Chapter 39. Far away then a known place.

"You knew my brother is not the culprit?" I was shocked hearing his word. He was aware for all this whole that my brother was not the one at fault? He knew it? Yet he shoot him? I just thought he was a jerk neevr really thought, big enough to kill an innocent. A man with his loyalty towards him.
"Yes! If course I knew. Do you think I am some stupid guy who knows nothing inside my own organisation?" He said scoffing and laughing, "Lets be honest, you see here. Things happen right before my eyes. It's just me ignoring them. I knew everything!" He proudfully declared, I laughing. My head watching the wall beside me and him. Thinking about all the way I should kill him. About all the things I could do to torture him.
How? How in the damned world? People do things like this? How can they feel no connection, loyalty. And love for some other person on there life. We are not robots to have no heart. To have no feelings in her heart. We do have them. Right? Though! How can someone just not see them? And not accordingly?
He knew my brother was not the culprit, yet he killed him! He broke his trust! And not even budging to feel apologetic towards him, "I killed him because even though he was not the one who planted. He had the USB with him. He got it, and didn't care about summiting them to us. He didn't give it in. And later we found out that he was actually talking to a renowned cop. Why?" He said rising his brow." And what astounded me more? He bought a home right after it? The man who barely had 10 dollars in his pocket? Sounds not so natural! "He laughed and stood looking the other way," Your brother was a traitor. Will be a traitor forever. Get that straight. I didn't kill. Him because I was bored. I did it, because he deserved it. But you don't deserve the death. Well, yo be precise not yet. I am so unsure when will that day come when I change my mind. So you better take the opportunity and run away. Back to where your belong? Do you understand me? "He said and stood, walking the other way, for door.
" What about Jeremy? He is coming with me too, how will you get it out from your brother's hand." I queired him, he scoffing and turning to see me. His hand filled with tattoo being revealed, as he removed his jackey, and started to fold his arm sleeves of white shirt. The many tattoos about all craps and bullshit all over his arm. He took a step closer to me, and sat back on the stool. Staring at me with his alluring eyes. That disgusted me. Made me feel as if I am naked and whore. He had a way to make people hate there own skin
"Your nephew. Consistes of two blood within the organisation. Your brother, the soldier. And my sister. The higher class. His destiny has it in the call for him. Your nephew, will be in the organisation as a part of it. Learn fighting. And will be the upper-class. Its like his inheritance. "He told me the information I never considered thinking about. While I was halted for a second trying to grasp it.
" Does that mean? Jeremy will be like one of you monsters? "I asked raising my brow. Waiting for his reply.
" Yes, "He making his words and chocking my breath. My Jeremy that sweet little boy, which can't speak a fuss as a monster who are ruthless? Being hurty everyday! Fighting! Raping! Being a jerk like them. Who cares about no one. Terring a girls live apart every night? This is too much! He is a boy who has angels on his shoulder he can't be a monster! I will never let this happen.
No!
I disagree! I am her guardian! And I disagree! I don't accept this crap at all! "That won't happen! I won't let that happen! He is my child I and I disagree." I showed him my revolt, he chucking, "Do you think you revolt matters? We would have let it go if it was just Jade. But it's now. It's my sister too. The high class blood. I can't let it be swayed away like that. Can I?" He, made ist sound like he was planning this to happen himself instead of the rules.
"See, fine! You wanted me to go away, I'll do that, I will go back. Let Jeremy go with me," I turned into a beg tone. I could have let the possibility of him getting hurt get through me, and not mind. But the fact that he will be a fucking monster! No! I won't let that happen. Another death in vain for my family is just not acceptable.
" That is not an choice made by me," He rested back in his chair. He with his smirk! That damn smirk that was saying that he can do anything he want. And I need to convince him. He undoing his belt.
Well, if that's the case, I have bigger ego then my nephew's future. I am not going to suck his dick for something like that, "Come on, are you gonna make me undo things? Its not appealing!" He said chucking, when I sighed.
"Dont bother undoing it then. Because I am not going to do anything, that you are preferring. Future or not. I don't cave." I summited my disapproval. He with his repeated nod. "Good!" He said and stood and did his belt again. Taking his jacket and walked out. I don't even understand sometimes what he does and what he wants. Acting all aggressive as if he wants everything at one moment and then suddenly turning in a person who doesn't want and cares about anything the another.
