Chapter 40. Cozy.

40.
QUILL
Give him what? I am not getting why is he angry at me?
"Hey! Calm down! You are drunk! Leave my room now!" I asked him to leave me alone because he is drunk and not in his straight mind, "I am. Not drunk! And I am in my straight mind. You are fucking bitch! How can? You!!" He loudly screamed at my face all over again, but this time Aro caught him and pulled him away. Far. "Enough! LEX!! Go up!" He yelled and warned to him, but the LEX guy was way to angry to think of leaving.
He got the grip of Aro off him by throwing him down, a walked towards me, grabbing my neck. "Things are getting out of hand. You know why? Because of you!" He whispered, his teeth and jaw tight, "Do you know who will be responsible for everything.. You!!!" He loudly called me the culprit for unknown crimes I have committed,
"Lex! Get your head straight please! Lex!" He loudly called out and to Lex and pulling him started to drag him. His sister walking down. "Has he lost his head? Well, good! Aro give me half the shares when you sell his body organs," She said, all dressed in dark slutty clothes, heavy make up. And her look on the face that says, oh fuck me.
Where was she going? And what does she do for living?
I thought to myself. And stared at her, she reciprocating the same Away," Why? What are you staring at?" She asked me and showed me a punch. "Jazz! Just leave!" Aro, carrying Lex said and started to take her. Jazz is her name! Okay! Noted. But then she walked towards me, "Need pocket money?" She asked me out if blue, I looking behind me, "I?" I asked her, she staring at me from up to down. "Honestly you have a nice body, do you want me to take you with me!? All you have to do is just sit with men and drink with them when they make a vague joke laugh, and when they try to harass you ignore."
Sound alike something I use to do at Den.
"Shut up! Jazz! She is under the Capo, lay a finger and you will be down dead," Aro warned her walking downstairs. "I am not asking her to sleep with them, and I won't take her with the girls, with David either. She don't have to visit the basement." David? Basement? Is she talking about Den?
Is she one of those woman who see taken down at den at midnight? Well,I guess I have made my way to be there without getting caught. I want to see if my death included the associates or not. But not now. Because if they were involved in things than I need to be strong enough to fight with them right?
"No! Jazz!" Aro kept backing me up when she just dissappointed left. I standing up to close the door. I laid on my bed, and closed my eyes.
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It was already lunch time and now I was walking so I came out of the little cave I have been for two weeks. I have started being comfortable with Aro, who had always been nice to me. And about Lex? Well, just say, we song and haven't killed each other yet.
I was sitting on the couch with my bowl, and I kept eating the, while watching the little box television, that just shows red colour and all the other colours came out black and white. So it's more like black and white and red. Contrast. It's funny but at least a better partner for me and Aro.
"So? Your wounds? I guss they are completely healed." He told me I nodding him."I guess to, are you going to kick me out? And send me away too?" I asked him, he looking at me from up to down. "Well, I guess you have to because its the discussion between you and the Capo," He told ME. "I don't know, I denied him, but he is so fixated at me leaving. So that I won't get killed away, but I want to kill the Capo. That's the long thing in my life I have been waiting to have. Killing the Capo. The opportunity. And now, I also have the Spanish boss who killed James. In my long list. I must stay here. And not to forget that Jeremy with them, " I told him my side of issues right now.
" Look, girl! This is not my house, Infact i dont even have house. If I had one, I would have offered you to stay there. After all you are Jade's sister. But this is, Lex's house. If you want to keep up with the long process of revenge. You need a space to hide your head."He gave me and idea,
Space! Forget about space! What about the Capo, he wants me gone?
" Well, in order to stay, I have three missions to do. One make Lex to say yes. Mission two Make Capo unknown if my existence here. And mission three...? "I wondered, looking at him.
" Mission three, is get lost from my life! "I heard Lex walking down, as he watched me and Aro."I let you both stay for brief while, not that you can just stay here all the time!" Lex complained. As he pushed the sheet of me. "Your wounds have healed. Leave!" His cruel words and eyes, treated me like a dog. "Fine then! I'll go to the club as a whore with Jazz?" I threatened him, and sat back. He turning from the refrigerator.
"I don't care! Be a dick Sucker or not!" He rolled his eyes making sandwich for himself.
"Come on! Don't tell me that you are that heartless!" I started to act like I am his family member and we are normal, when he looked up from the bread, "You! Are you stupid? You want to hide from Capo and at the same time you want to stay where he left you?" He scoffed, at my stupidity. Well that's true. I did act like an idiot here.
