Chapter 43

"What's going on?" I asked the Sleeping Zarius while caressing his face. I don't know if I will go home now or go with him first. I want to stay, I want to take care of him.
"I missed you ..." I whispered when my phone rang.
I immediately took my phone from the bedside table. I saw mommy called.
"Ysla!" Concerned voice.
"Mom ..."
"Where are you? It's already late hija, go home I told Maru to fetch you already and he's on his way. Good and Maru knows that, I'm sorry hija, you can't spend the night there with your boyfriend."
"Its okay mommy, I'm going home. Zarius is okay."
"Okay hija, please go home. We've been worried about you for a few days." I sighed deeply.
"Yes mom, I love you."
"I love you too hija ..." Then I hung up the call, when I hung up the phone I immediately looked at Zar.
"Sorry, love I need to go ..." Then lower my head to kiss his forehead.
I was still having a hard time standing up because I felt my body was tired. I'll come in early and then I'll go straight here.
When I put my bag on my shoulder I turned to him once. I received a text from kuya Maru, saying he's already here.
The whole trip I was just quiet, sometimes tears fell. I don't know what to do, these are the times he needs me. I promised to him.
When I got home I found my parents in the living room waiting for me.
"Hija ..." They immediately stood up and greeted me, mommy hugged me.
"Are you okay honey?" Mom asked worriedly. I tried not to cry in front of them, I didn"t want to break down. I don"t want them to see and most of all I don"t want them to worry anymore.
"Ysla tell us what happened. Did that Walterson hurt you?" Dad asked hard so I immediately let go of mommy and confronted Dad.
"No! Dad, h-no ..."
"How many days have you been like that, Ysla so don't fool me."
"No daddy ... Please." I held his clenched fist.
"Alright, please tell us if that Walterson hurt you huh?" Next I nodded.
That night I didn't know how I fell asleep because of the weight of how I was feeling. I do not know what to do. When I can't sleep I scroll through my facebook and instagram. Take a look at our pictures.
The morning came, I even caught up with them Mommy and said goodbye that I was leaving early. I sent it to older brother Maru, I won't go to the grocery store because I did it yesterday.
"Thank you, brother ..." And I got out of the car. I opened the gate and went straight to his front door. I used my key again.
Fortunately, I somehow treated my burns with the help of petroleum and just covered them with concealer so that Zarius could no longer see. I don't know if it's effective but I hope he doesn't notice.
It's still dark around him, I open the lights. I went up to his room first to check if he was still there. I slowly opened the door, the curtains still closed and dark.
So I opened a curtain so that somehow there would be light in his room and from there, I could see Zarius sleeping soundly.
I went to his bed, sat on the side of his head and kissed his forehead.
I didn't feed him much soup last night! But the tray I left here is gone? Did he eat? I smiled and got up to cook breakfast for him again.
I'm already wearing my uniform so I can go straight to school, maybe we'll just go together.
When I got down to the kitchen, I first tied my hair with a messy bun and then the ingredients were ready and the youtube was ready. I plan to cook fried rice, bacon and eggs.
I get eggs and bacons in the freezer first. Then there are cooking utensils.
I was cracking the egg in the sink when I felt an arms wrapped around my hips from the back. So I jumped in panic.
"It's eggs!" I said, he was happy as his head was pressed against my neck.
"What kind of egg, love?" He huskily asked while hugging me from the back. The moment I heard his voice, I couldn"t help but miss his voice. God! I missed him!
I bit my lip and touched his arm and released the egg first.
I felt him sniffing my neck.
"I missed you ..." He whispered.
"I'm sorry, Ysla ..." Suddenly my tears flowed. And let go of holding her.
But he immediately returned my hands.
"C'mon, talk to me ... I want to hear my baby's voice ..." He murmured. But I remained quiet, and was biting my lip for suppressing my sobs. When he felt maybe something was dripping from his arms, he immediately turned to me.
"Hey ..." He tried to catch my eyes, but I just bent down and cried.
I couldn't talk ...
"Yslavien ..." He touched my face using both his hands and tried to lift my face until he succeeded, he could see the successive drops of my tears. That he immediately wipes.
I could see the concern on his face.
"Baby ..."
"You're a real tax collector! N-you're so bad ... W-don't you have anything to do with me anymore? H-don't you think you have a worried girlfriend !!" I can't stop him from shouting.
"No, I'm sorry ..."
"I-how many days, Zarius! G-are we always like that? K-when you have a problem you'll act p-like no one cares about you?"
"Ysla ..."
"G-girlfriend, did I still date you?" My poor question
"Of course! Fuck, I love you! I'm sorry ... I'm sorry ..." Then he quickly brought me to his chest. As I continued to moan.
"I'm sorry ... Please ...."
We were only like that for a few minutes, until I felt my calm down. He slowly pulled me away again to see my face.
"I'm sorry for missing in action, Ysla. I'm also sorry if I didn't hint. But please, stop over thinking that I don't love you anymore or I did that on purpose to hurt you. I promised your dad, right?"
"Promises are meant to be broken, Zar."
