44. Rain

**Rain**

Caleb gets on top of me and kisses me. I feel the tip of his cock at my entrance, and I want to feel him inside me, but Caleb takes his time. I move my hips, but Caleb grabs my waist with a hand.
"If you keep doing that, I will lose the last thread of control I have," Caleb says.
Scenes from the books I read come into my mind.
"I want you to lose control!" I say.
Caleb growls. "You are not ready for that! Because if I lose control now–I can't!"
His lips are back on me, and his tongue enters my mouth. I love his taste so much, I start sucking his tongue. He cups a breast and squeezes it. I want to relax and let Caleb lead, but my body feels like it is burning. And the only way to extinguish that fire is Caleb fucking me.
"Please!" I whimper. Caleb kisses my neck next. "If you are not inside me in the next seconds, I am going back to the Pack House and order a vibrator!"
Caleb lifts his head. "Not a bad idea. But I will be the one to use it to make you feel good!"
"Caleb!" I beg him, because I want to be with so much.
"If you want to stop, let me know. And keep your eyes on me!"
I nod, and he starts pushing inside me. He is thick and impossible hard, stretching me to the limit. Inch after inch, Caleb keeps going until I feel his knot against my clit. Caleb doesn't move, and I roll my hips, hoping he will do something. My knot rubs my clit, and it feels great. A moan leaves my lips, but Caleb still doesn't move. I smell his shock.
"Caleb?"
"Give me a moment." His voice is barely a whisper.
Bad memories come to my mind, and my heart starts pounding fast. This is the moment when he will pull out, turn his back on me, and reject me. I brace myself for the worst and push back the tears back.
"Am I hurting you?" Caleb asks. "Do you want to stop?" A sob escapes my lips, and I try to cover my face with my hands, but Caleb stops me. "Fuck! I am hurting you!" Caleb says, and I feel him pulling back.
"No!" I say and grab him and wrap my legs around his waist. "Please don't reject me!" I close my eyes, and tears run out of my eyes.
He stops moving. "Red? Look me!" I shake my head. "I would never reject you!"
I open my eyes. "But you stopped, and you were shocked about something, and I thought that you won't want me anymore."
Caleb licks my tears and starts thrusting slowly. "I was shocked, Red, because being inside you feels–how do I describe it?" He moves faster, sending shivers down my spine. I never known I could feel so good, that Caleb could make me feel so good. Moans escape my lips. "You feel perfect! Like home!" He kisses me. "Because you are my home!"
Caleb is right, having him inside me feels perfect. I never knew I could feel this happy.
His movements become faster and stronger, and I feel like burning from all the pleasure I feel. His knot hit my clit, and it feels amazing. "Caleb! Yes!"
He puts a hand between us and rubs my clit. "Come for me, Red! Come on my cock! I want to feel how you squeeze me!"
My orgasm builds and builds, and I lift my hips to meet his strong thrusts. Caleb pushes his thumb on my clit, while his knot keeps hitting me, and I explode.
"Fuuuck!" I scream and thrash beneath him.
Caleb slows his rhythm until the last wave of my orgasm passes.
"Ready to take my knot?" he asks, and I nod. He pushes, and I feel his knot trying to enter my body. It hurts a little, and I wince. "Take a deep breath!" Caleb instructs me.
I do as he asks me, and he pushes harder until my body accepts his knot. I am stretched even more, and I feel a sensation like burning, and I bite my lip.
"Fuck! I never knew knotting could feel like this!" Caleb says. "So fucking amazing!" Caleb says.
Caleb starts rocking his hips slowly, and it doesn't take long for the burning sensation to fade away and only to feel pleasure.
"Haven't you knotted anyone else before?" I ask.
Caleb flips us, and I find myself on top of him.
"I don't know how long until my knot deflates. I don't want to crush you!" Caleb says. He puts his hands on my hips and bounces me slightly up and down his cock. He looks at me. "Many firsts have been taken from me. I wanted to experience things only with my soulmate. With you. But I managed to keep something only for you, Red. This is the first time I knot someone."
I stop moving and look at him. My heart starts a steady beat only for Caleb.