But I need to save my face, "Because! When people loose someone, they don't search there own house!"
Smart!
Keep it up girl! I patted myself on my imagination, he, lip tighten.
"Still a no!" He said taking a bite of his sandwich and he walked out if the door. Oh god! I need to convince him.
But for now, let go. It's time for me to have a little self time. I have been fighting everything for so long now. That I feel like I have lost myself. My sincerity. And my peace.. I'll just go out today and roam around. Look at the beauty of this place because I have been seeing all the darkness to well. I am sure the place isn't as bad as the den.
I just rested back on the couch. Chucking on the joke I just instantly found on the three color TV of house.
"Aeo?" I called his attention from the popcorn to me. "Yes?" He asked me, "What do you guys get paid for working and killing yourself everyday? My brother, didn't earn much. And from what I know the amounts he actually won were from baits and bets. So?" I asked him.
It doesn't make sense why they actually work so hard. "We don't get salary, we get things to fight and win for like. Baits and bet! Like who will win the fight? The capo keeps the bet! Who will get the guy who has been making like hell at the seaside. Things like that." He told me.
"Oh!" I acknowledging the thing, "Doesn't that mean that you guys are having a fight in the inner circle?" I asked him, he nodding. "It works on level. We have four levels in soldiers and associates have six. It gets between the level - level fight. As if Lex and the top dog of other batch. Are the level two. The soldier, in both the team is actually Level one. The james guy was the level five, and the Jake you friend? From old was actually level four. And also the guys who drink and sit in the corner in the den are level six. Who are not noticed. At all. So level and level fight from batch to batch. And in us soldiers. Its more like we get orders to follow. And we get paid for the orders." He told me everything so detailed. And I got to know that he knows alot on what and who I use to be attached with in the den.
That's creepy
But kind of makes sense. I nodded and kept understandings and rethinking everything. Lex is level two.
"Which batch was more power? Lex or the top dog?" I asked him, "Lex of course. He always wins! Always! That's how he pays Jazz's fees, he pays the rent for her housing here. And pays for food too. He comes home sometimes. Or he is always out at den. And on night duty. That makes me question. Why don't that batch get girls like the other one have and get at night? "I asked something I was always suspicious about.
" Those batch are the ones who have families. Sister and mother. They didn't wanted one. But they have open service to get whatever girl they want from the whole mansion the maids and others. " Oh! I nodded.
Okay, "Do soldiers get one too?" I asked her frowing. "No, we don't. We get sold girls from other organisations, the one you know, other soldiers from other associations, give there sister. And all." He told me. "At that means, that even you will. Get one? Do you have eyes on any Bellona's soldier girl?" I asked with a smirk. He standing up.
"Enough! Of you and your interrogation. I am going out, wanna come?" He asked me. I nodding and standing up immediately.
"Will you take me?" I asked excited. He nodding like a brother when I ran,but I stopped. "I have no clothes with me. I can't wear you shots and underwear?" I asked him when he nodded. "Take Jazz's clothes"
"She will kill me if I even go in her room?" I said, this obvious face he agreeing with me. "That's true. She will kill. You." He said zipping his lips.
"Let's just stay in. And watch see home shopping. Because that's the only channel on the tv," He said, I agreeing, as we both again hopped on the couch.
"Do you think we can get this car scratch eraser?" He asked me. When I hit on his head, "We don't have a car!" I told him. He frowing, "I wanted to fix the cracks in your head! You can't even take goodness!" He eyed me. When I hit him AGAIN. "Why you making fun of me?" I loudly screamed.
When we both laid back. It's fun with him. But only till he is on holiday. As soon as his works starts off he can't be around anymore. It will turn boring.
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It was dinner time, and like all the time, Lex comes to have dinner with jazz, taking his day night information like an interrogator. Which she doesn't replies well. "Aro? If Lex cares so much about Jazz why he lets her do den and club for money?" I asked helping him make this I don't know what kind of thing he is making but looks good as he amazing in cooking.
"Its not his choice and he can't stop her. Just Jazz likes to do it."
Who would like yo do something like that? Those treat them like monsters.
"Yeah! Jazz is weird. Actually Jazz's mother was the same woman, until she died while having sex with one of the associates without her will."
Ouch! But shouldn't jazz hate it? If that was tragic.
"It was, David. In his teens."