Chapter 59

Even though it was late at night I still left, somehow I was still worried about Zarius. They already told me the place, they said they were cousins ​​in the VIP room.
I couldn't say goodbye to Lani because I knew I was going fast. While I was on my way, I couldn't help but wonder if he was like that. Hays is already worried.
Fortunately the bouncers knew me so they let me in right away. There are so many people inside, I don't go to places like this so I'm a bit shy. It's also inevitable that there are a lot of rude people in this place, why did they even think of drinking at the bar?
How many more hardships did I go up because there are so many people now, it's really hard!
"Hi miss, are you from here?" I ignored the rude man who was still holding a martini in his hand and just passed by. When I saw the room number I slowly turned the door. But I had just opened a little when I heard them.
"Because the putangina's head is stubborn! The animal is still a baby, so the fool preceded it!" I heard Arkuss inside, I didn't go in first and listened to them.
"Tanggala what can I say to my wife ?! Fuck bruh! She's just using Sherina over Ysla, he thought he would get over that easily ?!" I couldn"t help but cover my mouth at what Chaos said. What?
"Tangina two years? But you're right, Ysla's his rule just doesn't want to be admitted by a fool. Will he cry if he's not loved yet? It's so hard!" Zyle said.
"I'll do what Zarius did, I would probably quit the band if he did the same for me to separate us from the woman I love. Tanggala, is that really our uncle?" I still don't open the door, I feel like I still want to hear from them.
"He did it again with my Shaina, but Ysla came first. I found out the difference right away, it hurts more than Zar kaei he only found out lately. Is your uncle stupid?" Did Kim also drive Shaina away back then?
The same is really like him!
I closed my eyes firmly before finally opening the door. They were even surprised to see me. I saw Zarius lying on the table. He's really wasted.
"Ysla!"
"We thought you weren't coming." I just smiled at them.
And go in the direction of Zarius. Even though I was at the door earlier I could already inhale the smell of alcohol.
"Sorry for disturbing you, Ysla ..."
"It's okay, but I hope this is the last time I'll call you when he's drunk." I said to Zyle. Because they used to always call me when Zar got drunk, I was the only one who could stop him. But now it is no longer possible.
"Ah is that so ..." Zyle still scratched his head.
"Zar, wake up ..." Zar's mouth parted a little.
"Hmmm."
I sat next to him to wake him up, before when I held him my heart rate was very fast but now that I'm next to him I don't feel anything because I know in myself that I love Dash.
"Ysla, come back to me please ... I'll be good this time j-just d-dont l-leave me ..." I was surprised when Zarius spoke but his eyes were still closed. I looked at them, just staring at me.
W-what does he mean? Did I think there was Sherina already?
"I don't know if we should come here, Ysla." I looked at Zyke.
"Which?"
I could see as if they had a connection in their eyes, which I could not understand.
"But it looks like he has no intention of admitting the truth to you."
"What's true, Zyke?" What are they saying?
"Go tell her," I heard Vino.
Zyle took a deep breath before speaking.
"The day you left him, Ysla was almost crazy to find you. Every day, night after night, Zarius never stopped looking for you. Even if your parents bring him back, he was jailed for almost 6 months Ysla." My eyes widened at what Zyke said.
"A-what, b-why ?!" I was confused by the question. Why imprisoned? H-no ...
"Ivan was beaten up by him, your cousin almost died because of him. You know why? Because what Ivan was telling Zarius was pure lies so he couldn't stop Ivan from being beaten. And he was jailed because of your father, his case was non bailable. To the extent that your father knew about the case, didn't your father mention it to you? " I just felt my tears dripping as I listened to what Zyke was saying.
"N-no ..." I shook my head, why did daddy do that? I told him that Zarius was innocent. Was Ivan so comatose then because of Zarius? Why didn't they tell me?
"After he got jailed for six months, he still hasn't stopped looking for you. Did you know that Zarius didn't graduate?" I was even more surprised by what he said. The whole I thought ...
"W-what ?!"
"He didn't make it with us, Ysla. Do you know the lintek who is the reason for the stupidity? Why does he still have to fulfill his dreams when you are no longer in his life? Two years Ysla, Zar returned to his old life He doesn't care about the people around him, he feels like Nahla left him again, yes we knew then. But we are all the ones who stopped him. He feels that he doesn't deserve to love Ysla, because he leaves everything he loves. sya. "
"Then Sherina came, we don't know if she really changed Zarius. Zarius went back to banding but he didn't continue his studies even for a year, we know he was just forcing himself on Sherina. You know a Waltersoon rule right? And you can't change that, Ysla. Because if you don't, Zarius won't love forever. "
"Then you came back, with your daughter. Do you know how much it hurts her? She was planning on going to college when you were pregnant and imagining how she would be a father, taking care of you while you were pregnant. But what did you run away from? She planned that Then, just in case she got you pregnant, she had a plan then Ysla. It doesn't mean that she will give up everything, she will do it at the same time because she loves you so much. "
I am now crying in front of them as I stare at the sleeping Zarius.
