Chapter 36. The goodbye.

QUILL
"Won't this affect your both's life adversely? I don't want to cause trouble for you both? The way I see your parents reacting I thing you guys are getting earful later?" I asked them, when they nodded in acknowledgement. "Who cares if we can save you?" Delvin saying casually. But I sincerely felt good listening to his words, as if I wanted to believe that there is someone by my side.
"Thanks!" I told him out of blue, maybe I felt the need to express my gratitude his eyes shocked, yes man! I did say thanks, "No problem," He replied with a polite laugh. "I heard you a re leaving tomorrow? Right?" He asked me when I nodded.
"Yeah, and there are more chances for me to be dead before I actually reach at my destination," I told him. He nodding because we all know that the first Capo is planning my death before I reach at the Spanish Mafia.
But, as per as we are planning on our way to solve things out, I think we can easily walk out of trouble."Be strong" Mileva said to me and him, "What do you Mean by him? He is not going! I can't have a name of another death. Please! Don't force me with the manipulation." I requested them, they looking at each other, Delvin taking a step closer to me, "Why? Why are you trying to part things? We are catching up good! Don't change on things at the end momentm we need to be alive!" He said to me requesting, "Please Delvin! Don't force me!" I again repeated myself. He shaking his his head. "I am so sos sorry with you then. Because I won't listen to anything you are saying. I would do as I please, and you have to accept it," He said informing and not asking.
"Delvin!" I yelled buf hs just walked the other side. Away from me and Mileva. "Milly! Please! Can we please big do this? Aren't you worried about your brother? Aren't you scared that he will end up dead? You are his sister? Can't you think about him self? And be little SELFISH?" I beggingly asked her.
"No! Because, somehow you have became the same level important to me like he is as my brother. Instead you are evn more dear to me." She told me. "Why do I née dto. Have him with me there? I don't get the point? Though? As yous aid you all have already made and set a good foundation for me to follow then why? I don't see the point?" I asked her, "Because you need a man power."
"I have it! All the associates are going there for me to take care of me! They think of me as there sister! They will protect me," I assured her. "The associates said that?" She asked me, "Didn't I tell you earlier?" I asked HER."i thought you were joking! Because they are never sweet with anyone I assumed the same," She muttered when I shake my head. "They are coming with me."i told her. Hut what caught me was that did I spill to much? I think is shouldn't have talked about them. If she and her brother are actually loyal to the Capo. They will share the information and that will put all the associates in the danger and thats the last thing I want.
"Wow!" She complimented and nodded again and again, looking around. "That's good," She again made a compliment. Why am I getting bad vibes for tomorrow. "Does that convince you?" I asked trying to turn the book away, the one I opened and kept in front of me.
"What? She asked confused,"You think I can't end things by myself? You think having men around me will be any help? I think if it as a problem instead. Oh! What if they all turn the faces away, later?" I said trying to make her convince that I don't know about them at all. And that I don't trust and usually what I spoke was pure garbage. And by her look I was convincing.
" Are you saying that they are not going? " She asked me,
Well, here things is fishy! "Of course not! I feel guilty for one death, you think I will let that much people die because of me? What do you take me as for?" I asked her.
But now I actually have to do something so the associates won't come in front of her as a traitor and end up dead.
"Well, still I think that you should take my brother with you." She again came back to the point zero. The way she is fixated for me to take him with me. I feel like the one who will blast me in million pieces will be him instead. "Anyways! Let leave the pointless topic. Tell me, what are you planning? What exactly you will do to kill the Spanish Boss?" She asked me getting over enthusiastic. "I don't know, do I have to plan it she's dof time? Whenever I will get a knife and his kneck? I will push it in him," I told her, she evil filled laughing.
"And looking at the Mafia guys. Possiblities is more like, I will get it fast
As the mafia cant hold there dick inside." I told HER. "Oh! Don't rely on that! When we say they are worse with woman? We mean that they bit the shit out if them life man. They use weapon too, there feet and hand
All. Let alone just some guys, who actually prefer dick over everything. Or else Spanish are so dedicated to there wife's and committed. And jit just the boss if them but they themselves the association and soldiers too get an arrange marriage with the woman of the partner association. You know the daughters and sisters from the opposite team, as an promise pact. Not all the organisation are as pathetic as the Blues. "Mileva started to give me some inner information, which was actually really helping me to calm my racing nerves."That's why the blues look down on them. Because they are respectful to there own woman. I believe and support the Spanish more. That's why. And come to talk about the Harvey. I think this organisation is just filled with bunch of manwhores," Her words were agreeable.
