Chapter 59

CARLA
"Then can you forgive me?" He asked me when I gave him the advice to forgive his father. My breath itched in my throat, am I even mad at him? I have no idea what to say to him. He seems to have caught me off guard.
"It's okay if you don't want to forgive me. I understand, I hope you understand how I feel too." He explained to me.
I frowned, "Are you saying if I forgive you, you'll forgive your father too?", He nodded, "What? That's blackmail!"
"No it's not. I just wanted you to have a feel of what it's like to not want to forgive someone who hurt you..."
"Jayden..." I stopped him, how can I stay mad at him forever? I love him so much. More than anything, he's not someone I can chase out of my life.
"I love you. I am no longer mad at you, I'm just angry you didn't trust me enough to know I've really changed when I said I have changed."
He smiled and kissed my forehead, "I love you too darling. Forgive me for being a stupid and jealous boyfriend. I should have believed you when you, I should have trusted you enough. If I can get another chance, I promise I'll make things right this time."
I hugged him, feeling the warmth of his skin. I missed him so much, it felt like hell living without him.
"Thank you Carla, this is the best gift I've gotten today." He said, then his eyes locker with mine, he kissed me. His hands snaked down my waist, I completely forgot I am on a sick bed and pulled him closer. His mouth tasted warm and sweet, our tongues played in unison.
My hands went to his neck, not wanting to break from the kiss. We stopped to catch our breath, then continued. My heart thumped loudly in my chest, I wanted this to go farther than this but this is an hospital, it's not allowed sadly.
"The doctor..." Joyce's voice made us break apart, she screamed a bit and covered her mouth.
"Even in the hospital! You two need to get a room if you want to do that, don't corrupt other innocent minds." She complained glaring at us.
Jayden and I laughed, this just reminded me of Samantha. She's still in surgery, I hope she does well. It's going to be my turn soon, why do I suddenly become nervous?
"Anyways, the doctor said you're going to be there in an hour so you should prepare. They'll be done with Samantha soon enough." She informed.
I took deep breaths. This is it, I'm going to risk my life so I could live. Whatever the result is, I am glad I met Jayden. He's made the short time I spent with him memorable for me. Jayden caressed my hand, giving me an assuring smile.
"It's going to be fine. You have nothing to worry about. You have to fight hard or I'm going to get back with Davina." He encouraged me with a threat.
I coughed, holding my chest like I'm having an attack. His mouth fell open, as he had a terrified expression.
"Carla! What have you done?!" Joyce yelled at Jayden.
He held me, "I'm sorry, it's a joke. I would never get back with Davina no matter what happens."
I sighed in relief, then let out a loud laughter. Jayden and Joyce gave me murderous looks causing me to shut up.
"I would have killed you if you were not sick! What a joker!" Joyce snapped.
"Don't scare me like that again." Jayden warned, I pouted making him chuckle.
Then I remembered we were talking about Jayden's father.
"Are you going to forgive your father now? There's no use in hating a dying man, he already paid for his sins. You should let him get some peace." I emphasized.
"You should worry less about that. I will think about it, but then you should forget it." He replied trying to divert my attention.
My mind drifted to the incident that happened yesterday. I did get an attack after Jerry told me of his involvement in my separation with Jayden. I never saw that coming. I was never expecting him to do that to me, I trusted him so much. I thought he was so much better than Jayden even if I don't love him. Only to find out he's done worse things, all in the name of love.
He's willing to see his claimed love suffer because he wants to be happy. That's being selfish. Even if this is my first time being in love, I have learnt that love is about sacrifice and selflessness. There's also the need to trust your partner, that's the only way the love can stay strong and overcome all obstacles.
"Don't you think you should check on your mother now? I know your sister is not here, she shouldn't be alone." I urged him, he is hiding from his father. I am very much aware of that.
He nodded, "Yeah you're right. I'll be back to check on you before you go."
I kissed him, "Don't be harsh towards your father, remember you promised."
"Did I?" He asked confused, I sneered at him. "Yes you did. You can go."
He shrugged and walked out of the ward, receiving glares from Joyce. She's always looking at him that way, but she looks at Jerry in a different way. She has been acting weird lately, sometimes she would be daydreaming. I always fail to see who she's having these thoughts for. Could it be...?
"So... What are you going to do about Jerry? Will you forgive him?" She asked me, I gave her a suspicious look.
"Do you think he deserves my forgiveness? You heard him, he's capable of doing anything. I shouldn't let someone like him close to me again." I replied, just to see her reaction.
