Chapter 43. Love attraction.

QUILL
I kept my lips on his, his eyes spreading out in little shock as it came up on him. He frowning to me. But then even he took me by my waist pulling me closely, and keeping his lips more intensely, turning it slowly into an unimaginably hood kiss. My heart had stopped beating. My mind had stopped working. I just don't understand how to stop myself, with the growing urgers inside me. As he lured his tounge inside me. I reciprocating. As we turned into kissing each otehr out intensely. Bitting on each other's tongue, he pulling me towards him his, tough abs on me, while the press my tits were getting was already making me wet inside.
His hand sliding down towards my butt, grabbing them with his spreader big and rough palms. He was sincerely making me go pool down there. He took me, turning me and making me sit on the couch. As we were intensely making out. His lips sucking my lower lips, as he pulled them. Little bit to hardly, making me gasp in an ouch. His eyes resting in between, the way it was calling me out dirty.
"Quill!"He called me out, again and again," Quill! "He again screamed, when I came out of my stupid head and it's thoughts.
What was I just imagining? Have I gone insane?! My cheeks were burning up, my neck dry, my heart in a non rhythmic hard beating. While I gupled down the lump inside me. Looking other way, trying to calm my nerves down. "QUILL?" He again asked me, don't call my name! Don't call my name!
"Yes?" I said turning to look at him, "Is it if you size? Do you feel comfortable?" He asked me, again, as I looked at his eyes. "Why you buying me this? We don't have money right? We can't afford a two dollar shoe?" I asked him trying to find a distraction and a point in between everything. He chuckling, "Why you worrying about money? I have enough! To feel everyone till next generation," His words kind of was a shock to me. "What do you mean? Where do we have the money? You? Sorry! I just am in wrong state of head!" I clarified and asked him. He holding on my wrists, "Just! Trust me. And don't think I am beggar. I am not, two hundred dollars? Costs me nothing!" He just said it. As if he owns half the money of world. "If so? Pay Jazz's tuitions? Get yourself a comfortable hope furniture instea dig sitting on a chair with a nail trying to damage your underwear?" I asked him, trying to be obvious.
"That, won't be Done! I like to be that, everything there holds a memory with my parents, and about Jazz, if i give the money in her hand. She will just throw it all in air to drink and buy herself more alut dresses." He explained me, and it did came out right." Did you earn them all from bets? Hurting someone else? "I was really curious about it.. I don't want to step on someone's pain. It just didn't feels right, I looked up in his eyes."No, none is from the bets. Just think that, I earned it in a side jobs I did. Good ones." He said, making me frown. "Lex even are you a traitor? Earning from side? By selling the loyalty to other mafias?" I that was the first thing that crossed me when he said that he earned it all from other job
No one will pay this much. For not doing that right? I asked him to get already well prepare of being hurt later in life and getting revenge." Well, if you think you want to believe in that. Do it.. Just know I am not a traitor. I am just loyal somewhere else." His word play confused me and before I could interrogate further. He turned and went to pick out another shoes. Bringing it and asking me to wear them coming on his knees helping me wear them, since I can't stand stable on my one foot he asked me to keep my hand on his shoulder.
I did, and started to wear the shoes. He indeed was a very different guy. The type who was so fascinating.
Don't think I am a materialistic girl. Its just as soon as I earn my first pay. I will pay back his debt. I wore this one. As he passed his approve on this one. Even i nodding that this one is better and the price for this one was little less then the other one, so kind of appealing. I checked it in the mirror he standing behind me with a smile. Giving his approve on with his thumbs up..
"Great!" I said, as a attendant came our way, "Hello," She said, ss she looked up and down at me. "Sorry, we don't sell second hand products," She said looking at me and my dress. It was kind of dirty but not enough for her to say something so thought less. "We are not even to buy one." The guy behind me supported. "Pack this shoes, and also that one!" He said pointing out the shoes I checked earlier. "She laughing and turning to take and change." Talking with her colleagues. "A slut found his sugar daddy!" her words. How come he looks like a sugar daddy? He is not wearing som great clothing either. But he wasn't critized?
