Chapter 25
EPILOGUE (I)
"Hey idiot, let's go to Shawn's new club!" Together with Arkuss, we are now going to the field. We were in the hallway and the women were looking at us, well that's what a Chaos Ethan is like every day.
"Pass." I said while chuckled.
"H-hi Chaos!" Suddenly a woman stopped us and handed us a box of chocolates so we stopped walking with Arkuss. I felt like I was being bitten by an animal. I could see how the woman's cheek blushed and bowed. Well, actually im not into girls, like what Zyle and Arkuss always did. I'm also not used to hurting women because first of all I love my mother. But I also can"t help but sometimes reject some women here at school.
Boys should always be do the first move, not girls!
So with a smile I took it with me, I saw the shock on the woman's face. I see that his uniform is also different, not shs yet. How did he get here?
"Oy pre." Arkuss was also surprised, he said, I don't really accept anything from women, boys should be the one to do that not girls.
"S-hope you like it." Embarrassed woman promises.
"Thanks." I smiled at the woman.
"Oy tol!" Shawn greeted us, with Vino and Zarius still holding bags in their hands. It's Shawn's favorite anyway, every valentines my locker is always full of cards, flowers, chocolates or even gifts. So sometimes I get annoyed but thanks to my friends because they're always there to pick up everything. I threw the chocolate I was holding at Shawn and he immediately caught it.
I saw the girl's smile turns into sad face, as if unable to believe what I did. I also heard a lot of criticism around but I didn"t care.
"Saken na lang to tol?" Shawn asked amazingly, I nodded and smiled. And at the same time we walked to the field. There is a shortcut, don't go where we can get out of school that only we know. Well.
"Lupet mo talaga sa chix bro! Si Bella yon ah! Yung freshmen ng 4th year highschool!" Shawn patted my back once. I just shook my head, I don't have a pack.
"Edi sayo na bro."
"No, no. Loyal to my gf in Norway no!" Proud of Shawn's promise, we were just shaken. After graduating, he will fly to Norway to continue his college there. And the woman he loves is there.
We all first watched to see if the bald guard was watching.
"Negative tolls. We can go out now." We all listened to what Zyle said. Zarius climbed the fence first because he was closer and then Shawn and I were the last Zyle.
I immediately shook my pants and picked up the bag on the floor as did my companions.
"Hey !!! Hey !!! Kids where are you going ?!" We immediately ran when we heard the bald guard pointing his baton at us. We laughed as we ran.
"Stupid I didn't see that ah I thought the sun was going down!" Arkuss laughed. You didn't catch up, we all stopped at the famous computer shop, they should not let the student in but because we are known they let us in.
When I sat in my favorite spot I had two tancha students next to me who were in grade seven as if they were busy with what they were doing. I shrugged and just put on the headphones I was carrying. Yeah, I have my own head phone because it's disgusting if I use the one that others have used.
"Ayan gorl, That's Luna!" I heard the promise of the woman next to me,
"What's in Luna?" His companion asked, I had no intention of listening to them but I didn't know it in my ears and I found myself listening to them. I simply removed the headphones and listened to them. I can't understand what Arkuss is saying anymore.
"Girl, you know they say when the moon is bright when you stare at it it can be a sign for your lovelife. Then as you stare you will see the person you will love for life." It's sounds cliché but its actually weird. Seriously ?!
I laughed that I would have put the headphones back when the woman spoke again.
"It looks like the moon will be a witness of your love for her. So if you want a sign just look up at the sky for sure Luna will give it."
Luna ... What's wrong with that month?
Tsk. I don"t have time for love yet.
It was almost 9 in the evening, and we had just finished the com shop. We were warming up when we got out. It's good and we don't have a gig today. So we can go home, we only didn't take three subjects.
"Pre drink that." Same elbow for Zarius. I would have taken my tumbler from my bag as if I noticed nothing. Pota!
