Chapter 18 Recommended

"Be careful, ija," Grandma softly caressed my face.
I kissed his cheek and waved slightly at the siblings. I immediately got into Lucas' car which was already waiting inside. I could clearly see Fred's wave that I ignored because it was obviously teasing me. Kevin s birthday was simple, I think he took that opportunity to tell me the truth. That's why he acted like that even when I was still in America, It's been a few years if you add up.
"Are you okay?" Lucas groaned so I looked at it.
"Why?" I wonder.
I can t get what kind of question that is. He just kept staring at the road that it was just continuously running. "Last night, you slept under a tree. You only drank one bottle, didn't you?" his question that I looked at for a moment.
"Yes," I answered sparingly and then turned to face him.
"Why? What happened?" I don t know what happened last night, I just woke up like everything was normal.
"Dunno. Daddy saw you under the tree, he thought you were just asleep. He woke you up a few times but you didn't answer, so Keus took care of you right away. Your heartbeat is weak. You and Lana are the same," he explained, which I shrug.
Lana and I are the same? As far as I know, Lana has a heart condition but it is not that bad. As far as I know, I m just anemic.
"Didn't uncle tell you earlier? People at home are worried because you don't wake up. Keus said, your lack of sleep could have affected you so it continued last night," he added.
I don t know what to answer. Can they look at me like that? So maybe I was banned. I don't know my real situation anymore because they don't tell me anything. I lack sleep, and sometimes I can't sleep. I don t know if it also has an effect of the coffee I drink, but Keus told me, that coffee is one of the factor.
When I was young, it was difficult for me to sleep, especially when I was not with my uncle. It got worse when I combined my studies with practice, causing me to lose even more time with myself. But it's just surprising because others are not like that. I am the only one experiencing this. I hoped to make me sleepy staring at every pass of my sight, but that didn t happen, even the songs I was making sleepy didn t work either.
When we finally got inside, Lucas also left immediately, he didn't go with me to enter the house because he was going back there. When I entered I heard no other voice except my breathing. Silent only voice on tv I can hear. I no longer looked around the living room and went straight upstairs.
I immediately entered the room and changed my clothes. I only wore pajamas and a black shirt. I didn't bother to go down because I was already full. I look so much at the gifts that I still haven't opened them, they are from people I know, and the biggest wrap there is from Erwin, I seem to know what it is. I just lay down on the bed and then picked up the cell phone.
10+ messages.
Fred:
Are you home yet?
Fred:
Before you go to sleep, pray first. That's what my grandmother taught me so I can sleep well.
Fred:
I also have insomnia. You knowI'm doing? I take off all my clothes. Sorry for the words, lol. But that's true, effective for me.
Fred:
I just don't know if it will work. And one more, it is better if you go to the doctor. I was nervous last night. You don't wake up anymore.
I didn't realize that I was sitting and smiling at my reflection, it was normal, he was a funny person. I was shaking as I put down my cell phone but my heart was pounding when I saw a man standing and leaning against the wall of the door. I was about to stand-up when he walked away.
How could I not have noticed him entering here? I quickly got off the bed to go to him but he quickly disappeared into the hallway. I know he's thinking of others because he rarely sees me like this, fvck you, Fred!
When I got down it was already sitting while talking to my aunts and uncles wondering at my gesture, it gave me a grin and arranged a seat.
"That was ahm, n-nonsense conversation, uncle," I lead then slowly approached them.
I'm the only kid here so I'm sure they'll help me. Aunt Summer gave me a goofy smile. They already knew, what's new?
"I know, you were thinking something."
"Something, what?" he asked as he smiled
When I finally got right in front of them, he let go of the paper he was holding. It just stared at me while the others exchanged glances.
"I-I don't know, that was not my mind."
"Hmm, ok. I'll act like I haven't seen anything," Hhe returned looking at the paper.
"Okay fine! Here, that's all I read," I said calmly and showed Fred's text messages.
"Is it okay?"
"Yeah." He took my cell phone and read it.
I don't want to think about what they are to me because in the end, they will just ask questions, they always concluded on what they saw or heard. I could clearly see the change in uncle's expression as he read it, every time he moved his finger up he simply looked at me.
"How's sweet," he whispered while staring at the cellphone.
I noticed the smiles of my other aunts and avoided looking at them too much. I pinch my finger because he hasn't finished reading yet, Fred often leaves a lot of messages to me and I usually don't read them, I'm worried because Fred might have said something in the previous one that he had read. uncle. I straightened up slightly when he reached for my cell phone. It made me look at it and then smiled.
"Why aren't you replenishing him?"
"I don't," I quickly promised then sat down next to him.
"Why? Are you affected?"
"Course not! - I mean, I just don't want." I leaned on its side as I do.
"If it happens that he courts you, what will you do?"
"I will reject him." I heard its sigh along with the shake.
Even the various comments from others are purely regrettable. He's like my older brother, like Lucas. Fred and I have had enough of being friends and I know he will hell understand that... Incase my prediction is true.
I climbed to the top because no one came home either amansion, my only colleagues are their parents. When I got to bed I did Fred s recommendation. Patricio and Erwin told me the same thing but I didn't listen before. I closed the windows as well as the thick curtains. I settled the light into dim. After a while, I took off my whole veil. I just put it aside and then lay down.
This time, I felt nervous, I was not comfortable especially now that I can only sleep naked. I held on tightly to the blanket wrapped up to my chest and feet. I just stared at the door because I felt it would open.
Eventually I began to feel drowsy. This is the worst recommendation that I've ever done.