I wondered. "Go! Check around! The whole store is yours to buy!" He asked me making me chuckle. Mine to buy? Funny! I started to walk, barefoot here and there. Looking around at the clothes, the magazines. Flipping back and forth. My eyes going on a shirt. A very familiar shirt. The beauty and the patterns on the shirt was really familiar. Where did I saw it? The capo wore it? No! Someone else? I thought to myself, and raised my head. Looking at Lex wearing it under his jacket. The exactly same shirt. The hit season! The new thing just out in the market? He was wearing a shirt worth more then my ass.
He sure does has much money! But how come? No normal guy from there can earn this much can they?
I wondered. As he started to take steps towards me. "What?" I asked him, when he looked at me frowning, "You are the one staring at em," He asked clarifying. When I nodded. "Yeah! We should leave?" I asked him. He shaking his head in a no. His tight muscles and sharp jaw line. His perfect face that was alone was giving me a small orgasm. I gulped down. The things pooling on my mouth. He strangely have became very attractive me. Am I going on with hormones changes in my body of teen years now? Thats what it seems like after all.
"Let's go and buy you some clothes. I can't keep watching you around the whole house in your underwear even in front of Aro." He said clutching on my hand and started to pull me out.
"Where?" I asked dhom when he took me to the clothes section. And pulling out one after another clothes of his choice nit caring about the fact that if I liked it or not! He just kept choosing whatever he wants. And then handed me it all in my hand. My eyes shocked. "You want me to try all. Of these!" I asked him my eyes out if my socket. My mind blank. When he nodded. "Yes! Go!" He said, gesturing me with his chin. Well, man, "I haven't even wore this much clothes in my entire life. Summing it all up!" I asked him. His lips pushing up in a smile that was so appealing suddenly to me. My mind back to imagining a kiss with him.
The way he would hold me with his rough hands. The places he wl explore when I will be in his arms. The way he will hold me. Like I am his and soley his. It just can't get any lesser. Instead the thoughts are getting wilder for me. "Go!" He said pushing me to walk inside. I did took the clothes and sadly started to walk is die changing in the clothes. As I came. Out looking at him.
"What do you think?" I asked him on the green sundress he frowing and making a nod from his face. What the hell? I think I look good enough in this dress!
The fabric of clothes was no less then cotton and cloud in air it was so soft that I felt I can live forever just wearing this dress. I showed him coming out. He making a no from his head again.
"You won't even like it! No matter what I wear! Because you don't like my face!" I got fed up by his demand of constantly changing he laughing. SORRY! A mouth action he made, his tongue coming out in the s. He mentioned. Making me a gulp down again.
Shut the fuck up! You horny bitch! I told my heart trying to tell my heart to calm down. When the heat inside me was just climbing up to top. "Go!" He said again. When I just sigehd and got irritated walking back again picking the best reference dress for me
And coming out showing him when he just sticked to his place not moving at all. He was staring at me. And looking with eyes out. His lips tightly zipped together too. "You!" He started to say but couldn't complete his sentence. As he started to fan his neck. Trying to look the other way. The way I was doing it. Are you imagining kissing me too? I asked to musleg and laughed inside. When he asked me to change in something new again.
I nodding and I went inside to change into something else. Picking out another clothes and Came out. From his reaction he definitely loved this one. So I started to choose the dress from its reference. Every time I come out he will hold on his breath and gulp down. Hard. Suddenly the pillow made its way on his thighs. As if I don't understand this. He approved half the dress. But I don't understand why does he has a need to hide it?
What? Wait! What did you just say! Did you just agree to have sex with your molestor who did the wrong things to you while he was teaching you how to fight"! Or tried to out his hands on you! When you were sleeping? Who was drunk and yelled at you!? A potential abuser? You are not that pathetic you girl! Get your head straight back yo its place! You bitch! I yelled out myself. Trying to surpress the anger in my chest.
That I just rose from all the past thoughts. And can't feel the same attraction any more. Maybe.
And came. Out again in another dress. Showing him his head in a continuous head. As he looked up and down. Adjusting his pants. And trying to sit the other way in his seat. Funnier.
"Go change!" He again asked me. Looking the other way trying to hold back on. As he came back inside and changing in the another kind if revealing dress he chose for me. Wearing it I came out smiling he looking up and down at me. Standing up and he started to come my way.
"What are you doing?" I said to him, he shaking his head as he pushed me inside the changing room with his never shopping steps. And pushing me on the mirror. And passing me a look that was kind of honestly and not lust. "You look gorgeous in everything!" He compliment me, and looked at me, "Can I kiss you?"