"Pre I'm going to die here without the water." Zarius whimpered. I even stole my bag carefully, impossible. I only have two notebooks in my bag and then my water. And you can't lose that! I can do it with mommy! Even though we are rich my mother is careful with what we use. He even bought it in France!
"Pre I fell ata."
"Tae yan." Same hand against Zarius.
"I think you're stupid, auntie! You lost the umbrella the other day and now it's her tumbler." Zyke promised. Yes madly I was left at the bus stop.
"You go first. I'll just come back it just fell."
"Maybe you can meet the white lady, be careful." Shawn was threatening. It was as if I was scared. I'll just e-lrt.
"We can't wait for you anymore?" Vino asked.
"Not pre, I'm just lrt." I no longer waited for them to answer and ran to go to the fence. I climbed it, jumped up and ironed my uniform again. I went back everything I went through. But I only saw it on the soccer field.
"Bwisit ka nandito kalang pala." I took it at once and put it in the bag. It's already very dark at school, it's a good thing that some lights are still on, so it's not too dark and the moonlight is already on. That's why I looked at the moon, it was so bright and so beautiful.
I remember what the woman said earlier.
Luna ...
Really like that? Tskk stupid, I'm just confused by what I'm thinking. I was about to leave when someone caught my attention, a woman sitting on bleachers. I was carrying books, even though I was far away from her, I could see her tears dripping because of the moonlight.
And during these times, I was able to believe what the woman in the shop was saying earlier. I'm worried maybe, but I can also see how beautiful she is through the moon.
I guess, Luna's true.
That was the first day I saw her, I wanted to approach her and I wanted to comfort her, but I thought maybe it would be better to wake her up.
"Good mood ka ata pre?" Same with Zyle the next day. We're going to the classroom now. And women can't help but be distracted by our friends. Well, that's really how handsome people are.
"Just nothing pre." I answered but I still couldn't help but smile. Until we entered and the whole class, nothing entered my brain but him. I wonder what her name is, maybe she's just as beautiful as her.
"Hey tanginamo! Shawn! You texted your shot earlier!" I looked at Arkuss, it looks like he's teasing Shawn again. Earlier, Shawn was holding his phone. By the way, we are here in our tambayan today, on the soccer field. We couldn't escape because Bald was on guard. I saw Vino reading in the corner while Zarius was playing guitar and Zyle was singing.
"Pre don't get upset!" Shawn moaned.
I was shaken by my friends. I just thought of taking out my notebook and just writing a song. But no matter what I do, nothing really enters my brain. I can't really keep quiet if I don't know his name. I was about to get up when Zyke stopped me.
"Oh tol san punta?" He asked, I arranged my belongings and was about to leave when Arkuss spoke.
"Uy pucha si sungit yon diba?" I looked at what Arkuss pointed out, a familiar woman walking in an unknown direction. Suddenly my heart beat faster at these times. Tangina.
"Yes tol!" Pqg agrees with Zyle. We all watched him walk.
Like us, it also wears a uniform, but I don't know of all the women who wear a uniform just to suit her. She's holding a book in her right hand, while her bag is on the other side.
"Tangina grabe noh? Even from afar you can still see the beauty." Arkuss's promise was unbelievable.
"Agree tol, but no one comes near him because he's so naughty." I looked at Zyle for what he said. But when I saw him at night, maybe the sadness of his life.
"Oh where are you bro?" Shawn asked as I left.
"Secret." I just smiled in response. I didn't wait for what they would say and quickly ran to follow the woman. I immediately hid behind a tree when I caught up with him, he was just walking normally and I was annoyed with the men he passed who looked at him badly. I just have to look at him like that!
I followed him and noticed he was going to the library. I smiled at what I thought. My girl's schoolaholic hahaha. I simply whistled as he opened the sliding door of the library,
1,2,3
I counted to three first and then went inside. I immediately looked around but I was surprised that he was not seen among those sitting.
"Where is she?" I murmured.
"Here's my id sir." I turned to the speaker on my side, and fuck! That was so close! He was just next to me and handed the Id to the teacher who was sitting facing the computer.
