Chapter 59. Change of plans

QUILL
I just sat, back in my seat as the car passed by and I did saw some people that I saw with Mileva walking towards the house area, I sighed. As I was ready now. Not to die but to kill. I promised and I acted as if I won't do anything stupid anymore. But it's not like that anymore. It's either kill or die right now. Running away doesn't count in anything at all. I just removed the knife I sticked back inside after the top dog. As I kept it on the head of Aro. "What are you doing?" He and Jack yelled. Turning to look back at me. What are you doing Quill? "He asked me again, as Jack tried to take the knife away from me bug I didn't let him. I just kept it over his head." Look I can't runaway like this. I acted and said all that because I was lying. I am going to do what I am supposed to no matter what? And that is killing your boss. So please don't make this tough and get yourself killed. And just stop the car right now. "I warned and asked they both looking at each other when suddenly Aro turned the car hastily. Making me fall back in my seat with the knife.
The car on its ful speed passing by cars and car under the the light on the main road with people. Innocent people getting scared from this disaster car ride. The yelling and police honking with siren already. But they didn't even lasted a lot minutes and the car went under, the police officers loosing us. I sitting up and getting the rush that just happened in my head to get back at its place. But he won't listen to me and just stop the car.
"Look jack! I die or not. Its nothing related or concerned for you. All you have to do is just stop the car if you don't want to be killed by me?" I again threaten him. And kept the knife ahead as he shake his head. "We can't do that. Don't you understand that? We have gotten an order from the head officer. Doing anything right now will get us killed anyways. We have to protect you and get you away from here at any cost. You can't stay here." He said, trying to tell me to get my head back at its place but it was already so far away from it. I just can't focus or make them do anything. Fine. Protecting me? It will becomes my threat instead.
I took the knife and kept it on my kneck suddenly the car slowing down. If course because if the rush does something funny I'll end up with a slitted neck. "What are you doing Quill? It's not funny stop it! Take your hands off!" Jack said and yelled, as he removed his phone outside and starts dtp dial which I assume is Lex. I leaned closer and I took the phone off from his hand. And threw it out if car. "You all won't tell. LEX Anything! Do you get me? If you really wanna see me alive just don't cross that line when I end up daggering me. Just open the door and let me go. Stop the car now!" I called out but they won't listen.
"Guys! I am not gonna run away anymore. Do you get me? I won't run away at all. I have better things to do. Do you get me? And that is not fucking away in a car to cali?!" I called out and kept the knife on my stomach they shaking there head. They both turned to see me. As the car bounce don the breaker. The dagger going inside my stomach a little. But u didn't yell or called out to them. Asking them to help. I knew I was going to dagger it. All was not just some act. I didn't flinch and just the blood pouring out a little.
"Quill!" I heard someone screaming, it was Jack. "You are fucking bleeding! We need to treat that!" He called out from the first seat. When I shaked my head.. "I won't stop hurting myself until you both stop?" I said they sighing in frustration the speed again high. As they kept driving like crazy. And they asked me.
"Look! We will help you take your revenge back but right now is not the right time? Do you see it? It's not yours to be involved. We know what you are going through and we see that you have to fought back for your brothers and take care of your nephew. You even want to fight back for James. But. Not now. Please! Mileva isn't easy to tackle. And having any kind of fight with a person who doesn't even deserves our attention. Its waste, "He kelt on going with his words and the ways to make me calm and nit act out but i am sorry this isn't working.
I can't and won't run away. And base less reasons?" That woman tried to kill me. What more if a reason do you want Mister? " I asked him little annoyed.
"She did. And she will get her punishment. But do you see yourself fighting with all those wounds you have beared recently? When David hit you? When you ere crumbled down a while ago? And now this dagger? Can you even feel pain to realise that you and your body is in need of rest and not to fight? Don't you see that you need to fucking come to your senses? To realise that you are dying inside? "He said getting caring and mad at me. I don't feel. I don't feel any pain in vengeance and hatred. I don't feel pain under all the pain I have felt in past.
