Chapter 77 +. Epilogue

QUILL
I swe him instering the knife straight in the the head of Acalian. While my sludl shattered there at the very moment. I felt like I was already dead here. The way his blood threw all over his face and mine body. I was shattered in hundred little places. As if this is what dead was supposed to look like. For me I felt like my mind had already went down in slumber where ei can't understand anything at all. I can't feel anything. I can't see anything. I was just dead.
While he did that he came back to look at me. "Oh! Sweet little thing." He said to me as he played with my mouth. He laughing with all his group member. His evil laugh over my head. Wasn't even audible to me. Everything had gone just silent to me. Is this what loosing your sense exactly feels like? I cans ee his face right above me but I can't understand it was his. I can see them laughing. But at the same time I felt like I wasn't understanding what they all were laughing. Everything just had gone blur for me so much that iw Andy understanding anything at all.
I looked at everything but at the same time everything was lost to me. Acalian's face and all his memories running around in my head everything visible right in front of me. Everything playing in my head from the day I had met him to the day I lost him. How he have been nice to me? How he have treated me well? How he have respected me at most time? Or how he have made me laugh. His memories in my head had no end. While everything was just replaying right in here. And meanwhile I felt like I had lost my would from me. With all the things that have been happening to me, other things were happening to me without even my acknowledgement.
Right before me,
That with my soul soon I was about to lost my body too. As soon as the time passed by, thing turned cleared frok the blurriness, as I can sense that there were people holding me right now. And that my hearing abilities was coming back to me. I had started once again to hear Al the voice that was going on in the surrounding of fighting and brutal words people were yelling to one another. The laugh of this three people above me while the whimpers of Acalian beside me lying with me right now. As he was whimpering in pain. His eyes and his nose and his mouth bleeding blood. Looking at him like this I can't define in clear words what I felt.
I was just feeling as if the blood was pouring out of my sense like this as well. And at the same time I felt something inside me. My mind rushing up. While I looked down, taking my eyes at the source. As I looked at him with his smirk. Inside me. And he was celebrating this condition with his evil smile. And breaking me down.
While soon enough he started to thrive inside me again. And again, coming back and forth. While I was just lying around there like a lifeless body he. Was shattering me in pieces and pieces, during his every thrive inside me. This was the end for me. This sure was the last thing in my life because I am. Not sure that after this I can every wake up. I am not sure that I can get up and again be alive.
Even if I can I don't wnst to be after thing spoke this happening to me I don't want to be alive. I want to die. I should have die a long ago when I had the time. I should have died when I had the opportunity. If I am every going back on past. I'm going to tell myself that don't live in the abandoned building. Because that is where everything began. Who knows? If you would have lived in disguise no one would have found out where you are no one who would have known where you have been through and what you have gotten.
He was again and again thriving me making my body bounce, since I was lifee less while I wa djust looking at the ceiling. Not blinking. I don't know if inhaling. And soon he started to end up. He said he was down. And he started to stand up and pull away as he started to wear his clothes back. He telling all. His partners that they can do whatever they want with me. Along with both of them the ones that were free got exited too as they all ran my way too. "You are saying that we can have her too?" they asked there capo. While I looked at him nodding.
And soon there was another person climbing upon me, he was undoing his belt. As he laughed and leaned over me.. He pushing himself inside me while he started to thrive back and forth from in me. His face was right above me since he had leaned over and he was pushing himself again again as he released himself in me.
The other guy, coming over, but he didn't go down there he rather came above me and stretched his legs over each side of my face. And clutching my mouth. He started to put himself in my mouth. But I was just so lifeless that I don't even know how to stop or what to do for this to not happen to me. As if my brain had paralysed. He pushed himself in my mouth as he started to thrive himself in and out in my mouth. Again and again. As well as while other watched but while he was doing this to me. The other one climbed over me down there.
And he had entered himself in me. I was just so shock and disgusted in myself. As if I was. No. Even trash will be alot better then what I was right now. He was thriving himself in me down there while the other one had himself in my mouth. And soon all the over ones that ecah found there one each places come over me and climbed themselves all over me, over my chests or my Clint. Or anything.
I was crying, tears were rolling my eyes and soon they started to tell. All together.
"Hey! Hey! Her eyes bleeding! Her eyes bleeding they all yelled. While I looked at the associates no one was alive any more. Aall those were fighting had died leaving some people of fathers and Emerson's men
That were looking at me and waiting for there turns.
One after another they all pouring together coming one after another. They put themselves in my mouth or my body. Or anything while I was down there like a lifeless animal. They all were coming inside me or my mouth again and again. While I was just dead. Basically as after some time I stopped even feeling anything in by body. My body no longer feeling who is there? Or who is doing what too me. While I was keeping notes of situation through the eyes. That too was bleeding. I don't even know when ie ss trying to come out with some voice. Was I even audible? I don't know anything.
But then after some, time whje everything had been going on the same with my life less body. Suddenly some kind of smoke started to fill the room. Everyone looking at the room. The smoke was so bad in smell as it was filling the room.
The one that was above my face called the guy to go and check that what was going on? The other guy starting to walk,"But next is my turn! Look out for my chance!" He yelled while walking like a heartless man. The others chuckling
Do they really feel nothing inside there heart when they look at me like this? Do they really don't care wagt what a person is going through when they are doing this to someone? I wonder to myself. While I was just basically dead. Who was I calling person here?
I am dying and they are monsters. So none here are people. All of these are just monsters! Monsters! I cried out but then that guy came running.
"It's nothing I guess they are burning something for the winter is approaching or what." He said to them as they all just rested assured. And stood up and walked away, while he came over to me and put himself inside me is what is see him doing with me. While he started to shake himself. I can see my vision was moving too.
But then suddenly the smoke just raised to the most level and the bad smell that wad filling the room with the smoke.
And after a little while when they just all ignored it, suddenly a blast happened all the visions of me turning away into nothing. My eyes closing down too while the smoke and fire around me had risen. The warmness around me had its temperature raised to the maximum. I can see that everyone was thrown and scattered here an there. I looked around at everthing. The whole house was on fire. Everything was burning down.
People were burning down. The ceiling decorations were falling down. But then I remembered that there is person that I want kill right now and I must move on and go to that person and take my revenge. I was too thrown to some other place far away from Lex. He was in alot distance then we were before. But then I turned, trying to move and realised that there was a familiar person beside me. And he was the same man. The capo. He was injured from the blast too and he had this huge ceiling fallen oven his head while he was more like a dead person.
And looking at him beside me? I started to try and move my body so that I can hurt him for everything that he have done to me. I started to try and move my body, and fianally after a lot of while I finally managed to move my body away. And I managed to raise my hand over my head where he had the knife. The knife and I reached for him some how, as I picked it and started to bring it down.
I brought the knife down and then picked up the knife and tried to pick my own body down too terribally failed and again again tried until I actually picked myself up. I raised the knife in the anger and with all by might and anger I dagger it inside his chest the leftover life in him came out as soon as the knife went inside him. "You die! Die! Die!" I yelled at him the fire approaching close to me. I once again picked the knife up and daggered it inside him pushing him down again. And I keot daggering him film I felt that all his blood was outside of him. And rested the knife.
As I fall back.
I wonder what did I do so wrong in my life that I had to been through this? What was my mistake that I made and it's karma led to this? What was my mistake that I have made for me too suffer like this?
Is it me? Or the humanity have left human. See people no longer people?
Do all that actually exists in this world is monsters like us? Is this the problem? Are we all just monsters?
I asked to myself as I looked at the fire comings ahead in front of my eyes and soon took me over-...