you will always be my butternut. My favorite donut." We laughed the same as he said.
By the way, I've been here at his condo for two days after my friends and I got home here in Manila. They know I'm here to go straight to Chaos. I also told them that the carcass was in order.
It really feels so good. This moment is so delicious icherish.
"What do you want for breakfast?" He asked later.
"You." I felt him freeze for a moment but I squeezed even harder with him. I became naughty alright.
"I'm your dessert, real breakfast first."
"Hey, you're flirty! Chaos posted you on his ig again! Sleeping beauty is the peg?" I frowned at what Joyce said, we were here at the Chikkas' house, Chaos delivered me. He left because he said he had a meeting with, he also accompanied me to meet Migo earlier, it's strange to Migo but he seems to be used to it. I was really annoyed because Chaos had a bad opinion of him. The mess is over, so next time I won't take him any more and Migo and I will go to that location.
We are currently watching here in the living room, Nica, Scarlet and Rhea have left.
Joyce reached for her phone and showed her Chaos' post.
I was surprised to see my face sleeping and he kissed my other cheek.
@chaosethanw: She's sleeping so peacefully <3
His post has reached 200k likes and more than 50k comments. My gosh! This is the one before! It's really about Chaos.
Andaming fans commented on who the girl was. I also saw the comment of her friends even Diana.
@sandovaldiana: :)
@zykew: Kambak is ril !!! Hart or not
@zylew: Sana all!
@arkussw: Hope everyone has sleeping beauty!
I haven't read the other comments yet, they were all looking at me when I returned Joyce's phone.
"That's why it's fresh and blooming. Hopefully all." Joy said while eating a mango. Nothing happened to Chaos and me during the days I was in his condo. Moonstone and I should have been in the building in case there was a lot of trouble with him.
"Stop me." Then I shook my head. I haven't checked my ig account since before so I haven't seen it. But even so I couldn"t help but feel joy in my heart the moment I saw my picture.
They were still hopeful when the doorbell rang.
"Let me." Chiza said when I was about to stand up so I just nodded and let her go.
"Zyle is delicious, isn't he?" Joyce said to Joy, both of them are fantasizing about the photos of Chaos in its acc. They also saw Chaos' previous posts about saken.
"You have a visitor, Shaina." Chiza said, I turned around and saw Sherina next to her now. So I got up to greet him.
"Thank you, Chi."
"My pleasure." Chiza smiled and returned to the living room.
Sherina immediately hugged me.
"How are you?" I asked as we parted in a hug. "Let's talk in the garden, wait, have you eaten yet?" He nodded so I took him to the garden.
"I'm fine, sister?" He asked as we sat on the hammock next to the pool.
"It's okay, too. Auntie?"
"I think she's not okay." I immediately looked at him. "Why?"
"He said it's all for my sister's sake, that since Dad left us and mommy left us since then he took care of us relentlessly. Daddy visits us but he always stops us." I know, Sherina. He took a deep breath and looked at the sky.
"I thought he didn't care about us anymore, but my aunt kept it a secret that Dad often visits us. She said because you don't want to and maybe we don't want to see him yet. But sister, I'm different, no matter how much sin he committed I feel like I will still accept him. I miss my father. " Then there were tears in her eyes.
"I should be angry, right sister? She left us but aunt explained that too to me. I understood everything, if only I had understood the situation as a child. I don't know sister I'm in trouble." I hugged him immediately.
"It's alright, She. I know everything, and Dad is innocent. At the same time I also understand my aunt so we shouldn't blame her, she's just worried about us. I'm sorry if you're going through this too. I know everything will be fine. "
"I want to meet Daddy, sister."
"Of course, She. We'll see her and her family." She broke away from the hug, I wiped the tears from her eyes. We both laughed.
"We're moving up soon sister, I'm part of with honors I want you there ah?" I nodded.

"Of course not! Is daddy the one you want to hang a medal with?" He shook his head.
"Who?" I wonder question. "Si Tita?"
"I want them there too, but you're the one I want to hang out with, sister. Is that okay?" I smiled and nodded one after another.
"Yess !!" I laughed and just hugged him.
"What?" I promised that when I answered Chaos' call right away, Migo would be with me now after he showed me the location and we would go home. I couldn't say goodbye to him because he might come again.
"Anonas." He replied on the other line, it's confusing me again. Because he can handle me.
"I'm going to strangle you!" Suddenly I looked at Migo, we were walking to his car. The engineer friend of his who we also talked to earlier has also returned home.
"Tsk. Where are you?"
"Why are you going home?" I promise. "Thank you." I told Migo when he opened the door of his car for me and got in. He just nodded and turned around in the driver's seat.
"I ate sticky." His answer was confused again.
"You look crazy. Lower ----"
"You're with that fucking architect right? And you didn't bother to tell me." He said sarcastically. I would like to explain the case with Migo today.
"Let's talk later okay? Later." I whispered.
"Why are you whispering ?!" He shouted, I put my phone away from my ear. Migo was seriously driving next to me.

To be continued...