Chapter 50. He is lovely!

QUILL
Opening my eyes under the shadow light, when I felt some thing on my body, trying to force my eyes to open, I saw a familiar face, I know. Covering me with a sheets, looking at the face, I scrunched my eyes a little. More to raise my focus. And I saw that it was Lex. He was covering me and Jazz. With sheet, as he did it, I sinking down in the covers. Closing my eyes as I felt his presence closer to me, down towards us, "Good night love! Have sweet dreams!" He said to me, as his hands faded from my shoulders. While I was left with thoughts and questions.
He seems like a nice guy, but I am curious about what he and the Capo had a conversation about before? Was it of something related to the plan against me? Seems more like that to me? What was it?
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I opened my eyes, waking up from the cluttering sound around me. I yawned, waking up, as I looked around in the room. It was Jazz doing her research like thing on the paper and with the equipments. "You awake? Good morning!" She gritted me, when she saw me sitting up. Being around, and staying in a bedroom of a girl, I was getting a BFF, vibes with her. She is fun! And sweet! Not at all the way she is pretending to be this whole new different person outside the world! She is a nice friend. "It's early morning! What are you doing?" I asked her stretching my arms, remembering the messeges I saw her receiving. Was it Lex? Did he question her about how the research is going on? Or was it someone else involved?
Damn!
I thought to myself, ans sat back on the cabinet behind me, leaning on it. "It's about the gun, that Capo used yesterday. It wasn't the one I have in my list. She frowned and looked at the decorations of gun she had in the drawers. She is strangely weird. "You barely got a glimpse of that? Maybe you are mistaken?" I asked her trying to sound a little obvious, when she shaked her head. "Well, some i saw but I have heard the Gun the capo moves around is the gun that only he himself has in the world. A man shot from that gun won't ever make out alive. The bullets in them is actually the bullets that are dipped with poison. So wherever it is fitted, it is destined to rot it." She told me making me frown."Really?" I asked her again, when she nodded.
"Thats fascinating!" I complimented with really interested in the topic. She shrugging. "Isn't it! I want to learn where and what pill he uses for the poison? It would be fun to study it!" She complimented and enthusiastically yelled. When we both heard a knock on the door. I and she turning. The door opening.
Wait a minute! Is her brother allowed to step in this room? That means that he knew everything about this room and that what kind of masterpiece this place is? Wow! This is not so shocking! Because I didn't knew much about them anyway. He entered in the room raising his brows. "You came back?" His sister rolled her eyes, and went down under the paper. While he came my way, his steps between the papers scattered on the ground. As he reached me, and leaning down, he kissed on my forehead. I keeping both my hands on my mouth, because its morning! It must be smelly! "Good morning!" He said mumbling almost under his lips. Making me laugh and feel tickle in my stomach.
As he stood back up again. "Aren't you leaving for school? How long are you gonna waste your time in the books? Leave!" He said, and turned starting to walk out. "I'm not wasting my time you idiot! Just get lost if you can't understand and see my work and efforts! Because you don't deserve to know it!" She got angry at him calling it waste. While he just left her muttering behind, and throwing the pen from her hand to his back. While he closed the door while leaving.
" Down! For breakfast!"He said before eit was completely closed.
" Ahh! "His sister yelling behind still. But I stood up I wanted to go down and have some moments with him before I leave for my work! We have the worst time table ever! First the late night duty if his and then morning duty of me. I can barely spend time with him. I don't even have that much time left to have breakfast. I stood up. "Where you going Miss?" Jazz asked me, "Umm! Actually i want to go down and start to get ready for my work!" I explained her. She nodding "Fine go ahead! Love bird!" She mumbled again. Tauting me in a funny way though. I rolling my eyes not in annoyance either. As I opened the door and went down. Coming down from stairs I saw that Aro wasn't here.
"Where is Aro?" I asked a little annoyed, "He is back to work!" Lex said coming out from the kitchen fridge with his apple. As he sat down back. "You shouldn't eat frozen fruits they are no good!" I said, as I went to kitchen keeping my hand in kitchen island. "That means that he wil not cook for us? Not entertain us? And be no fun? Ahh! I hate jobs! Why does anyone have to do any?" I kept shouting. And turned to look at the place yesterday the gun shot came. The couch head. As expected it whad digged the whole, from this side of the couch to the other. And even past it shattering the wooden box like thing which I don't even realise why it is there. Anyways! I called for Jazz down. And she did came down.