But the common thing between the both is that they are both annoying. I hope I never have to see him again like this, the damned asshole.
I just lied down back taking over all the sheets upon me. Closing my eyes back in darkness. Thinking about Jeremy as one of those people.. My mind already feeling hurt. Because i have seen people like that too closely.
"Sleeping again?" I heard a voice by door, opening my eyes witnessing Aro standing there with a bowl. "No, just to frustrated to loop at the world," I Answered him while he chuckled. "You are funny!" He said, and came sitting on the same stood. "Hating on the Capo?" He asked sighing when I say up nodding. "Yeah, He is such an eyesore. I look at him and instantly feel bad for everyone in the world who have to see his face every day. But how come you are Here? Don't you guys always live and be at Warehouse? won't people doubt on you when they don't see you there? "I queried him, he shaking his head and handing me the bowl. " it's some fresh porridge. It will help you, "He answered slowly. I just took it from his hand.
"He made an excuse to send me out of the circle. So I can take care of you. Do you know you have been unconscious for week now." He told me, by the he, it meant the Capo I guess, "A week?" I asked, well honestly I wasn't astounded. Looking at my wounds of course they would have been so fresh a week ago. But they weren't they were just normal. I sighed. And started to eat. A better taste then bread and milk. After weeks! "Umm! Its tasty. Did you made it?" I asked him, when he just nodded. "You are good!" I praised him and raised a thumb at him, when the door opened and a woman walked inside. My eyes widening.
"Who's that?" I asked him, he turning to see the girl, who sad staring at me, "She is Lex's step-sister. Both of them hate each other," He told me, informing me that the man had a sister and yet he was such a jekr for almost forever. "Anyways! Finish the porridge" He said and stood, when the girl came inside. "You awake now?" She asked, as if she know me. And of course from her face it was pretty clear that mine was showing my words.
"What are you looking like that? I have seen you naked. I changed your clothes. We know more then friends know about each other." She made an disgusted face. Oh yes! Right! I never thought that these men would have changed my clothes. But I am glad it was not them." Anyways! You feeling good? "She asked, acting as if she doesn't give a damn but then at the same time caring. She is alot like Lex. Well, except the latter part.
" Yeah, "I replied to her,"If you changed my clothes, thanks, also why didn't you just gave me your clothes?" I asked her, she looking at Aro. "Because they refused to pay me fifty dollars More."
Oh! They paid her money to change. Really they did? Wouldn't it have been a good sight for them to look at me naked? Why did they show so much respect!
Now that people treat me good I get scared.
"Where's Lex?" She asked Aro, when he replied something, that I couldn't understand if this place. "Fine, when he comes back, ask her to pay my tuitions. It the deadline." She just ordered and left leaving me and Aro again.
"I guess the Lex is responsible man?" I asked him, he nodding. "He just recently joined the crew, I don't know maybe after your brother died? And he rapidly raised his place in association. Into The recognitionable person. Even the underboss recognises him. But no one knows about his real personality behind the associate. Her sister and he are nit a match yet he does everything for her. "He told me the insider news. But who cares? I just got harassed by him many times before. I don't give a shit!
He just stood after I ate and left closing the door. When I was left alone closing my eyes and lying down.
I hate this loneliness. After all the things I have been through with the crew. I didn't use to sleep either. But I just have nothing else's better to do then sleep. It was is fun to be with them. Always playing games, taking bad doing all. The weird things like killing or fighting, randomly dancing or roaming aoeund whole mansion with no reason. I use to have and do all. Sort of things with them. But now I am here alone.
I was just lost in my thought if probably missing the people who were my death when the door cracked open. A loud thud and voice on the door, my eyes shot opening. As I watched it. Being forced.
The door falling open when it was already impossible for it to hold in, and revealed Lex, staring at me. And taking steps closer, as he sat dowj on the bed.
"You are awake?" He asked, he was in a drunk state, his whole body reeking if alcohol like a gutter. He asked me, when I had no choice but to nod. "Oh! Good! Good! Good!" He kept repeatedly saying. As he extended his hand towards my way, "Take it! It's what you had!" He said, with his hand empty. He is drunk he must be having delusions before him. "Oh! Don't be shy! Just take it!" He forced me, when I nodded and act as I took it but as soon as I kept my hand he grabbed my hair and pulled me.
"Why? Why didn't you just gave it to me bitch! Why? Now see!" He said, and left me.
Give him what?