"My heart is melting for you, Caleb," I say. "I love you!"
When the words leave my mouth, I realize they are true. I love Caleb.
"And my heart burns for you, Red! I love you so much!" Caleb says, and I lean to kiss him.
Peace like I never felt before settles inside my soul. *'Soulmate!'* my instinct tells me.
I break the kiss and look at Caleb. "I can finally feel it!" I say. "My instinct finally told me you are my soulmate!"
Caleb smiles and kisses me again. He puts me back on the blankets and moves inside me. His fingers find clit, and it doesn't take long for Caleb to make me cum again.
Two orgasms later, Caleb also finishes and buries his face in my hair. I put my arms aroud him and I stroke his skin gently. My lips find his shouder and I kiss it gently.
"I love you!" I say against his skin.
"You are mine, Red! Mine in every way posible. I will make you the happiest female alive!"
"I know," I say.
A minute later, he sits, puts me on his lap, and wraps a blanket around us. I rest my cheek on his chest and we stay like this for a while, just listening to how our heartbeats.
A soft breeze starts, and I swear I can hear the crystal trees talking.
*'A mating gift for the Luna and the Alpha!'* a voice says in my ear.
My back and hands feel like they are on fire. My body hurts. I gasp for air while trying to understand what is happening. I try to push Caleb away because I want to run out of the groove and roll in the snow, but I end up pulling him even closer to me.
Caleb grunts. "Damn! I feel like swords made from Ice are cutting my back in half."
Moments later, the sensation disappears, and Caleb looks at me. My eyes widen when I see a Crown of Ice on top of his head.
"Red, you have a Crown on Fire on your head," Caleb says.
"And you, one of Ice!"
I lift my hand, wanting to touch his crown, but when I see my fingers, I stop.
I stand and look at my hand and arms. Starting from the tip of my fingers and going to my back, I have vines of flowers swirling around my hands.
I look at Caleb. "What is this?"
Caleb stands and walks around me, the tip of his fingers touching my skin. My back.
"I have never seen anything like this before," he says.
"What is it?" I ask, starting to panic.
He traces my spine, starting from the back of my neck and stopping at where it ends. "Two stars, a crescent moon, two stars, a half moon, two stars, a full moon, two stars, a half moon, two stars, a crescent moon, and two stars. The vines are connected to the moons."
"Turn around! I want to see your back!"
Caleb turns around, and I stare at his back for a full minute.
"What do you see?" Caleb asks.
I run my fingers on his spine. "Two stars, a full moon, two stars, the sun, two stars, a full moon, and another two stars." Caleb is right; I have never seen or heard of anything similar.
Caleb turns and looks at me. "What do you think it means?"
*'Mating marks,'* a voice sings in my ear.
"Did you hear that?" I ask Caleb and look around, but we are alone.
Caleb tilts his head. His Crown of Ice is gone. I assume mine disappeared as well. "I haven't heard anything."
"A voice just told me something that sounded like 'mating marks.'"
"But to mark each other, we have to go to the Ritual stones," Caleb says. "I am not sure what they mean, but I bet Tatiana knows!"
I want to ask something about Tatiana when I feel the first spike of my heat. I put my hands around my stomach.
"Caleb! I am going into heat!"
He growls loud before kissing me. As soon as he touches me, the pain goes away. Caleb puts me back on the blanket before burying his cock deep inside my body.
My body is insatiable, wanting to feel Caleb's all night long. He takes turns with Raven, and between the two of them, I am fucked and knotted until I can't remember where I am.
It is morning when my heat finally passes.
"How do you feel?" Caleb asks and kisses my shoulder.
"Tired. That was intense," I say. My voice is hoarse, probably from all the times I screamed Caleb and Raven's names.
Caleb chuckles. "Tell me about it. I am beat! Best night of my life!" He looks at the sky. "We should return to the pack."
I stand, and I feel so sore. Probably from all the times I got knotted. Caleb helps me get dressed before taking me back to the Pack House.
When we arrive back at the pack, Tatiana is waiting for us.
"Congratulations!" she says.

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