Living in den like that have immuned me for more then just death. I sighed. And looked away. Trying to think of something. But he thought that I have finally came back to my senses. And that I won't fight back with him. But I just don't give up that easily do I? That's not my thing after all. I just looked at the window. And then at the dagger. Thinking about what to do. Witehr dagger them or jump out. I am wonded enough to get more wounds but hurting to people who care about me? Is not right. So I just came to the conclusion that I am going to open the door and just ram away.
I did.
I opened the gate while both of them went high in shock and I didn't care I just opened the door and thee the door open. As I jumped out if the car on the hard road. Getting hurt. They both shocked but they both stopped the car immediately. I just, stood forgetting about the long cut slit happened in my leg and that my hand had screeched on the concrete. I stood up and ran out. The first thing that ran in my head.
Running away.
I started to runaway. And kept running, I feeling them behind me. As I just went in the crowd of people standing and looking at the roadside entertainers. As they got lost track of me. I sitting down in the crowd. And took some air in. They should have helped me. Why are they becoming and acting like a villain? I just sat down and looked at the flowing blood on my legs. And whimpered a little, but I stood up and then as I saw them not around anymore. I think they ranway. I started to dive through the crowd and come out and I did but got caught by Acalian. He looking at me with anger filled in his eyes and a little taste of how my betrayal tasted him. He glared at me, and walked my way. But I just turned and went back in the crown in diving inside too. But then he dissapeared. Right before from my eyes and I looked around, finding him behind me.
"You are in big trouble. When I asked you to leave. You should have" I heard some same voice behind me, adn it was him. His face right behind me as I turned to see his close face near me. "Look, I can't run away like that. Why can't I stay back too?" I asked him more like begging him. He shaking his head.. "You are supposed to be away from all. Or you will get dragged in what is going to happen next. Do you get me?" He asked me.
What' is going to happen next? What's that? 'What is happening next?" I asked him, he shaking his head you don't know that and you don't need to know. As we attack and o things our way, in order to protect you? You have to stay farthest from the organisation. Or your blood will turn in as the assasian for you. I don't like that. "He said something again that crossed my head and I didn't understand anything what does he means my blood?
What does anything have to do with Jade and Dad? They were soldiers? Will that affect me? Because I am family? Will I be dragged in the police case and investigation? Still I don't feel that it is a bad thing. I will kill people I don't mind getting pusnished at all.
"Look! Just get one thing straight. You and I are not letting or getting you in trouble? Do you hear me?" He asked me hysterically between the crowd. But I didn't. "I don't want to! And I won't"! I said and kicked dhom on his feet and ran away from the crowd as I went in the alley and hide behind the abandoned furniture. And closed my mouth holding on my breath. I feeling people are walking inside but it was some couple yelling and screaming at each other. I looked up and saw that they were fighting and then they left but then I saw him. And I sat back down. He just looking around. And then he walked inside.
"Quill! Please! Don't! Act like a kid in the closet. We are adults. Talk things out? Okay? We can get on a conclusion. That is neutrally balanced?" He asked me away, when I wanted to but I know he is just playing and that he won't let this happen at any cost. I just stayed back. But then I heard some voice. And it was Mileva." Here you are! Acalian. Where yours cherry? " She asked as she looked around, from what I see through the little hole. And then saw him. "How long do you think you can protect her? She will die!"
"Why her? So desperate? Fuck of Mileva! You want the death of the Capo too. But by your hands. We all are on same way. Must you really be bitch?" Lex casually talked to him but I felt something different between them.
"I know I am being One but I have my rights on this. And I want to kill. Her. Because I can't stand the way the Capo treats her. So indifferent with me. But completely changed with her." She cried out. The capo treats me different? Fine! Why is it my problem." He is a horny man. He treats all the woman different that he want in his bed. That's all. And since he didn't get Quill. He wants to keep pesturing until the end. Apart from that I don't think there is anything."
He said but she laughed, "Oh my! You are so innocent. So you know what Delvin told me though? That he is trying and preparing for something she has and we all don't. The thing. Under her little fist. Since Delvin knew Senior Jade the best."