But I was really astounded to find the great information that Spanish respect the woman."You know Emerson's sister who ran away with your brother? Was actually having the pact marriage with the Spanish. And she loved your brother. So she made her own choice and left us hanging. The Spanish couldn't take it. That's when the war actually declared between the Italians and Spanish,"
Does that mean the the Spanish boss will have a huge grudge on me already? Before I really even start yo do anything? He was publicly humiliated when he was thrown out by his bride. I am sure he must hate my brother.
" What are you thinking? That he will kill you as the minute he sees you?" Mileva asked me, do teh brother sister duo are actually kind readers? How do they get it each time? I wonder In myself.
"Anyways! The party is dead let's get outta hear!" Mileva called out and catches my hand and already started to drag me out. "Where?" I called her, "The light house! Where else!" She said. And ran out of the door. Delvin and Romeo watching us go.
She took me toward sthe stairs that leads to the light house, running up. Behind her, she went iande the room in the middle of the floor, and brought bear bottles," I don't know when is the last time ever? So let's enjoy it fullest!" She said and ran up. I giggling and following her behind.
No matter, ho many times I doubt on her, she makes this moments with me that makes me want to trust her. And I desperately want to do that. But I guess it's for much better that I can't because then I have higher chances of never letting her get hurt because of me.
I can't see someone else again dead in front of me.
We sat down on the same place from the last time, looking at each other. "Pleas ecome back alive girl! I don't think I will ever again gain a friend like you! After never having one forever!" She suddenly became sentimental making me feel sad and bad for her. "Come on! Please," I tried to lossen her mood, but she hugged her legs.
"What's wrong?" I asked her she shaking her head, "I just don't want to go back to room tonight." She said, mumbling inside her lips, but I don't know what to say or do?
"I am sorry," Though I said the first thing that came in my mind. "Oh please don't be! Its my fate. Its not like I didn't knew about it already" She explained trying to put me in ease. Seriously. I don't want you to do that.
"How about you don't go? Let's spend the night here, under the sky. Looking at the stars?" I suggested her. "He will find me in hell too," She explained to me. "Come on! Let's try it, if he does finds you? Well, then I guess we will fight him. Push him off the cliff so he won't completely die but won't live either?" I asked sher joking she and I laughing loudly. "You can save me today, what about tomorrow and day after tomorrow? I don't think you can save me everyday?" She told the truth that I sadly can't reverse. "Well, let's be happy whenever we get the chance," I said and lied down on the terrace floor, she doing the same looking at the sky. "I want you to promise me that you will come back!" I heard Mileva, i have already gave her promise before. That I will try. So I chose to remain silent. When we heard footsteps ahead of us, we both looking up. "Hey man!" I called Delvin, he sitting beside me. "How can you both leave me to deal with the beast down alone!" He complained and lied down beside me. His eyes on my face.
"You look beautiful." He suddenly complimented me out of blue. I won't think anything because it will be pointless to.
He will just read through me. "So? I know that! Tell me something new!" I said to him. "Anyways! What time are we leaving?" He suddenly brought up, trying to hide his insult. "well i am not sure whenever they come to take me. All I was told my Lex was that I am supposed to be leaving today" I told him, he nodding.
"Good you leave ahead, I will come behind. Keeping eye. Because if the capo is really up to doing something to you. I must stop him." he made a point but it was doubtful for me. "Okay, whatever you wish!" I too was ready. Turning to see his eyes that he hadn't taken away from me for all this long while.
"Why are you staring at me?" I asked narrowing my eyes. "Because I want too feel those lips again on mine." He flirted back, when I looked the other way. "Well I guess bad luck-" was just about to say, but he brought his face closer to mine. Looking in my eyes, our lips inches away.
"Tell me again that you don't want me to kiss you?" He asked manipulative bastard. His eyes was compelling me.
"No! I don't want to kiss you," Though I said it, he chuckling.."Good, I was just trying to find that haven't you fallen for me? With that work related kiss" He and his techniques to protect his face.
And we both knew that and were just chuckling.
Ahh! I don't know if they are liar. In the moment I don't care.