She scoffed, "And Jayden? You think he's much better than Jerry? Why won't you forgive him? He told you everything himself, he apologized and promised to come back. He feels guilty and remorseful, that's why he confessed. Why doesn't he deserve forgiveness?"
I stared at her in disbelief, is Joyce crushing on Jerry? She just defended him like they are related. This is strange.
"Joyce, tell me the truth. You like Jerry don't you?" I asked her.
She laughed nervously, "What? No! Why would you think that way? Come on, stop saying things that aren't true."
I raised a brow, "But you know this is true, you can't lie to me Joyce. I know you too well, you like him."
She sighed, "So what if I like him? The only person in his heart is you. He is willing to do anything to have you, it only shows there's no chance for someone like me in his heart."
"You're wrong Joyce. There's a lot of opportunities for everyone to fall in love again. He can love you if you are willing to work towards it. You don't have to look desperate or chase after him too much, just be yourself and get close to him. You'll get what want." I motivated her.
She shook her head, "I'd rather keep silent and not let him know anything about it. These feelings will go away with time. You do t have to worry about me."
Joyce is stubborn, she won't listen to me. Well I have a lot to do when I get better, Jerry will have to accept Joyce. This is the only way I can make him happy, he deserves his despite what he did to me. I still see him as a good man, unlike I won't stop seeing Jayden as a jerk.
The hospital staff came into my room two hours later, I knew it's time. I waited for Jayden to come see me so I won't feel nervous. He held my hand till he got to the door, he waved at me as they took me in. I'll be back for you darling.
•••••
JAYDEN
Samantha's surgery was successful. She's now resting in the ICU, the doctor assured me she will be moved from there soon. I am happy my sister got another chance at living, all that's left is for Carla's surgery to be done. I held her hand to the theater, I waved at her as she left. Mom stayed with Samantha, my father already left with Jerry.
I waited anxiously with Joyce, she's as restless as I am. Madeline did not come to the hospital to check on Samantha, that's because she's too busy with her plan. I would have dealt with her if she wasn't my sister. But I want to believe she's not being herself or thinking well. She is doing what she may have been taught to believe when she lived with her step mother.
I called Freddy to set up a meeting tomorrow, I will invite her and blow up her plans right there. She should be worried about what I can do. But I don't see that happening with her yet, I'll teach her a good lesson.
A few hours passed, the doctors were taking too long than when they took Samantha in. One of them rushed in.snd out, looking worried. I became scared at the possibility of what could be wrong.
"Oh God, please save my friend. I don't want anything to happen to her, please save her life. Life has been so unfair to her, she doesn't deserve to suffer like this." Joyce prayed, pacing up and down worriedly.
I shut my eyes. I wish she would get back safe and okay, I promise I'll take good care of her from now on. I promise I won't leave her or watch her suffer again. Please Carla, if you can hear me, don't give up. Stay with me please. I don't want to lose you, come back to me.
The doctors finally came out with Carla, they strolled her away. I rushed to the doctor in charge.
"How is she? Was it successful?" I asked him impatiently.
He sighed, "We had a lot of complications. Her case is much bigger than your sister's..."
This is not good news. Does this mean she did not make it? How's that even possible? That's not allowed to happen!
"What are you saying doctor?" Joyce asked if fear.
He smiled, "It was successful after all. You have nothing to worry about."
I sighed in relief, "Thank you doctor! Thank you!"
She made it! This is great news! Now I can be at ease knowing that she is safe, my sister's also safe. Now there's one more thing left to do. We went to see her, I stayed with her while Joyce decided to get some food from home. I did not expect her to wake up sooner but she did.
Her eyes fluttered open, she had an oxygen mask placed on her nose. She slowly removed it.
"Carla put it back. You're not supposed to remove that yet." I put it back, she removed it again. Her stubbornness can be so frustrating.
"Am I safe?" She asked in a low voice.
I nodded, "Yes darling. You're safe, you won't have to worry about this anymore. With time, you'll get better and cured."
She smiled weakly, "That's good to know. I'm happy to see you by my side. I love you."
"I love you more darling, now rest. We will have plenty of time to talk when you get better. Your health is more important right now." I kissed her lips, then put the mask back on her nose. She closed her eyes and fell asleep. I kissed her hand, she's out of danger.
Now I have to face my sister and Davina, they should be prepared to reap what they sow. They don't deserve my mercy, but I'll be gentle, just that they won't go without paying for their sins.