The librarian handed him something, and he walked away. I was about to follow him again when the librarian stopped me.
"Where's your id?" This question, I didn't look back and just deleted my id from the lace and handed it to me. I still don't lose sight of the woman, she's always looking for a seat. When I gave up, I was about to leave when I was stopped again.
"Your pass." I was about to scold it when I saw him turn left and go through a book shelf. Fuck! I lost him! Annoyed, I just grabbed it and hurried to follow him.
I didn't bother to look at the other women here and the action was quick to look for her. I went to a shelf and looked for him, when I saw he wasn't there I moved to the other side until I felt like I had gone to all the shelves. Tangina bat ang bilis nya mawala? I was in the middle of both shelves, I suddenly turned to my right and I didn't expect to see him, at the top of the book. I saw his gentle face as if he was looking for a book.
I stopped and just looked at her, I smiled as if I was watching a very good movie now that I can't take my eyes off of her.
But I stiffened when he noticed that maybe someone was looking at him. I didn't even see the shock in his eyes when he saw me, there was no other emotion the moment our eyes met.
It was like a slow mo, and I can't stop my heart from beating faster! Can someone teach me to stop this fucking beating ?! I gulped and sighed deeply as he averted his eyes as if nothing had happened and turned away.
Tangina.
And since that day, I have always filled the library, even though I don't do anything there. But I admit, I don't easily get bored when I'm always there. Everytime I looked at her, it makes me look at her forever and it seems like a sin if I take my eyes off her. She notices that maybe my obedience to her, she's not dense to look forward to my actions.
"Her name's Shaina Zarlaine Perez, rank one of Stem." Arkuss said, when I found out his name. Finally, for a few hours and weeks I was still thinking about his name that almost drove me crazy.
Shaina ..
"Where are you again, Chaos?" Zyle asked as we ran away again and climbed the fence again to cut.
"I pass now." I answered, and slung my bag over my shoulder.
"It's a library bros, there's the apple of the eye!" When Arkuss teased his promise, he knew what I felt for Shaina. Im so glad that she always insults the men who try to approach her. Well that's my girl!
After I gave my Id to the librarian, I went to his favorite place at the end. I let out the chuckle and bit my lip, knew it! She was busy reading her books. Even from a distance from my place to her, I can see how beautiful she is even from afar.
Soon, Shaina you will be mine. You're the type who goes crazy like I do. I walked normally, and simply looked at his behavior and then sat across from his desk where I could see his beautiful face.
Fuck! I think Im whipped already!
I smoothly lowered my bag and took out some book in my bag, I even caught her eyes shifting on mine. So I stopped opening my book, she raised her right brow as if suspiciously because I was about to say something when she turned her gaze back to the book.
The days went by and I was still a stalker with him. And I know he feels that I follow him. But that's good.
"We'll have a gig later ah don't forget." Zarius patted my shoulder at the same time. We"re here on the school court, we"re currently playing basketball. I went to a bench where my bag was to drink water but there were women pushing and kissing the side of my bag. The woman is already blocking my bag.
"Give it to him now."
"I know! Don't rush me!"
"Helliah That's speed!"
"Excuse me, my bag." At the same time, I pointed at my bag and at the same time, they turned around and, confused, stepped aside. I just shrugged and took my bag.
"Helliah, give it to me ..." I opened my tumbler first and drank. Then it was returned to my bag. I noticed that they were both gaping now while I was wiping my sweat.
"Ahm C-Chaos ..." I was about to leave when the girl called me. So I turned around, his companions are now pushing him towards saken.
"What?"
"F-for you ..." He reached for a box of cupcakes at the same time.
"Thanks." I took it, they all dropped their jaws at what I did. I just turned around and walked towards my friends again.
"Bro I have good news!" Salubong saken ni Arkuss. I immediately threw the cupcake box at him, which he immediately caught.
