Chapter 31

CARLA
"...I grew up in an orphanage. I was told my parents died due to a car accident. My mom went through a caesarian section to give birth to me. Then she died afterwards. The hospital couldn't find my immediate family members so they gave me to the orphanage."
"I grew up with other kids there. I was able to get a bit educated right there also. I am not the social type and I don't talk much. But something happened during my teenage years. We were moved to another orphanage since we already were grown."
My voice was starting to shake because I am visibly hurt. He patted my back, staring at me intently and urging me to go on.
"My friends were going missing. We would wake up sometimes and find them gone. When we asked the matron, she said that they got adopted. We found it weird that it happens by midnight but never dared to argue. I thought things were going fine until it was my turn. The matron woke me up by midnight one day and told me to follow her. I was thirteen but I sensed something wasn't right."
"She threatened to kill me if I didn't obey her orders. Then she took me outside. Two men were waiting in front of a big car, I was so scared. I didn't want to go with them but she assured me they will take care of me. Those men did not look nice at all. They gave her some money and took me away..."
My voice was breaking. I already has tears in my eyes that I wasn't aware of.
He hugged me, "Don't say it anymore. If it breaks your heart so much, don't say anything."
I shook my head, "No. I want to continue. I have never told any man my story before, I will try and complete it."
"Immediately I got to their house, they molested me. They tore my clothes and raped me. They would rape me till I fainted and lock me up. But they fed me well, they even gave me to some of their friend's to do the same. I became used to this with time, it went on for two years. I aborted six pregnancies for them, but they didn't care." I cried.
"I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I wasn't expecting you to say this. This is not right." He apologized.
"I was able to escape when their niece came to visit. She found me and helped me out. Then she alerted the police. I was scared at first but the police ensured my safety. The evil nun and those men were arrested. Many other girls were released too. Then I was taken to another home, I left at the age of eighteen and came to the city. That's how I met someone who introduced me to this line of work, then I met my best friend Joyce..."
I sniffled, "After going through trauma for years, I saw men as heartless beasts. I wanted nothing but sex to do with them. I can't be committed, I can't handle commitment. I want to be free at all times. I despise every man after what I went through. That's why I can hardly keep a client twice, I can't do it."
I let out all the tears after telling him everything. He hugged me tight, comforting me. Somehow I felt safe and good in his arms and I did not want to let go.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry." He kept apologizing for something that's not even his fault. Even though I've made a lot of men pay for other people's sins.
It's not my fault of I only see them as sex starved creatures and nothing more. I envy those who get married and have a happy family, but that's not for me. I don't know if I'll ever be happy with any man.
"I'm sorry for bringing that topic up since you didn't want to talk about it." He said after a while of comforting me.
I sat upright and wiped my face well.
"It's fine. I'm okay now."
I'm back to being my usual self though the memories of the past won't leave me for one minute. They're going to remain with me no matter what I do.
"Carla, I have something to tell you." He said.
"What is it?" I asked suspicious.
He chuckled nervously, this is the second time I'm noticing him to be nervous. What could he want to say that's making him nervous? Perhaps he's about to say something that will make me kill him?
"I love you Carla." Was all he said.
Why is he joking around? Does this guy have nothing else to do than be a jerk every time? Gosh he's so annoying. How can he say....
"Wait what?" I asked realizing what he just said.
"I love you Carla. That's what I said." He repeated.
I stared at him for a while before bursting into laughter, like what the heck did I just hear? How can this crazy guy say that he loves me? Or he meant he loves my body. Sounds much better, a lot of people do.
"A lot of men do darling. It's not the first time I'm hearing someone say they love my body. It's not new." I told him.
He shook his head still having this serious look on his face.
"That's not what I mean Carla. I am on love with you. I've realized that since we came here. This is also my second time of falling in love with anyone and I've not done this since I broke up with Davina. I am telling you the truth, I love you."
"Okay... Now you're scaring me. You're being serious with this whole thing?" My heart is skipping, I'm having mixed feelings right now.
One part of me wants to believe him while another part doesn't believe him.
"Wanting you all for myself, being addicted to you to the extent of asking for a crazy contract. You're the only woman who has been able to do this to me in years. I want you more than anything now Carla. I just wanted to let you know how I feel and why I can't stand seeing you with other men."
