Chapter 55. Acalian De Capra Marco

QUILL
"LEX?" I asked. Can't belive the person I was looking at. And then I realised that what I had seen before. The way he was drunk that night and yelled at me that I should have given it to him before everything happened? And that... He had so much money. He can feed enough...
Wait a minute. He is a cop.
He walked towards me as he looked up and down towards me, "Are you okay? Are you hurt? Your head?" He said as he took a step closer to me and checked my head where the cigarette butt was kept earlier. But I was just too shunned to speak. "I don't want you to care about me. I rather want you to explain to me. What is going on? Why are you with cops? What are you doing -" I asked him questions, but he stopped me. "Everything. I'll tell you everything okay?" He said ss he turned and looked at the police car. "I am sure they ran away. Let's go home. Let me take you," He said and took my hand and started to take me. While my head was already busy in planning the scenarios of what is going on? And that what is he planning right now?.
He was a cop? And under cover agrent? Or maybe he was on the sting operation? And iw as a subject for him! That makes sense to me. I just looked blankly at no where, when he kept ice on my head nad my wound on the cheeks. Which i got from the ring if that guy. I didn't even realised that I had it on my cheeks. He checked my temperature. And kept icing on me. And massaged my wounds where there were blood clots on my body. "You are okay? Any internal injuries? Your old wounds had opened up." He said while he looked at me. Had me sitting on the front passenger seat in the police car. While he caressed me.
This isn't what I am curious about right now! I need to know something else from you. And I want the answer for that. I wanted to ask him.
"Sir!" But I heard a police officer behind us. "They escaped. Though we caught some subordinates." He reported him. He is a police? He is a fucking cop! He is been cheating. Wait a minute. If he is a cop? Jazz and Jack? Both of them are? Cops too?
Aro? He said he called LEX? That means he is aware too? He knows about this? No! Wait! Even he is a cop?
He nodded to the report the officer said. As he kept the ice on my hand and closed the door walking towards the other side. And sitting in the drivers seat. "We are going home." He said and started the engine. As soon the car was moving now too. I was just too shunned for anything. I was just sitting like a dumbfounded person who was pure stupid and idiot person. How can? How can I not realise it?
"Don't blame yourself for anything Quill. You are not at fault." He said suddenly to me. Making me snap out from my thoughts. While I wished I wanted to laugh. "Whats your real name?" I asked him frowning at him. He just looking down. "Acalian De Capra Marco." He said to me.
Acalian Marco? Sounds so familiar. I have heard this name before. Acalian Marco... I started to think. Instead of moving on with other questions. And finally recalled. Acalian Marco? The guy who is the biggest position. And is behind the Harvey blues?
The Acalian Marco.
The one Mileva told me about. "You are the Acalian Marco? The higest position officer?" I jumped in my place and my hand on my mouth. My eyes stretched to pull out and fall down.. "You don't have to think of it that immensely. I am just a cop. Looking out to get the Mafia out from the City." He said putting it simply. But even his simply was not that simple.
"You are telling me hiya re Acalian De Capra Marco. And not Lex? The guy I thought was just an associate at the mafai organisation? And want me to not think if it bigly? What do you take my head as?" I asked him. And kept my hand on my head. And cried inside my chest."If you had told me. The usb would have been in your hands? Not like this?" I asked and cried inside myself. "I know. I regret it too." He said. And made it worse for me. After that I just went silent. I just don't see the point if saying something to such a big position person... I don't even know if I am worthy enough to sit beside?
I just went silent and sat back. Looking outside.
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A while went by. He not opening the lock off the car while I couldn't ask him to do. We were sitting out of the alleyway. And he wasn't opening or saying anything either to me. I just don't know."Why? Why aren't you saying or asking me anything." He asked me. And just went sitting back in the seat too. Say something?
I don't even know if I have the right to open my mouth in front of this man? He is such a big person.
"Quill?" He again asked this time little mad. "Are you hurt!" He asked me when I shake my head in a no. He nodding repeating. "You find me distant now? Or is it because of what happened in the morning? For what I did to you?" He asked me. I scoffing, "What right do I have to be mad of someone like you? I am just a mere person!" I said and laughed. He getting angry and frustrated now.
" I am no different then anything I was before." He said trying to explain me. "Why are you even bothering explaining to a nobody like me? I am and I was just a subject remember?" I asked him. He giving up on me. "A subject? You think you were a subject to me? Everything I have told you was true and honest. I was the most real when it came to you. When I said I like you. I meant it. You were not a subject for me." He said explaining to me all over again but I don't know if I should even question him.
" Quill! "He said and took my hand made me turn to look his way." what? "I asked him. He sighing. And asking me to take deep breaths."Take a deep breath okay? Inhale!" He said as he saw that how uneasy I was around him right now. "Come on! Take a long breath. Go on!" He said when I did took a long breath and then released it when he commanded me. He kept telling me take a long breath and release it down to calm my nerves. But I think my nerves are beyond repair right now. How can someone very close to me become someone who is just beyond my rich in a flicker of seconds? He is just like that person next to us we hit when we laugh.
This won't do! In a single day I was broken my thought on two people. I thought Mileva wasn't like that. Though she came out to be worse. And now this.. I am nit stupid and idiot. Yet iw as fooled severely. I don't know! I am just so confused and have too many emotions inside stucked my heart. I wsd played. I was lied. I was betrayed. And the fun Fact if all. I don't even have right to be mad for any of that. "Quill. I ha dto hide it from you because I don't knew where and which side you are. I can't trust people. So don't think I am wrong. Just try to get my point! Don't be mad at me." He started.
"I am not mad Lex - I mean, I don't know sir? Officer?" I just got confused. "Acalian. Call me Acalian! Or Lex! Or anything you want. I don't care. As soon as you are calling for me. Quill." He said. "I am. Not mad. I just am feeling so inferior. Under your position. You name. You superiority. You are the head of all! And I am a woman who lived in the abandoned building?" I just laughed at my fate. He shaking his head.. "You don't have to feel anything like inferior or superior. Know me as Lex. Remember me as Lex. If it makes it easy for you." He said. When he took my hand. "I liked you and I am sure you liked me and not my poverty?" He asked me. I nodding to him. "That's it! That enough."He said and he hugged me."I love you Quill."