Chapter 47. A seal.

QUILL
I was little happy inside my heart things felt much more better then regular and I was enjoying with the little bit if joy in my heart. Its not always like this. And I I might be showing on upper side that I feel or care about nothing but even that is not the truth. No matter with all the lies if I was to put it all in one together. I was kinda liking the situation here. Being around all the troubles in my lately and never ever once having a thought of dating in life so far. Something going on was kinda giving me goosebumps.
We were standing outside right before the door, someone caught on my hand. Making me to stop and turn looking at him, he resting his hand son my cheeks and consuming in all the cold on my face, and warming it up. Staring in my eyes, as his as every passing second he was telling me about something in them that I don't know. As if I was connecting with him emotionally. As if I can here his thoughts. He smiled at me, suddenly as his curling lips, made me smile back too with the little butterflies in my stomach and uneasiness in my chest. My mind sending me mixed signals of weird things. Again and again.
"You are the most beautiful girl I have ever seen. I might have encountered and reflected many weird sides of me to you. Must have acted out as the worst possible jerk in the world. I must have made you feel down like zillion times. But please hear me out, everything I tell you about us. About being together to being apart. About my feelings? Is true. Everything is just true. I'm true to you by heart and my soul Quill. It might look weird for you. But it's. Not for me. The first day, when I saw you how rebellious you are that don't believe in bowing! Or how you can just talk back with anyone, not thinking or worrying about consequences. It makes me mad and crazy about you. When other men find it troublesome. I find it as a charm. You make me want to protect you. Not to box you, but be by your side always supporting you and loving you. Taking care of you. Everything!
His words were so sweet, and I don't know why he was suddenly confessing things to me so intensely right now? Is this is his plan too? Is this a plot for something that I don't know? Is he going to betray me too? That makes sense for me more than thinking someone is trying to protect me and like me.
It just feels like another betrayal session. And that he is going to betray me. Like others.
"I don't know how to be and act like with woman even though I have sister, and I have no dating experience so also forgive me if I make mistakes and tell me, teach me how to do it? Okay? I like you! I like you alot Quill! Let's date?" He asked, sending chills down my spine, by body filled with goosebumps. And my mind blank. What to reply now. Let's date? He and I? Just doesn't make sense at all to me! Even lesser when I try to think of it more carefully.
His sparking eyes was lingering on me with hopes on his face. He was waiting for his reply when I don't know what the circumstances occur if I just say yes to him. "Please?" He asked me again and makde this even harder for me to say anything further. I closed my eyes and started to imagine everything and think everything again and again.
What should I?
It's not like I don't want an relation with him. But it's not also like I want one. I just am unaware of the fact that he's I wsnt and what I don't at all. I just kept thinking. When I felt something around my wrist. My eyes shocking open in the sensation I felt on my wrist. I looked down with my eyes finding a bracelet around it. It was this sparking little thing that sends chills down my spine. It looked more expensive then if I sell all my teeth for a teeth transplant if there is a think like that, for. It was so beautiful. Ever diamond studded in each circle with this beautiful patter set between each circles. The shine on them was blinding. And making me regret as soon as I took it in my hand.
"You know I liked it in one go as soon as I looked at it. I felt like this thing was made for you" He said as he pulled my chin up. "This is nothing though. The way you shine with all. Your acts this is like nothing. " He mumbled. And hugged me once again. Taking me udner his warms arm. The pressure his biceps and hand was making and embracing me around was just so perfect. Making me feel hundred times much warmer. He kept hugging me and then finally left me.
He pulled me back again and smiled at me. Taking my hand in his. And pulling me closely. Keeping his lips on mine. Making me surprise yet with another thing. It was just a long peck on my lips not I trying to cross further neither him. He just waited on my lips, kissing me with his eyes closed tightly, his hands on my cheeks back again. He was treating me gently. As from my cheeks his hand slided down to my kneck to my back on, sliding down on waist. And just gently relaxing in my lips and pushing back. With a smile on his face. And then going for my forehead and keeping a peck up on my head too.
