Chapter 44. First kiss

QUILL
His eyes lingeried on my lips making my lips feel dry. And actually have a taste of him instes dog just imaging how he will taste. He was making me feel uncomfortable. Making me smacked at the mirror. As his hands stretch over the curtains. Pulling them over and asking me if he can kiss me. His lips wear so pink that I wanted to taste them. My heart was working yo hard my mind was blank. I wanted to kiss him right now too. Even though the thought of how he have molested me in the pass apeares in my head. I just don't care. All I care was I wanted yo kill. Him that's all that matters to me.
I nodded to him for his question. When he was little dumbfounded at first but it didn't even took him second to understand and pushed his actual lips on me. The sweet lips, soft but equally rough. He with his excellent skills of kissing as he already as biting my lower touge. Making me gasp in sweet pain. And next minute his tongue was soothing the pain. Entering inside my mouth, in its rhythm of dance. Along. My arms growing up around his neck as I pushed them around his neck. And he with his hands around my waist. It wad my turn yo be teasing him. He I got my hold on his tongue, not trying to leave them at all. But rather treating them kore excitingly. After all of that practice to open a candy wrapper from my tongue. It was time to show my talent. The next minute and next thing I know is that.
He had picked me up in his arms, my legs wrapped around his waist. While he had slapped me on the mirror, almost breaking it on my back. His neck up while mine down. Soon enough, he left me to breath on air. His kis and pecks moving down towards my neck. Biting me but I can't yell. Because we are in changing room if a store. We'll not that people outside haven't already guessed what both of us are doing here together.
His lips soon starting go down and down, under my neck to my cleavage. Bug he stopped. He didn't go further without my permission. As his head rose asking me my permission to go down. I looking down in his eyes trying to find a worth it reason to say yes instead of being a slut. His eyes were so transparent and honest. They were looking in me. But won't say anything. Though I feel I can read everything and all in his eyes. I nodded to him, when he started to slid the dress down from my arms. Reveling me, with my bra, not that he haven't already seen me in my under wear but when he started dto undone the bra button I started to feel already naked, and it didn't even took him even a minute to get rid of it from my arms to my body.
He taking me in his mouth. Making me gasp loudly. And lean back on the mirror, trying to take the air my chest was blocking me. Looking up. He with his excellent tongue skills. Biting me making me giggle in between. He stopped.
Why? Why are you stopping? Don't!
I wanted to yell but he kept his lips back on my lips. "You are beautiful!" His lips gasping between the kiss. As he hugged me closely to his chest. Kissing me on my lips when I reciprocated him back. "Don't stop! Don't!" I asked him in between the kiss, when he chuckled. And pinning my arms up with his one free hand. He came down where he was supposed to be. Kissing me bitting me. Going down towards my belly button. As I was almost about to fall. But thank god he had his hold on me.
We both chuckling. Looking at each other. "Sir! Ma'am?" we heard a voice from outside. When I and him both were little embarrassed. "Coming!" I said, and picked my bra started to wear it. But he hugged me from behind. The back hug! It kind of makes me feel that he wasn't doing everything for sex. Because why would he display his affections? If he was not serious right? Not that I already gave him a way inside me?
"I don't want you to misjudge! I am not doing this because I want to have sex with you. I have been in one sided affection with you for a while now. Its just that I never really got the time to display it and all the asshole and jerky things I did you before and earlier were just because I wanted no one to think that I was weak and I caved in front of a woman. You have been in my mind for a whole now Quill, for quite a long time. And now that we are here at a place like this. I wanted to confess it to you. I like you Quill!" his sudden confession after our make out made me feel shock what does this means?
I was just too shunned to react or say anything and was rather frozen on my place thinking what to do next after this? I turned he staring at me for soem kind of answer but even I don't know what to say aftrt this? It wasn't expected right? I thought he was just making out for his benefits right?
"What do you mean?" I again asked him. He nodding an looking up and down. What I mean is that I like you. And I want to have you for myself. All alone. I want to be with you! Protect you from all the miseries! Be the knight if happiness for you and enlighten your world for you.
"You don't get it!" I asked him but he shake his head and kept my finger on his lips.
"I get everything! I get everything! So don't think. I am not getting it. I know. You are a mess and things are hectic and difficult and different for you. But I believe its gets better when someone is beside you? Right? And I want to be that someone for you Quill? You are fragile but yet strong when needed. You have no idea how beautiful that is! "His words were making me feel to fall for him. He took my hands and caressed them with his thumbs."I want to be everything for you! I want to be by your side Quill! Let me?" He asked me again.
When I started to think too much I turned my head when I heard someone calling us out again. I picked my old clothes and I wore it. "I don't know! Lex I will. Think about it. Whatever it is?" I said to him nodding when he too reciprocated. And we just came out. With the bunch of dress he selected for me. He handing it all over to the woman.
"Pack all of them!" He asked her.
What?
"What? What do. You Mean all? That's more then thousand dollar!" I asked him he nodding. "I know. Let's get leaving? You need job? Change!" He said as he handed one clothe from the woman to me. "Go wear it!" He ordered me. When I nodded and taking it walked out. This guy have turned mad.
I again wore it. And came out looking at him.
At the counter.
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We were sitting at the coffee table aftrt he insisted to drink one. As I stared at the bill." Why did you have to huy so expensive clothing! I can't afford them even if I get a job Lex! How will. I pay you back?" I asked him looking up at his face.
"Why will you pay me back? I am your man I brought you clothes. You don't need to pay me." He astounded me sincerely. "No! I can't accept it! It's too much!" I denied him when he laughed. "What if jade had brought it to you?"
"That would have been diffrent"
"Why?"
"Because? -"
"He was your brother? Its okay to take it from family but why you get judge when you take it from your man? This is ridiculous!" he got angry. "Come on! That's how it works, tell me how can I pay you back then?"
"If you really wanna pay me back? Stop the revenge! Thing with the capo!" He said and astounded me.
"Oh! So this is all what Capo is making you do? So that you can send me back to california?" I asked him laughing!
Getting his act all together! This was all just to fool me?