Chapter 46. A coffee date.
QUILL
"Wait a minute, what?" I asked frowning at the newly found information. Did he just call him little brother! It doesn't seems like that all, "I am not your brother!" He sneering at him. But I started to get weirdly interested in the topic.
"How's jessica?" He asked his brother, making me turn to look at the spiteful guy beside me, "She is doing good!" He replying him. Just casually but more in like attitude. "Great that she is! Is she still doing that whore thing!" He asked him, again. Trying to stir problem at one time and amend at other. The guy stared at me from up to down.
"It's not that I will tell her to stop so she will. She won't even listen to me," Lex told him everything about his sister. "Fine, take care of her! Now that she is living with you. And you, when people call out your names weirdly don't just listen it," He said pointing his finger towards me.
"Calling names? Who called you what?" Lex got angry and protective towards me. Well quick to change. You wouldn't even react when someone almost raped me. "Nothing and no one!" I just started to shove it off, but he didn't trust on me and turned to look at his brother side.
"Who was it? And what did he do?" Interrogating him. "So caring about her? Good going! I wonder where was this when Jazz when into taking a decision of following a hell?" His brother taunted at him. "Enough! Jack" He getting mad at him. But he just doesn't gives a damn! He stared at me again and again. As he turned to leave.
I following his back, when he just went and dissapeared.
I stared at the person, walking away."He is Jazz's twin. He hates the fact that I and she love together. And the others you saw it already." He started to tell me without me asking him. "Okay! But the real question I am actually curious about is how did you find me here? Why did you came here if it wasn't intentional?" I queried, raising my brows at him. He just looking the other way and then back at me, "Did you expect me to not care and let you walk away like this? At a place where you don't even know any ways?" He queried back rasing his brow in counter attack.
"Yes! You should have! Because I am not going to do things on your accord you damn asshole! You bought me thinks and took advantage of me so that you can serve your loyalty to you damn Capo! He must have gave you all the money to buy me? Didn't he?" the frustration and fight of earlier turned fresh all over again. He already sick of it.
"How can you just assume everything on your own? Don't you at least want to consider trying to talk to me?" He frowned at me, making me shake my head. "Definitely not! Talking to you will make me mad! And I have an already well spoiled mood. To make it any more worser!" I gritted, and turned trying to leave and ignore his entire existence. But he caught my hand. Pulling me too suddenly again and making me land on his chest!
"I didn't do anything! That you are assuming! I am guilty of none crime. And secondly. Can you at least here me? I asked do you for that because I don't want to look at your hurt. I wonder if I will even be able to take it in. So just please," His words and evil voice gone and he sincerely was asking me to understand it.
But I don't know! If i ever want to be stupid enough to cry out for come and hit me again to some random stranger I just come up to trust He suddenly hugged me without me being aware. I don't know, I need to be aware of what is going to gappe with me next minute, after all they are just backstabbers they might hug me to slit my back open with a knife. Because even that is most likely to happen then me being blessed with a good life. Funny but the reality is this is how it will turn out in my life.
"Can't you nit see me by the old eyes? I mean? I thought you want fto make a change, and have a change in life, live for yourself a little? Right? Can't you just make me a part in there?" He started to ask me
And knowing the greatness of my life. I know now that very thing is staged.
Something is going on inside and I am not aware if it is. And that something is not very easy thing, the last time I had a good luck I was saved, who knows? What will happen to me this time! And someone saved me previously. It's more unlikely to be anyone on my side anymore.
I pushed him away. "I will. Think. And try I can't give out my words but all I can say and I is that I will try to think about giving you a chance." I rested him assured, knowing that I already have made my decision that is a straight no. No longer trusting and getting hurt.
" Really? You will do. That surely right? "He asking me again. Not trusting on my words when I repeatedly nodded. Trying to prove him that I am equally enthusiastic. If you really want something to do with me? Let's start with being honest, as far as you are not going shit about what is going on? I won't say yes or Cet into anything with you.
"Great!" He said, as intertwined our palms and started to walk together, I wanted to break the bond at first but I just let it go and followed him behind, hand in hand like a couple. "Do you complete the coffee you left earlier this morning?" He questioned me, suddenly.