He pulled back, as in the Silence and awkwardness we both ended up laughing at each other. "What was that?" I asked him after the laugh. When he made a thinking mm sound from his kneck, "That was a seal. Seal if my confession that belongs solely to you. I want a reply back the same way? Okay?" He frowned at me, when I nodded to him. "Promise!" I laughed at his naive act. As he took my hand and started to walk inside. Opening the door. But my steps halted halfway, my eyes shunned open.
The Capo.
Why the hell is he here?
I looked at him, Lex too equally shock looking at the Capo at the dooroyt of blue in between of midnight. The Capo with his few man behind him, including David. Oh my god! If this guy is here! That means that whole mansion already just be awar eif the fact that I am alive. Also. Jazz, I hope she is okay? They are not aware if the fact that Jazz is lex's sister and that she is actually the woman's daughter David killed. I looked around the house finding no one but Aro here. Well, I guess she is already off to work or she must be hiding.
I ran my eyes over the capo when I realised that he is staring at mu and Lex's hand. And not in a usual staring way but rather glaring at it. Angrily. He was frustrated and his eyes widen. His whole face was red from anger. "What's going on?" I heard Lex asking the question and not even backing off by taking the hands away even he knows that capo's looking. He was fighting back for why? I am unsure!
"I have something to discuss with you." He stared at me and Lex each at a time and pulled back. Walking outside the door in a rush making me shock a bit. When I stared at Lex. What was that?
"What's going on?" I asked him, he shaking his head. "I don't know! I guess its just about something here and there." He just asked me to rest assure but how can I knowing that a monster is outside my door. "Well, that doesn't matter just I don't like the look on his face so please-" I started t speak but he kept his hand on my hand. Telling me not to worry and just walked out of the door making me feel worried and empty for the brief seconds on my head.
"Gotta say you are such a player! Good at catching up guys?" I heard David behind me. Why does he cares? And why the hell is he talking informally with me? He never really does that? What's with him? I frowned at him he just smirking and taking a steps ahead me."I never assumed but you are a whore." I he gritted, I looking at Daniel here too. He staring at me from a far. Shocked at me being alive. Come to think of it, he is the only man who didn't betray me in the mansion.
"Daniel? How are you?" I asked ignoring the rude and asshole man beside me. Daniel shocked a little at my freshness ignorance on the great man beside me. David grabbing my arm and pulling me, slapping me, as I fall down on the floor.
Man! You caught me off guarded. I grabbed the men's leg my putting the arm around making him fall back down too, climbing up on him and hitting him again and again the man coming my say and picking me and a parting me from him. His lips bursted and bleeding out. He standing up. As he kicked me immediately as soon as he was up on my face with his rough shoes. I falling back but his man were still holding me that I can't stand up. He squatting on my level. "You have been on my nerves for quiet a long time do you know? You have been irritating me, for long. Let me take my revenge back! I was sad that you died before I can be in peace but look at my good luck." He muttered with his shitty mouth. When I spat on his face. He getting angry, and he swiped it. Standing up. Raising his leg to kick me. Doing it.
Again and again. With his leg. On my face. My kneck and my body. Making me fall back down. And stepping on my hands. With a evil laugh. "You bitch!" He muttered. As he raised his leg again and kicked me on my stomach. Making my gut ache hard. All the muscle tightening while I whimper holding my stomach. Trying to tell myself that it's okay and that I am much more stronger then this. I have learned fighting I can definitely save myself. He again kicked me with his foot and hard shoes. Making blood coming out of my mouth from the inner of me. My breath hitching up and down. While I told myself to be awake.
This is nothing for you! I looked at myself and groaned in pain looking around trying to calm my nerves looking at Aro standing behind but too shock and scared to come up and fight for me. Understandable.
No one is supposed to but between David. He kicked me again. While this time I loudly yelled.
"You bitch! You whore! You should die! You little ****" He kicked me off agaian and again till I can feel my bones inside me breaking down and crumbling. I wanted to scream and yell and wanted to kick this men's ass equally. But I just can't do this with broken bones myself.
I was crying out but not to stop but just in pain and frustration of being so powerless. As I heard the door opening over my head. Staring at the Capo and Lex.
Lex watched me and got down to take care of me. Calling my name and checking on me, but I heard a gunshot.