"So if I can understand you clearly, this is the reason why you made me stay away from other men for six months? All that to show you love me?"
He nodded, "I know it wasn't necessary but I wanted to. You don't want any commitment, I thought I could change that."
"You can't change anything about me Jayden. I can't stay in any relationship with anyone and..."
"I know. I'm only asking you not to feel uncomfortable. I just wanted to let you know how I feel, even if you don't feel the same. I guess love isn't for me, but then please stop seeing other men. That's all I ask, for now."
I felt a bit bad knowing he's fallen in love wrongly again. But then I don't want to tell him how I feel because I am scared. He's a good man and he deserves much better.
"Why would you even fall in love with a whore? I don't deserve you, I've been with so many men and..."
"I don't care. I can't control what my heart wants. Could you at least pretend to be my real girlfriend till we leave here?"
"Well... Okay." I replied.
I just remembered Jerry. He came to confess something similar before we came to this trip and he's been trying to make me change my mind. What's going to happen with him now? Jayden doesn't like him and they're always having arguments. I don't know what I am going to do with these two.
Two good men are after a bad egg like me. I'm not even worth it. Jerry promised he'll make me change my mind, but in reality Jayden was the one who did it. Now I don't know if I'll ever confess how I feel, I am not sure of it yet.
"You brought me here to confess your feelings?"
He shrugged, "What do you think?"
I rolled my eyes, "Acting like a jerk again."
We stayed on the boat and the conversation got better. We didn't argue much, we made love. I asked him this time around, he doesn't want to ask me anymore. I felt it's wrong since he's paying for it, but the truth is I wanted him.
We got back to the hotel by evening. We met his sister and ex girlfriend at the entrance. Jayden held my hand in a way they could see it, and the reaction was as expected. I feel kinda good knowing they look this way.
"You're really shameless going around with my brother you slut?" Madeline said.
"I guess it's in the family blood to move around with sluts. Aren't you moving around with one yourself?" Jayden asked, the bitch gasped dramatically.
"What? She's different..."
"I'm sure now that you have everything to do with what she's done to me before. I forgave you Davina, but we can't be together ever again. You should get that, I'm in love with her now. Someone else took your place, so you should do the same. After all, you left me for someone else didn't you?"
"Stop doing this nonsense in front of me Madeline. It's a warning." He said and left with me.
I couldn't say a thing. Damn those replies were savage. He's so good at giving savage replies. I wonder why his sister would team up with someone who's hurt him in the past. What's she trying to do? Make him go through another series of heartbreak again?
We got back into the suite, I just kept looking at him without saying a word. He's really in love with me like he claims? And he's not using me to chase his ex away? My heart raced knowing this is how I also feel about him. I am so used to him now that I can't see myself being with any other man. He's only fighting unnecessarily, I can't stay with someone else either.
"Are you going to keep looking at me like that or will you go to bed?" He asked.
I scoffed, "What's so interesting to look at? You're so full of yourself. You can't spend an hour without being a cocky jerk."
He chuckled, "Likewise you can't spend an hour without being a hot old lady."
I frowned. What? "Did you just call me an old lady you...."
"Calm down. I could cook with how red you are now. We could save a lot of money too."
"That's it. You're dead!" I fumed and charged towards him.
He dodged me and ran off. I picked up a pillow from the couch and threw at him. He dodged again running towards the bathroom. Luckily I was fast enough to catch him there. That's when my senses told me I made a mistake. He tricked me!
"Argh you jerk!" I still charged towards him but he caught me and caged me to the wall.
"Look at you. You're so cute when you're mad." He teased.
"Oh yeah. Let me go and see if I'll continue to be cute." I gritted my teeth.
He chuckled, "You are so stubborn and sweet. That's why I love you."
My heart raced when he mentioned the word love. I stood there like an idiot unable to move, he began kissing my neck while I moaned.
"Jayden..." I called.
He moved from there and captured my lips with his. His hands moved from caging my hands to my waist and butt. My hands roamed on his body too, his hardness was throbbing me. With this guy, it's always going to be like this. He turned a chase into a bathroom romance. And sadly I can't resist him or say no at all. I want him.
Our clothes were off, he turned on the shower and we headed there...

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