Chapter 40 Love

Even though my body hurts, I tried to clean the house, we still have things that need to be fixed here in what he says is our house. Not that bad, he already knows what styles I like, and what's even crazy is he made it here in Thailand.
I was just shaken as we put our clothes in the cabinet and then left the room. I was already out of the room but he was still gone. I just woke up without him in bed. It didn't take me an hour to clean up because the others were already in order, I just brewed coffee and ate the breakfast he cooked while waiting for him. I didn't even wake up.
"Good morning, it's too late. Why are you smiling at your cell phone?" laughing it says sitting in front of me and putting foods on my plate.
"Nothing."
"You want to take a walk?" he asked with his chin resting on his fists clenched.
"I don't know, I'm comfortable here. I'm not in the mood to go out or roam. I want to go to bed," I whispered.
He just shake his head then take an apple. "Lie down straight, you might get pregnant with that," he whispered as I stopped my supposed sucking.
"I'll lie down, not lay down," I whispered to him as he laughed.
He also accompanied me to the meal and I decided to wash the dishes. Just like the whole day we were just in the room as well, talking about his work that would start in the third. They also work close to home so go home. I also found out that there are also Filipinos in this village so I won't have a hard time communicating, because I don't speak much Thai Language or anything.
When it got dark around me I decided to take care of myself, I used to rest early and try not to wake up at noon. Before I put on my pajamas I wiped off some of the liquid that Aunt Ezra had given me. I only put a little on my body, it was just like a lotion with a weird aroma. I feel like floating in a cloud every time I smell my hand, I don't know why it smells so much and I have a strange feeling in my body.
I put on my pajamas and a thin coat, then left the room. I found Zeke wearing his shorts and shirt with her back to me. It sits on the bed and looks busy adjusting the remote. Instead of lying down I sat down next to him and voluntarily hugged him, I love his smell, there is something in me that motivates me to kiss him but someone is controlling me. He put his arm around me and then kissed me on the cheek.
"Action movie?" its question that I asked.
"Miracle, it's just this, aren't you bitter?" he said laughing and then stopped the show with the two in a relationship laughing.
Zeke is already helping me to lie down and so is he, I'm used to making his big arm a pillow, I fall asleep faster. I pulled away a bit then turned off the light with the remote. Zeke barely looked at me to see what that thing meant.
"I prefer the lights off," I whispered then lay down on his arm again.
We remained silent despite watching as we seemed to know where to go. The woman looked passionately at the lips of the man in front of her. Soon after the two of them quickly kissed each other, I was barely taken aback. I don't know if I will pretend to be asleep or watch those things happen. I heard Zeke sighed weakly and shook his head slightly to the side. I knew he was misunderstood, because he took the cell phone to the side and I noticed just what he was doing.
While I was feeling different, my body was already warming up and increasing even more because of what I was watching. The two were sweating profusely as the man was already descending on the women's chest.
"G-Goodnight," I whispered then forced myself to close my eyes.
The next day we woke up at six o'clock because I was feeling strange, I was getting more and more numb in his chest and stomach. I still don't get out of bed while he looks at the medicine that can be given to me.
"You don't have a fever, you're scary now, you've been staring at me before," he said, changing the subject again.
It turned around shaking, I felt like my whole body was sweating profusely for no apparent reason. I squeezed myself firmly behind Zeke, causing it to stop.
"A-Annika," he whispered then slowly turned to face me.
He frowned at me and then stared at me then rubbed my forehead.
"Kiss me," I commanded.
I couldn't help but marvel at the court of his lips, we had been sticking together before, but I hadn't kissed him yet. I want to taste him.
"Ha? W-Wait, why don't you have a b-bra?" avoiding its gaze so I looked at my chest which was almost obvious because of the thinness of my shirt.
"I don't wear a bra every night," I whispered then wrapped my hands around his neck, so he looked at me.
"N-Niks, w-what did you do?" its a compelling question.
I could clearly see the sweat on his forehead, his lips trembling and his eyes avoiding me.
"Life is not meant to be lived in one place," I said softly, making him cringe even more. "I want to travel," I whispered.
"A-All right, where do you want to go? Is it just around Bangkok?" its question that I slowly asked.
"I badly want to travel, take me to heaven," I boldly whispered then kissed his lips.
I heard Zeke's sigh so I was even more excited, I couldn't control it, my body heat was mixing with my emotions, I liked what I was doing, but I knew I couldn't. I can't take it anymore, I'm sweating.
"A-Annika? W-What's wrong with you?" its question forced to separate from me.
It gave me a look of astonishment and after a while he quickly turned around and washed his hands on his head. As fast as my breathing is just as fast as my blankets are gone, I don't know how I can do this thing. For the first time I will face a naked man, not one.
"Play with me Engineer," I whispered then took his hand away so that he could face me.
His eyes widened as he stared at my body, his lips parted and he continued to cast spells. "I-I can't, N-Nikash—"
"You can, just kiss me," I commanded.
I wrapped my hand around his neck so he could see my healthy breasts even more. The heat of its skin spontaneously infects me. I couldn't take it anymore, I kissed it quickly. I kissed even harder, I pulled it on my own so that it could sit on the end of the bed. I parted slightly then kissed his neck, while my hands ay gradually removes his clothes.
"Ah! Nikasha," he whispered which made me even hotter.
"I'm sorry," he whispered to me causing me to stop.
This time I only saw such eyes, I became even more addicted to staring at them until I was the one he deliberately pulled and laid on the bed. He kissed my neck passionately, while my hands he held tightly above my head. I am no longer on my own. The last thing I remember is that we were both naked and did the thing that wasn't in our plan.