Chapter 68. FATHER

CHAPTER 68
QUILL
"Does that means that you are the Boss of blues? The made man who killed his boss to get the position? You betrayed? And you see traitor yourself?" I asked him coming the conclusion of my own when he just nodded. "Yes, my daughter I am that man. And you are the daughter of that traitor. I lived in disguise until now because I wanted to know what works behind my back." He said everything just so casually like nothing matters in all the crap he was spouting with his mouth.
And then I came to realise all the TALK Acalian and Mileva had while I was hiding back then? He was aware of everything as well," You knew about that Acalian?" I asked him, when he just looked down and then the other side. "Yes I did," He acted guilty. But then, something else crossed my mind as I started to take steps back and away from him. "That means you kept me with yourself. So that I can benefit for you to help you bringing down even the roots of Blues for further?" I asked him, frowning at him.
This just makes more sense then anything, and his nod on this broke my soul in several peaces. He actually meant it? "You were playing with me and my feelings all this while?" I again asked him, "No, all my feelings for you are honest. I just don't want you to take on any inheritance with your father and be the next Mafia Boss. The leader of Harveys, Lucas and Bellona's. I don't want you to be one of them. That's all. Don't you wanna try understanding that? "He asked me, when I scoffed. So I was just a person in his game."You are a jerk!" I called him out as I hit him. But he pulled back. And then once again coming ahead started to take my hand, that I shoved away again too. "Don't play me anymore Acalian." I told him as he took my palms in his hand and pulled me, "Listen to me Quill. I wasn't playing with you. My feelings for you were real, it's just that I also had an ulterior motive. And that too for our own good." He started to convince me.
But this just doesn't feel right. How can I feel good at all? I was played all the way from my childhood from my father, who was just happy looking at me so miserable." See, the guy you trust was just behind to disrupt your own world. Don't let someone make a fool of you, if you are smart enough to understand that. My daughter." He said and made me scoff again. "Dad, are you thinking that you are any better then him? Then you are mistaken please clear your doubt. You are one of the people who kept me in the dark. And that too. How come you have so much care for me, suddenly? Now that you don't have your blood anymore to take in your organisation? You barely considered me as your child? "I asked him laughing hysterically at him.
And that pissed him."That ain't true. You were always like a daughter to me and you know that. I loved you like my own child but just less then jade. I was partial but I was still your father." He started to give out his explanation which was just a work of false. Father? He? Who is he kidding?
" Please don't be mistaken dad? You are not that father, I will do anything for. And being a don? To kill innocent people no thanks! "I told him. When he laughed,"What did you say? You won't be my daughter and do things at my own accord? Then what will you do? Be this liar's wife? And be played by him instead and get hurt again and again. And regret? Well, fine do all. But you better don't even come up handing the chip to anyone. You were saved in the den because you were my and jade's daughter and sister. But man like this, will kill you. If you don't listen to him. "He started to talk ill.
While I want getting wher ethe topic of the conversation was going? What wad the concern? What they want? What am I suppose to do? Why am I doing what for? I just an not understanding anything. And I rather want to end this for now and for ever. But how?
How can I do that-? I am torn right now. The organisation.
It's mine.
Something of my father, either I Choose Acalian and save the humanity in the world. And humans as well, and go around disrupting organisations and hurting my own world. Or I can go on with my father now as being the daughter and inherit a world like that and rather bring change by doing that. Without things getting dirty and bloody. What should I choose? What should I do? I wondered to myself. While I looked at both of them.
Acalian lied to me. It can't be forgotten. I need to make peace with that if I go with him and also, I have to go and be against my one father. That won't be so great either. Then? What should I do? Should I just choose to be inhuman, inherit and be a filial daughter? That doesn't make sense, even more. What should I do? I wondered to myself.
But then, a hand came my was as I realise a knifes on both side of my stomach. "I am sorry, but for the world. We need to end Blues here."He said while I just gasped looking at Lex I know. How can he do this to me? He is pointing a knife at me? For killing me? The girl he liked? Was ready to see the future with her? He is fine with killing me right here?