My head in the space that was talking and thinking about all the other things then a coffee. "Isn't it very late though? I don't think any foffe shop will be open by now?" I tried to shive it away, when he shaked his head and pointed at the little man in badly old leather jacket standing with a thermal. Selling coffee at the liste price probably to just make himself a little food.
" Sure! "I said, as went towards him, with Lex as he brought only a single coffee.
" Why? Are you not going to drink? " I asked, raising my bro, at him. When he shaked his head,"No actually. I will drink." He explained but yet he didn't add on another coffee. Walking down as I took it in my hand. And sat on the bench away from the road and the man with coffee. Sitting together.
"Don't you want to drink too?" I asked him frowning at him, and sipping on my hot coffee that had this heavenly taste. When Lex leaned closer to my face, leaning it for a kiss, and next minute from bitting my lips to sucking my tongue he shifted his place. And pulled away,"Mmmm, its alot tastier then I thought it would be. The coffee!" He joked, making me feel embarrassed. When I turned my head to look the other way feeling shy.
Yeah, we did make out in changing room. But this kind of childish tricks to kiss, isn't it too much?
" I guess your coffee is getting cold, why don't you heat it on your red cheeks?" Someone just said behind my ear, making me tickle. When I pushed him with my one hand. "What are you five? Stop acting so childish!" I warned him and kept drinking the coffee. He standing back again, as he ran across the street.
"What are you doing?" I calling him out he turning to look at me, "Nothing!" And then ran to the flower shop, buying a bouquet.
Smiling and acting like a normal people that was kind of like a shock to me. Sometimes it's just very hard to believe that he is actually a guy who is destined to hurt others just out if fun and curiosity. At his job place.
It's strange to see him act nice, when the first face I met of his was very bad
The way he treated me. And how it is completely different now
How he is a better man when he is not a loyal guy to his Capo.
Stop! You don't be thinking of having feelings for him! That's just unacceptable. He is just planning something in his head. And not letting it all out. Until he gets to stab me in back. Now he was walking back my way.
"It's Jazz's birthday at midnight. I just am planning to celebrate it. Let's go! We have to go to the cake shop too!" He asked me and informed me, I immediately standing up. "Okay! That's exciting." I said, and started to walk the other way, as he showed me the steps. "When is your birthday? Quill?" He suddenly asking me.
"Mine is 5th of July!" I shared him, the awkward date, "Well! You stayed one more day or else you would have been born on day of fireworks! Like the world is celebrating you!" He added on my miseries with my birthday. Making me frown at him in anger.
We walked until we reached at the cake shop, he going ahead and asked me to choose any flavour." Shouldn't you buy the one Jazz will eat? " I asked him, something clicking in my head, "Will. She even be here? Won't she be at the den in midnight?" I asked something very obvious. He nodding his head.
"She won't go today. She doesn't go at the den everyday. Since it will turn boring for men there. She goes there occasionally." He cleared my doubts. I acknowledging the fact. "That's good! She should be happy at least today right." I took the candles when he took the cake and walking again. Going all the way out.
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After having a very long walk together with him, talking random things and sharing our opinions and thoughts I finally came to know a lot about this man. And put it all. In a simple conclusion? I don't think be is a bad guy. He thinks about everyone and everything. He is smart and thorough for everyone's need. And super smart! Like super one! For solving the crossword in the old news paper in five minutes. I have came to believe inside that he is a hidden genius.
"That's how you do it?" He told me with the paper in his hand when I laughed that, "Yes! I got it! Mr. Einstein!" I laughed, he stopping me by pulling my hand,"Dont let this information grow to Aro? Can we?" He suddenly asked me something strange. "Why? Will Aro be upset?" I asked sincerely. He giving a nod, "Why? Is he into me?" I jokingly asked when he laughed.
"No! He is into me!" He answering and that wasn't sarcastic. It was rather true. "Really?" I asked again, "But homosexuality isn't allowed in the mafia right? Because it makes you less of a man? According to them?" I asked him, but he agreed. "That's why its in disguise," He told me, when I repeatedly nodded and walked inside the house,
Oh! That's why he didn't care that I was always in my underwear. And that's why he didn't do something stupid! He was always acting just like he doesn't care and take care of me too!
I kept thinking, and stepped in, but was frozen on my place looking at capo. Right standing ahead of me. Looking at me and Lex's hand. His eyes in a little shock, anger thriving on his red face and the fist he made from his palms.