"I know, if you just believe in me baby. Just me, please. I'm the only one you'll believe." So I did nothing but nod. I stared at him from his eyes to his lips which were slightly open.
He didn't wait for me to do it but he voluntarily lowered his head to kiss me.
My eyes are wide open and I can see the closed nyanv eyes as I feel my lips.
I became completely weak, when I felt his lips finally moved at the same time as his fingers caressed my cheek. The way his lips moved unto mine, it was like a soft candy I would like to chew forever.
Because his kiss was slow, I felt my eyes close and respond to his kisses. It was addicting and and cue to kiss him more. God! I missed him!
I guess it was his cue, to become more aggressive in his kisses.
Again, I felt the mala paru paronv flying in my tyan and the electricity flowing through my body at these times.
I felt like I was on fire, burning slowly.
Gradually I also felt his two hands go down my neck, on the side of my chest until it reached the side of my waist.
He is caressing it like he own every inch of my body. Zarius hand slowly crawled up to my body nevee breaking our kisses. His kisses are needy
We seemed to run out of breath both, I felt his tongue seeking for my entrance. I obliged open my mouth and welcome him by mine.
I woke up when the sunset from the window are covering all the scenes here in his room. The sun was about to set and the two of us slept too long, I felt someone's arms wrapped below my boob. And I know who is it, Zarius was behind, and possessively hugging me. His other legs was placed in my legs, and his head is on my neck. I can also hear her faint snoring.
I smiled eventually then held his arms. The memories of us are still vivid, I feel so enthusiastic. And I will never regret what happened to us, in fact I dont feel anything that I have doubt or any frightened feelings. I was willingly gave it to him, and I am grateful and at the same time happy that he is my first in everything.
I changed my position and face him. The thick blanket was covering our nakedness, the sunlight that came from his window was kissing our face, or just his face? Gosh! He's so good to be true! The sunkissed was pretty suit in his face, it enlightened more his handsomeness. I lifted my right hand and gently caressed his cheeks.
So soft, to think does he used skin care to achieve this kind of clear skin? The sunlight was perfectly fit in his face! Gosh! He's like a God that sent from above, his adonis face that make me look at it forever, and I would never get tired staring at his beautiful face.
His thick eyebrows, his bridge nose, his eyes, his rosy cheeks, his perfect jaw and lastly his thin, pinkish and kissable lips!
God! I still remember clearly our hot kiss annd oh! Nevermind! I feel embarassed alright, I felt my cheeks heated up because of my nasty thoughts!
I touched his lips and stared at it.
But I gasped when I felt his hand touched my hand.
I glanced at him and saw that he's already awake! He looks like 'just woke up look'. He looked at me, while me widening my eyes and cheeks burning red. His lips formed a smirk, then looked at my finger who's touching his lips.
I immediately lowered my hand, but he was too fast to catch my hand and bring it back to his lips. He's gently and softly kissing my hand. I bit my lip when I saw him how he's kissing it.
I averted my eyes until I felt him stop kissing my hand. He pulled me more to him, my eyes widen when I felt our nakedness touch again! My boobs are already touched his chest!
His thumb find a way to lifted my chin up, just to look at him.
"Still sore?" His face turned red again because of his question. Goodness ?! Why does he have to be so bold ?!
I rolled my eyes then I heard him chuckled before kissing my cheeks.
"Zarius!" I shouted when his hand started to move again! Gosh! How many times have we done that? He's so insatiable to the point that he doesn't want to stop! If I hadn"t already said I was tired! He didn't give me a rest in fact!
"What?" He asked ignorantly.
"I am still tired ..." Then I pouted. I looked at him and he removed my hair that was hidden from my face.
"Did I mention you're beautiful?" He just said out of the blue. I looked away when I felt my heart rate again, if we were standing now my knees would probably have softened.
"You're too beautiful for me, Ysla." He whispered. "To think that someone might steal you from me." I immediately looked at him. I saw how sincere he is by his eyes.
"I can't loose you, love." He said.
"You won't loose me, Zar. You're the one I love, no one else. And I won't allow others to take me away because I won't let anyone take me away." I said while looking at him and caressing his cheeks.
All I can feel right now is being in love with this person beside me, to the point I can't breath without him. Because when I am with him, I feel contented and happy. I want him just to lean oh me whenever he needs someone, just me. I want to seize this moment and treasure all the memories that we've been together.
"For the two of us, Ysla. I want you to know that home isn't a place, it is a person. And you between my arms is my home. You're my home. I love you, when Im with I am always at rest and finally home with you. " He said while caressing my cheeks.
"Baby happy ending is not a fairytale, it is a choice. And my choice is always you, I always choose you til the last day of my life. I wanna spend more days, months, years, or even decades with you. I love you and I know its just a beginning of everything. " I cant help but to cry. Gosh! Why is he like this ?!
"I love you so much ..."
"I love you too, Zarius." I promised and squeezed his chest to hug. I felt him kiss my hair. I didn"t know what to say, he wiped away my tears and kissed my forehead.
"Zar?" I called him.
"Hmm?"
