Chapter 56. I love you

QUILL
Listening to his reply. I was shunned on what to say next after this? Did he say he loves me? Who am I? For him to love? He took my hand and pulled me closer to him. "Quill, I love you." He again said, as I again pushed him a way and stared at him. "I am not kidding and I am not lying." his words keep astounding me, when iw as just left with no answer to say anything further then that! What can I say. And that's when the first thing came and ran in my head. "Was I just a test subject? Or a star to climb upstairs?" I asked him, he shaking his head. "You never were Quill you are that one person I want in my life no matter what." He again confessed and took my hand in his as he caressed my fingers with hiw THUMB, "You are very important to me. That's all I can say. The first time when is saw you fighting for yourself no matter you were outnumbered. I instantly fell in the boldness you posses in you. You are so much to me that you can ever know." He kept repeating the same thing again and again. As he leaned closer and kept his forehead on mine.
" You see, you are that one person who is like a hometown for me. My vacation from troubles my relief. We haven't even been together long at all. I and you barely know each other but yet knowing that I am around you. Knowing that I can embrace and go in heaven. Its just. Addictive. You are addictive. Even though I didn't even talked to you. Whole night when I use to be on shifts. I waited to go back to den in afternoon. So that I will see you. When I went to work every night, I wanted to go home as soon as possible so that we will be together. Maybe away. From you on this chair while I on couch. You on couch or I in room. But. It's just fulfilling to see you smile and laugh and talk and questions things. "He again. Confessed and he really had me wondering what am I hearing?
It's impossible! I though what we had together was just a mere attraction for being together? But, he is saying things like he and I are a thing together? For like years?
" Quill. I thrive for you. And jo pressure I know that you have nothing in your heart for me. And I am just nothing, a mere attraction. A need for your body? Anything but l lover. Though don't get distant with me just because I lied to you. We are something. We both know each other. Tell me you feel it?" He asked frowning me but I just don't know what to say and reply on? I am too shocked for anything. He looked at me with his deep and hopeful eyes settled at me when I barely know what to say next? After he saying such a big thing?
" Quill? "He asked me, as I took my hands away from him."You shouldn't have lied. The lie you kept between us had me determine how big and high man you are for someone like me to pesture and be involved with. You are perfect and beautiful and high ranked. The upper class people like me can only look up at. We are just so far away from each other. "I told him what honesty I felt in my chest. I want lying when I am saying this. We are very far as said before. He buys $200 dollar shoes and I buy $20 dollars shoes. We are far further from each other. He is an officer and I'm a hourly waged part timer. He has power on his finger tips. I have burned scars. From coffee. We are far more then just far.
"The class? If you didn't care about it knowing that I was just a mere associate? And you were the daughter of soldato? We wouldn't have happened at the first place. When you didn't care about it then? Why now?" He asked me getting really angry but I have no excuse further for this." You are just Quill for me. Why are you letting some rank and level come between us? "He was really angry and frustrated now. As he just walked away from me. I following him and just inhaled deeply.
" You attend parties, I attend a small celebration with a muffin. How do you think? I will ever be able to comprehend those heavy dresses? And walk around with my head held high? As your wife? What about others. Even your subordinate would have a wife higer then me. "I told him trying to show him the reality." Really? Is that all you are putting in thoughts? What about us? You have utterly no problem in parting ways with me? "He asked me, hysterically. I don't know.
The difference between us makes the closeness between us look nothing.
" I have. I have more then just some problem in parting ways with you. But we are nothing when we are together. We are, just about you. And I hate that. Every love lasts when it's with equals. You and I? We are far then equals Lex? I mean, Acalian." I told him, he shaking his head." We are we. You and I. Some positions can never come between you and me.. Unless you bring them. " He told me and he hugged me. When Inhaling his scent I desperately wanted to do. I hugged him back closely to my heart, he smiling at me. "You mean everything to me, you stupid girl." He said, as he just took his face away and smiled at me. Leaning in for a kiss. He kept his dry and rough lips on me. When I too embraced him in the moment and hugged him.
I pulled him closer to me, and leaned more in his lips, he playing the each lip round as he sucked both at one by one. Entering with his tongue, while I welcomed him briefly. Before he took the control. His hands on the back, resting on the car. As I were together in the moment. He was neither hesitating nor moving further. But the lack of breath made us fall down. And rather be away from each other. "You are such a passionate kisser. I love it." He said, making fun of me in a situation like this as he hugged me again.
"Okay! Love birds. That's was eww!" wr both heard someone behind us. As I and he turned finding Jazz and Jack. "What are you both doing out at a time like this?" I asked them and came to think. That maybe they are not even siblings. "Whatever! Have some shame in public. There are some kids in neighbouring." Jazz said and, looked at Lex, Acalian from up to down and then the car. "She? She? Knows?" She asked Lex, when he nodded. "Yeah, she does. And she was caught by Capa. She was doing something ugly with her. Right about that. Are you okay?" He asked me looking at from up to down. "I shouldn't have kissed you hard. The wound is not aching? Is it?" He asked checking with his fingers embarrassing me.
"Ahh!" Jack said and went other side, "This couples sick me out! Get a room!" they said when I got embarrassed. "So, are you both actually siblings? Or just partners?" I asked them coming to point. "We all ARE, Aro, Jazz, Jack and I. We all are inside the ugly circle so that we can empty it from inside." He said coming out clean. "Can we tell her all this? Is she even trust worthy?" Jack asked me when I nodded. "I will never ever let anything come your way that will harm you. Not intentionally. For sure." I told them when they frowned. "Whatever. Now that you and Acalian are thing. Move in his room. I will move in again." He said and got me off guarded a little. "No!" I yelled. "I will stay here. I need my own room. And" I started and we were discussing like stupid things right now.
"It doesn't matter anyways! Mileva is aware of all. She will come back for me. And this time. She might take me away." I told them. When they nodded. "Protecting you isn't our job." Jazz said. "I thought we were partners."
"We fight for ourselves. We are partners because our target is one." She suddenly turned rude. But its appropriate. I'll eventually loose. I. Should not bring everyone alone with me. I just went back a step but I felt a hand on me. "I and her are thing. So I guess she doesn't even need you both." Acalian said and made me turn to look at him... "I will protect you till my last breath,"