"It's mine bro?" He was happy with the question I nodded, I don't have a pack if the women saw that. Tsk, I said boy should be the one do the first moves not girls.
"By the way, I saw your special girl's friend ah!" I stopped at what Arkuss said. I noticed that Zarius and I were still playing basketball.
"Uyyyy stopped. Are you curious?" Pangasar pa ni Arkuss.
"Tangina mo, with Shaina?"
"No. But don't you want to give flowers to the special girl?" I frowned at what he said.
Wtf? I am often given that, and I have never given anything to a woman except mom.
"You know bro, only flowers in the throat are the equivalent of such non! Promise me that to you!" At the same time, akbay saken, that's why from what he said, I acted quickly to run to buy flowers.
"Hey wait a minute where are you going ?!" Arkuss suddenly shouted.
"Later!" I shout. I thought that the bald guard would not show up so I decided to pick flowers from the school garden first.
"Hey son, that's not allowed!" I was already running when I heard the cry of a gardener here. Then I went to the gym's shower room and took a shower and changed into my school uniform. I even fixed my hair, and I used my perfume that mom bought from France.
I was about to go to the library to hand him these flowers when I passed the open area of the school and saw him sitting there and just kept quiet.
I immediately felt intense nervousness. Tangina nakakabakla !!! Backwards I'm ahead now.
You are Chaos so why are you shy ?! Scream of part of my brain.
But fuck !!!
And fortunately I saw his friend Alyana pass by my side.
"Pst!" I no longer hesitated and hissed it which he stopped.
He was surprised and his eyes widened when he saw me.
"A-am I the one you're whistling about?" At the same time he taught himself. I nodded.
"What -----"
"Can you give it to your friend." I interrupted what he was going to say as I reached for the flower and pointed at Shaina who followed with her gaze. Maybe he can't believe it.
"But why----"
"Thanks !!!" I ignored what he said and just turned around and left ....
Joke I just hid behind the tree and looked at Alyana, she stared for a while and realized maybe and ran to Shaina. That's why I ran without them noticing and hid in a tree near them. Alyana handed it to Shaina.
"Hey gay, get me hooked." Alyana's disgusted promise.
"Just throw it away." I was froze when I heard her said that. Wtf ?! First time I make an effort and then just throw it away? Eh why does Arkuss say. Fuck !!! I will kill that idiot!
"You're not asking me who gave and why the hell I put it on a trash?" I heard that Alyana said.
"It's just you." Then she even shrugged her shoulders, and here I realized that we do the same thing like her, I also give my friends the ones who give saken.
"Chaos bro what r u doin here?" I was confused when I heard Shawn's voice still wearing a jersey and holding a frappe.
I dragged him to the other tree so we wouldn't be noticed. Tangina that was so close! Phew!
"Who is hiding ---- that's why ..." When he saw Shaina. He nodded as if teasing. I stared at him.
"You like?" At the same time he offered his frappe. I just shook my head and turned to Shaina. I almost panicked when I got up and started walking.
"Looks like it's leaving that toll."
"Well thanks to you." I sarcastically said and Shaina followed. I heard Shawn chuckled before I leave.
Even though my chest is so nervous, maybe this is the chance to introduce myself to her. I saw her walking near the court, fuck !! They are Arkuss !!
So before she got there I called her, but she looks like she didn't hear something.
"Shaina!" And I couldn't stop myself from shouting his name, but he still couldn't hear me.
"Just a moment!" I shouted and just chased him, he was too quick to walk!
I chased him and now he is in front of me.
"Hey .." I almost whispered while panting
"Excuse me please let me pass." Because I was blocking, she said that coldly, the cold but the softness of her voice.
"Where are you going?" Wow I asked eh no? Feeling close
"Can you let me pass, the ease of the path in front of me is really you." He would have passed again when I blocked him again. Such Chaos, please.
I saw its face even more irritated. But is the former saken making it even better? Tangina you're fucking whipped !!
"Not when you tell me where you're going." I said while smirking.
To be continued...