"Where have you been this past few days? You were nowhere to find. And you were ignoring my calls and text. I was worried ..."
I heard him sigh deeply.
"I was just fixing my mess, love. I'm sorry if I didn't tell you, I just dont want to worry you ..."
What is he taking care of? Hays I really want to ask him. But I want him to be the one to tell me.
"But what you did made me worry."
"I know, I am at fault. It won't happen again." He said and kissed my hair.
"You should be."
"By the way ..." I raised my head to stare at him.
"I'm sorry if it took so long for you to meet my family," I frowned.
"They want to meet you, are you free this saturday?" The nervousness immediately flowed through my body.
I didn"t expect something like this, too suddenly! Andami is bothering my mind again!
He laughed at my reaction.
"Hey love, they won't bite you." I beat him on his chest.
"I know! I was just n-nervous ..."
"Nice mom dont worry." My forehead furrowed even more.
"What about your dad?"
He acted like he was thinking so I was even more nervous.
"Hmmm."
"Zarius too!"
He laughed.
"Just a joke baby, they're both kind." Somehow I was relieved.
I was about to ask him if Nahla was really his sister outside when my stomach growled.
"I'm hungry, please can we eat now?" I asked him.
"Can I eat you instead?" My eyes widened and I slapped him, he just laughed and hugged me even more.
"Zarius too!"
"Okay baby, what does my baby want?" He asked.
"I want the fried telong!" I proudly said. He laughed again.
"Baby you just taste it last night ..." He said sexily, and damn! Almost became a moan!
I immediately put my legs together because I was feeling weird again. And what the hell! What is he saying ?!
I didn't taste his telong!
"I'm going to attack you!" He laughed again.
"Just direct to the point baby, if you want the real telong or telong that is inexhaustible and big yet." Maybe my face is already too red with embarrassment because of what he said.
Gosh!
I don't know how we got up from the charming bed, because maybe in the knowledge of the stomach we got up. She went down first to cook dinner. Yes dinner.
I was about to go down when I remembered that I hadn't even gotten in! Goodness!
Before I went down, I checked my phone inside my bag, I even saw his clothes on the floor and my uniform scattered.
I saw a text from mommy and brother Maru then Eian!
Kuya Maru:
Maam where are you? I'm already here.
Mom? Are you with sir?
Your daddy texted me and is looking for you.
I opened Mommy's.
Mommy:
Ysla baby, we texted Maru and she said she hasn't picked you up yet. Where are you?
Have you eaten?
Guess you're there again with your boyfriend. Please go home, no overnight. I love you.
I bit my lip, Gosh! If you only knew mommy. Should I tell this to them? No, no, Ysla. What will I do? I won't regret what happened between us but there is something wrong with me especially and I think of them mommy. What about my promise? What if something is formed? Gosh! I dont remember he did used protection!
We didn't tackled about this yet, what if something happens ?! I'm not yet ready,
Gosh! Stop thinking about that Ysla! Nothing will be built!
I replied to them saying im okay and I will just send it to Zarius. I hope they didn"t find out I didn"t go in.
I open the text from Eian.
Eian:
Laraya, wru? Are you absent?
You missed a quiz.
I bit my lip, this is my first time with mamissed !!!
Me:
Im sorry, I have a slight fever. Maybe I'll just tickle sir in the quiz or just take it back.
Then I returned my phone. And put away our clothes that were scattered. I can't help but blush with the twinge, I can think of what happened to us. I am wearing his shirt and just my underwear. I'm comfortable in what I'm wearing and I'm used to it.
When I got down and went to the kitchen I saw that he was still cooking. He's shirtless, onlu wearing his sweat pants. I can see his bare back and his muscles.
I shook my head and walked towards him, he even jumped a little when I hugged him from behind. I chuckled.
"Baby I can feel your tits ..." I was immediately released. And he was beaten in the back.
"There are so many of you!" He let go of the things that he's holding then face me.
He's still grinning and licking his lips, seemingly pleased with the teasing.
"Just kidding ..." Then he approached me and kissed me on the lips. I cant help to respond. It took a few minutes before I was released.
"Just sit here then just watch me." He lifted me to sit in the high chair. His hand in front of me was on both my legs.
"I'm sorry, you didn't attend your class because of me." He said sincerely.
"It's okay, just now." Then my cheeks heated. He looked at me on the eyes then went down on between my legs.
"Did I hurt you?" He licked his lips then held my hand on my lap.
"N-no ..."
"Still sore?"
"No way!" The he laughed.
My stomach hurt again and because of that he could do nothing but go back to what he was cooking and eat.
I didn't want to go home but when we finished eating, he would divide me. He also said that he will come in tomorrow, and will just take it back. Then it will go back to the fact that we will both study and review together.
I just really hope it doesn't happen again ... I trust him.
And on Saturday I'll be there to find out if Nahla really is, and who she's referring to as her half brother. I'm the only one who knows.
Did Nahla know that I was Zar's girlfriend? He doesn't know or is he just pretending?
Because if he's just pretending, he's good at pretending and acting in front of me. Incredible.