Chapter 57. Running and farewell.

QUILL
He told me as then he took my hand and started to walk with me inside. "What are you doing?"i asked him while I had so many emotions settled in my heart because eof the thing and the way he said it to me."For now you have to run away. If she found out you are alive it is impossible to still have you living here. It's like a death sentence and I won't allow that." He said to me, entering in the already open house. "That means?"i frowned at him he shaking his head and focusing on my face.."You are going at a very safe space, since now they know about Aro. All I can help you send with is Jack and Jazz." He said and turned looking behind at two people who's eyes widen.. "I?" Jazz yelled. "Yes, Jazz. First we must put the innocents back to safety. Then we should think about protecting ourselves." Lex talked like he was a police offer right now and that was very attractive.
"Fuck positions! As far as we are together and interested. It's just fine. And who cares if we won't last. As much as we have we should savior it." I told loudly. In between the Chaos. Without realising that they were hearing me between the fights they were having on who should take me to safety. They all turns do look at me, as they both were astounded." What did you say? " Acalian or Lex! Whoever he is, asked me. When I gulped down the lump in me. "Nothing." I just straightly denied saying it again. When he smiled.
"Fine! Jazz! You don't take her. If you don't want to. You wnat to keep in pretending to be an asshole. Congratulations. You are free too. I thought you both turned friends. You told her about everything. You showed her your research. And now you just don't care that she might die, if we don't act? "Lex asked screaming at her. When I just didn't know, what to say or do? Should I be angry at Jazz or try to understand her point? Should I request her? I thought to myself. When Jazz watched me.
" She came here knowing that she would die someday. If she is acting oh! I am so good and i can't die because I am fucking the Boss officert now! It's her fault! Nothing ours to look for and at? Do you get me?" She asked and told, as she stumped upstairs. I felt bad. Not because she said something like that but rather because she felt that way. She was right. But I don't understand the point of why is she acting like this?
And while we were still huffing together over this matter. The door opened and Aro walked inside. Breathing heavily. "Aro!" I yelled and walked towards him when he looked at me, "Are you okay?" He asked me, staring at me from up to down. I nodding. But in that Lex came out aggressively and pushed Aro out. "Why the hell you ran home? What if someone is following you? And you just told them where we are you stupid man!" Lex yelled at him. As he nodded.. "I know that much too. No one followed me so chill bro! Stop getting hyped about it." Aro said as he looked at me.
"You should run away. It's no longer safe. Go back to Cali." Aro said, when I shaked my head."i wont run away. I came here knowing that I would die someday. I'm not going to hesitate now.."I told him taking what Jazz said into consideration. But they didn't liked my plan. "Have you lost it?!" Lex came towards me. "You are not going to be reckless and do anything you want. Indeed you came here knowing that you would die someday but then we were not something. And now we are. So let's not ruin things now? You are going to be put in a safe space. Now!" Lex said, trying to be all protective byt it was rather like a burden." No Lex! I won't.." I kept revolting Aro also at Lex's side."Shut up! You idiot! Lex is right! What you should do is put yourself in the safe space. Have you forgotten you have yo live and be alive for someone who is waiting for you to resuce him?" Aro, brought Jeremy into consideration as his blackmailing subject. But he was right. I have Gem to look after. I have to take revenge for James. And I want to kill the Capo too.
I can't just decided to die here. Not at all. Now. Because before I knew someone would do the task for me. I don't have that someone to reply on any longer. So I can't be reckless at all. I just thought and kept thinking until I really thought that I can bring myself to conclusion. And it was that, "If I go. Everyone will come with me. Aro, Lex and Jazz and Jack." I asked them, more like told them. But they all hated the ideas. That can't be done. What was the look depriving. From a far. "Look, Quill. It's not just soke play if dolls where you can just throw the Doll and say that you won. It's fucking real life." He was really frustrated now. And I didn't knew what to say to anything at all anymore.
"Aro! Go and Bring the car on the back side road at the opposite block three." Lex said and demanded. As he turned back to see me. Aro just walked out behind me. As I attempt to stop him but he didn't like that. He just, walked away. "He is right Quill. You should go and be safe first." This time it was Jack who spoke. And just tried. And I didn't revolt this time.
Everyone were telling me to go and be safe and that I should mark my way out from here. And saying no felt to bad. And as if I didn't trust them so I just did what was right and was supposed to be done.. "Fine! If all of you are saying I'll do that. But I need to come back. I need them to pay me back for all the wrongs they have did and I won't rest down." I said my decision straight to them. But then they gave me APPROVE. "Okay! Theb pack whatever you need and let's just leave now." Lex said as I ran through out the house picking up all the important things I need on go. When I finally was done. And the back was pack. He gave me literally all the money he had in his room drawer in my hand."This cash! Is for you to be there. Until I come back to take you." He said handing me ten bundles of 100 dollar bills. As he looked in my eyes. "Be safe there! And in hide too. They will eventually find you." He again warned me as he handed me the money and asked me to put it in bag. I yelling no at him. That I can't take this money.
"No! No!" I screamed. "I can't take this much money from you! This is nit right! I won't!" I again and again said them, when he sighed. In anger. "Can you stop saying no to everything I do or say? Please? You know this is not right! You know what we are doing is for greater cause. And that's protecting your life. So stop saying no to literally everything I do for you." He said. When I shaked my head."Giving me. Money is such a big deal and thing. I can't bare the weight." I told him when he took my cheeks in his cup. "Look! Baby! Whatever that is mine is now yours too. Just don't hesitate thinking anything. All I earn and have is all you earn too. Because we are now I and you. We are We." He said, something that was really heart warming.
He hugged me. "Now take this money and if you want to bid your farewell to Jazz. I am outside the door. Monitoring outside." He said and told me. As he left for outside. I walking upstairs as I went towards her. "Hey!" I knocked on the door. As she opened.
"Leaving?" she asked, as I nodded.
"Look I as just rude to you. Because I have to do many things right now. And dying isn't one of them. So please. Can't you be understanding?" She asked me, as I nodded. "That's the reason I am going away too. I have to take revenge for many people. And bring Jeremy back." I told her. She smiling as she hugged me. "Take care." She said. As budding her bye.
I came downstairs and went towards Lex as he started to walk towards the car with me.