"What!" In her previous zone as she looked down at the couch and the wooden box where I was standing. "It's the gun shot! I think you would want to know?" I asked her and pointed at the shot. She nodding as she wnet towards the wooden box. And touching it inside out as she tried to find it in the couch. As she did find it fallen down on the floor. As she picked it up but with a cloth."It might be tenuous poison or maybe a very substantial one. I can't tell unless I read it through! And that calls for having an holiday today!" She announced and enthusiastically went upstairs. Before any of us can say anything. The apply guy came and sat down on the couch. As he patted on the seat beside him.
I looking at him and then the clock. Can't help it so I just went towards the couch and sat beside him, "What you doing Mister?" I asked when he started to pull me from my seat and made me seat on his both lao leaning on his chest. As he tried to jerk his head ahead and kiss me. But I pulled back. "My mouth it must be smelly!" I made an excuse not that I wanted to but I don't want it to be shitty.
"Oh! In that CASE! Mine is too!" He leaned closer and kept a peck on my lips. And making me lean on his chest and close my eyes, strangely this little space felt like home to me. It had warmth. I can sense some love in here. There was happiness around it. Fuck whole world! The little happiness sometimes is just lying beside a person you love."
Wait a minute! Did I saw love? I said leaning beside the person we Love? Can I get any more absurd then what I just said now. I barely know this man. And how can I love? Oh no! Shit! You should think before you speak! I shouted on myself. As he rested both his hands around my waist. Hugging me tightly. He was seriously really loving person. "Quill, don't go to work today. They saw you yesterday. Thats why the Capa and others are having second thoughts that you are alive to them and not completely dead." He told me, and asked me to not go to the work. But it's impossible!
"I can't do that! I have to go to work!" I said growing up from him chest! "I just joined yesterday! If I don't go now I might loose my job! I even don't have to submit my details?" I asked him more like sadly begged him, "I understand! And I know you want to work! But I don't think you need to that now you have me with you? Earn for your happiness when the time is right?" He was just twisting his words to say that I don't need to earn since he earns? He pulled me back on his chest."Let's make a way for me to leave?" I asked frowning at him. He taking in a deep breath. "You gonna keep on with the force! Fine! I will. Think about a way. But let's not specially go today. They saw you yesterday they will sit on the door trying to find you all over again. And we can't afford on that? So please?" He tried to be rational but nothing makes sense for me. He pulled me even closer.
" Also, I want you to stay with me the whole day? So that calls for you to be at your place? "He said laughing because I was sitting on his Lap. He keeping another peck on my lips. As we leaning watched the TV. I still on him.
As I thought about all the things. About Jeremy." Is Jeremy still in mansion? How is he? "I asked, interrogating him. Suddenly bringing up my nephew."He is okay! They have him in the mansion as the bait because that you will come to take him." "He explained me or more like told me nit to even dream about it. But I can't help it. I almost cried out. And I can't do it. That little kid is stuck din between of everything and I am most important person who have led him to be here." Don't cry! "I heard the voice, if the guy next to me as he pulled me tightly by both his hands, and slid me down on the couch. As he leaned in to kiss my neck." Lex!" I said pulling away." I don't think. I am yet ready! " I cleared him. He nodding his head in respecting my decision and not pesturing me with it anymore.
He is a nice guy but too many doubts for taking any steps ahead. I stood and walked towards my room closing the door with a thud. And I slid down sitting. Closing my eyes. What am I doing and why am I doing?
I just thought to myself. I like they guy but I can't trust him. And what's a relationship without trust in it? I don't have any in him! At this rate what can we turn in as? Nothing? We are just two different parts with different cuts that won't align well together. And if we don't fulfill ecah other and need we might just turn toxiacting for each other.
Ahh!! I can't do this! I can't this is too much for my normal brain to intake and I am giving up on this. I am here for a fuvking revenge and that should be my focus. The plan for having a time for myself for a little time. Is back on the seat and the front seat consist of having Jeremy back with me. First then I will. Think about house and rest... I want to meet the Capo again and crack a deal to get back my kiddo to me.