Why did you do that? It's just another secret. Why did not you say? Why did you keep me away from you then?
"Do you know who he found out about Kim?" I frowned at Arkuss's question.
"Dion told her." What?
"After he found out, he immediately rushed Kim to the management. I don't know if we felt sorry for Kim, but he just beat up our uncle. My uncle and aunt were angry with him for what he did so he doesn't go home now," he said.
So is he in Alta Vista now? Gosh!
"And he also quit from the band. Aren't you opening up your social media? It's been one month, Ysla."
"B-but what is he doing now? He quit because he found out about me from Kim?" They all nodded.
"You know, Ysla. I was too, when I found out Shaina was leaving me because of Kim. So I can't blame Zarius for quitting, the family knows how to love Walterson so that's why I can't understand why they are stopping me to love someone. " This is Chaos.
"What about Sherina?"
"We didn't mention Zarius, and Sherina didn't show up for us either." I wiped my tears from my eyes. Remember, Ysla. Even if you find out the truth it still won't stop how you feel about Dash!
You are getting married...
"S-thank you for saying, I'm sorry but h-I'm not the right one for Zarius. Yes and we have a child but it doesn't mean we'll end up together." I raised my hand to caress Zarius's cheek.
"Y-you're engaged?" Zyke asked as everyone focused on my finger. I nodded slowly.
"K-so h-you can't call me when he's in this s-situation. Im sorry ..." they said nothing.
"Zar ..." I took a deep breath as Zar woke up. My eyes widened when he took my hand and moved it to his lips
"Ysla, it's just me again ..." tears dripped from my eyes again, you can't be hurt Ysla!
Not anymore, Zarius.
"Ysla we'll just be out for a while." I nodded to them as they came out at the same time. I looked at Zarius with his eyes still closed while holding my hand.
Suddenly I remembered the ones we had been with before. From the beginning, how much he loved me
"Zar let's go home ..." I was surprised when he opened his eyes. Her eyes will widen
"I-is that you ..." I nodded slowly. He raised his head so he could sit down. I tried to pull my hand back but he was just stronger than me.
He raised one of his hands so that he could gently touch my cheek. I closed my eyes when he wiped all the tears from my cheeks.
"Ysla ..."
"Z-zar I'm sorry, h-I can't ..." I still closed my eyes because I couldn't see the pain in his eyes.
"W-is it really gone?"
"B-why did you do that? B-why didn't you tell me too?" I looked up and stared at him boldly.
"It doesn't matter now, y-you're getting m-married?" He whispered and stared at my ringed hand. Why does this hurt me? No way, Ysla!
"Zarius ..."
He smiled and looked at me.
"C-can you tell me you love me? Even just now, Ysla." I covered my mouth because I could feel the pain he was going through now. No, you can't! I don't care if I'm crying in front of him now.
"Zarius, please don't make it hard for me. I want you to be happy too, not like that ..."
"Please love? K-even now, m-I can just hear it ...." he touched my lips. "N-you still love me."
"Zarius naman ----"
"Please?"
I took a deep breath before answering.
"I love you, Zarius. I still do." I saw him close his eyes firmly before kissing me. At the same time as I was shedding tears, I was also responding to him. At these times I can think of no one but him. Once again I felt the strange speed of my heartbeat as soon as the two of us applied.
God! I missed him!
I hooked my two arms around his shoulders and pressed my lips even harder. Without hesitation I accepted his kiss. No doubt.
He also kisses me tenderly, which at these times he makes me feel with each kiss how much he loves me.
Later he stopped kissing, he leaned his forehead on mine. We're both panting at the moment.
"Thank you ..." he said.
"P-can I be with you and Zari for a month without Dash? I promise when he comes back I'll be gone ..." I was surprised by what he said and only now did my brain register my kissing with him!
Oh god Ysla! You cheater!
I let go of his grip and walked away a little. Oh my gosh, im sorry Dash ...
It can't be ...
"Zarius you know you can't. Please stop, this will be the last day we meet please. You're messing up the situation."
"I'm sorry ... but please, Ysla. Just for one month, after that non h-I won't be in trouble." I averted my eyes.
What will I do? I did kiss him back! Gosh! Am I going crazy?
But Dash is the one I love! And I don't want to hurt him!
"Zarius ---"
"Please Ysla ..." I don't know but I just saw myself nodding at her request.
Hays will take care of that, one month Ysla. One month, you know you won't fall for him. Shall I let Dash know?
God, help me. Hopefully I don"t get to the point where I have to choose someone and someone gets hurt in the end. Please, make me choose a wise decision. Dash and I are getting married, please don't bother me with my decision. I don't want to hurt anyone, I don't want to shop.
Hopefully after this month, everything will be fine.