How can he do this? I wonder to myself. But then I turned to look at dad. "Well if you are of no use then you better be off as no problem."He muttered and soon before I could come up with a decision. He inserted the knife in me. While the knife teared apart my skin and made it painful way inside my stomach." I know you will choose protecting then hurting. After all you take after your mother. I can't help it then. I need to protect my world at any cost." His knife inside me was making me ahed time with all the pain and crumbling of skin inside me. The blood pouting out.
While I just watched my own father betraying me and killing me here with his own two hands. While I turned to look at Acalian who was rather relaxed for someone who's love was daggered with a knife. Was even he sacred of things getting out? That is why be is relieved that be will kill me like this!? I laughed.
I started to laugh loudly when I looked at them and then there men behind them, that were familiar both side but none came to rescue me. Aro, jazz Jack. No one, or my uncle's I. Had grown up spending time with sometimes. All saw me dying like this but none came to save me or recuse me? How can they do this to me? I am there own daughter? How can they be heartless like this? I laughed thinking it.
And turned to see my father. "I am your own daughter. Didn't you even once felt bad doing this to me? Dad?" I asked him when he just shaked his head. "No my daughter. Because I being in this world I was made aware of one thing even youf own blood isn't your own. So never trust on anyone or anything. That includes you my pretty daughter..."he said and took steps my way taking the knife once again in his hand as he twisted it making me yell loudly in pain with all the ache and numbness I had started to fell.. I can see the blood pouring out. I can feel the twist craving more of my muscles. And making it just impossible to bear this alone myself.
He pulling apart from me, when he just smiled. "See, this all began when you started to live on the streets. I wondering. That why you are leaving like this? You still had the possession of the house that my son brought by Jeremy. Because Jeremy is his son. Then? And i was looking around for you, oh not me. I always knew where you were. I mean the Harveys. They were looking for you and I knew that. Of course, something going on under my nose and I don't know that?
And later, I heard that you were there. And refused to give the USB. You learned about the organisation. And the way you showed your interest, the ide of handing over the industry to you. Came in mind. And now I am determined of my plan. So take the company and rule. Hut the way I know that you re annoying and makes me go crazy. I know that you take after your mother and that you will create a fuzz even after everything. I was just crazy. And here you insisted. That I should dagger you like this. So don't blame it on me my daughter. I really love you but only if you were little like me. "He said as he turned. And went towards Jeremy. Taking his hand getting him out of the car."And now this kid once again is your responsibility. So," He said and thrower Jeremy my way, breaking my soul I shattered.
Looking at him like this makes me feel bad.
And also, regret. What if? What if I would have just handed him the USB that day when the Capo asked me? What if I would have made fuzz like this? What if I wouldn't have gone to LA? What if this? And what if that?i could have protected alot. Including myself. How can I make a mistake like this? I should have stayed quiet instead of being so loud.
While I felt some hand on me. "You had your choice which you took too much time to make." My dad said as he turned and sat in the car. My eyes on him leaving while I was holding the knife by my stomach and in the pain less then what I was feeling in my chest. "Why? Aren't you going to go and arrest my father - you have eye witness? You have evidence?" I asked Acalian when shaked his head and leaned closer to my face. "You don't kill your own partner." his words astounded me opening my eyes wide. What does he means by partner?
Who is calling partner? My father?
I thought he was with the police? He was against organisation? What doesn he means partner? He is kidding me? He is lying? Or he is hiding something.
Is he actually my father's acquaintance?
And I actually ended up my whole information of getting the chip out and removing the organisation from world in the hand of wrong man?
"You see, I was always really loyal to my duty. Until the day you left for california, that night from my house and your father came, offering me the generous offer that what if don't want to stand against the organisation? And rather together with it?
I can just marry you? And I can just get the organisation as your husband. Being the next boss of mafia, "He lied to me all this while? He was playing too?
"Why were you still pretending here then?" asked him, he laughing."I didn't really thought you father would dagger you. So I was just following on the old plan. Why else?" He shrugged. And laughed at me, while is was just blank.