Chapter 19

Sagar's POV



I was going mad with every passing second. She was smiling at Samar, calling him by name, sharing food with him, agreed to everything he suggested, even giggled like a schoolgirl.

She was mine. Just mine. I could not let her go this time. She went to the washroom and I followed her. I went inside and tried to talk to her but she again managed to make me lose my mind.

I pulled her in my arms. Her soft body was pressed into my hard one. I wanted to do it since I realised my feelings for her but I had not imagined it to be like this.

She was more beautiful now. Just like an elegant lady. Very attractive, sexy, feisty, strong, smart.

I was in love with her at that time and now she was a woman, any hot blooded man would do anything to have her in his life. But I would be damned if I let another man woo her in front of me.

She was mine at that time and she is mine now and forever.

I was shocked to see her outburst. She said that she doesn't need to be reminded and that it was not worth remembering.

What??? Means, I have spent 10 years of my life thinking about her, About us. And she said that there was nothing between us.

She was looking at me as if she was disgusted with me. Her face was red with anger. She kept calling me as

Mr Malhotra. And kept talking about Samar. It was killing me. She was doing it deliberately.

But why?? I loved her then. She used to get red because of the delicate blush and now she was red with anger. What was wrong??

I wanted to know but those ladies came to the washroom and we're alarmed to see me there.

But I need to find out what was so disgusting according to her when everything was so sweet and cute for me.

I came back to where everyone else was. They were waiting for us to come back. Sahil was looking at me with questions in his eyes.

But I shook my head lightly. We all went to see the land we will use for our project. Everyone was very happy and excited as it was a very good location.

After that, we all came back to Samar's office. We had rented an office space till our construction started. So we hired an interior designer to do the decor of our office here in Chandigarh. It would be ready in 4 days. Till then we would have to use Samar's office.

I wish I could take help from Megha. She is awesome as s interior designer. Will definitely be hiring her as the official designer once it is constructed.

Megha had wished for me on my birthday that I get my happiness back and god listened to her. Actually all my family members, friends and well-wishers must have prayed that. I wanted to thank all of them. I found her. At least I can see her, I will make her mine.

It was evening and was time to go home, I mean the guest house. It had a nice serene atmosphere. I quite liked it.

Samar had invited all of us to go to a party his friends were throwing. The same friends who met us at the restaurant. It was sweet of him to invite all of us. But I didn't want to go.

Sahil wanted to go and he insisted that I come along but I told him that I wanted to rest as I was sleepy. I told him to go with Samar. He has always loved going to parties. He loves the attention he gets from girls.

I know that Sahil wanted me to come as he wanted me to live a normal life. He has always tried doing that but earlier, I was looking for Damini and was not interested in any other girls. He wanted me to think about other things also, that was a sweet thing.

But now that I found her, Sahil know that I am very emotional right now, He wanted me to get distracted but, I can't think of anything else I have to think about Damini. My Damini.

I was scared that Samar would insist that she also go with them. He actually did that, but I am happy that she declined, saying that she was jetlagged and she wanted to sleep.

Thank god for that, otherwise, I would have gone crazy. Anyways if she would have gone, I would have followed her. Now, I can rest assured that she was not with Samar.

I just wanted to go and calm down and think of something to solve the matter coolly. I need Damini in my life and I will not let that Samar take her away from me.

I went to the guest house and ordered some pasta and sandwiches. I asked the staff to send it to my room. I was listening to my favourite gazals. I used to hear all kind of Indian Bollywood music. But when she left me I gradually started liking gazals. They were beautiful.

I was listening to my favourite gazal...



Apne Hothon Par Sajana chahta hoon by Jagjit Singh.

Apne hothon par sajana chaahta hu

Aa tujhe mai gun-gunana chahta hu

Apne hothon par sajana chaahta hu..



Koi aansu tere daman par girakar

Bund ko moti banaana chaahta hu

Apne hothon par sajana chaahta hu...



Thak gaya mai karte-karte yaad tujhko

Ab tujhe mai yaad aana chaahta hu

Apne hothon par sajana chaahta hu...



Aakhri hichki tere zaano pe aaye

Maut ko bhi shayarana chaahta hu

Apne hothon par sajana chaahta hu...

I feel those lines were so true.....



Thak gaya mai karte-karte yaad tujhko

Ab tujhe mai yaad aana chaahta hu

( I am tired of missing you as I have been missing you for years. I really want you to miss me now... )



Flashback



I still remember the way, I used to sing a song for her everyday. She always knew that the song was for her. I knew she was as crazy about music as I was. A smile was coming on my face thinking about old golden days.

After that day when she came to school after 3 days, she changed a bit. She looked at me in a different way then she used to. In fact, she used to avoid looking at me earlier.

I felt that she was somewhat quiet as compared to earlier. What was wrong??

I tried to cheer her up in all the possible ways... If anyone would watch me doing them now would doubt about my intelligence level. But I did not bother.

I borrowed a bicycle from a classmate and was cycling with Gautam sitting in front of me. Gautam did not want to sit but I insisted and said that it would be a favour.

A few cute words and a puppy face and that sweet idiot agreed to sit on that rod between the handle and seat of the cycle while I was cycling.

I was cycling at a very low speed along with her while she was walking with her friend, Anshu. I was whistling to attract her attention and was looking at her if she was looking or not and all of a sudden I lost my balance and we banged into someone.

I turned to see that it was the head girl of our school. She was very smart, beautiful but very high headed and strict. She was annoyed and she also lost her balance and fell on the ground with us.

I got up fast and helped her to get up. She got up and gave me a tight slap.

Oh man, I was shocked and so was Gautam.

" What was that, you bunch of idiots? Why were you cycling, if you don't know how to do it? Did you do it deliberately?? You wanted to flirt with me?? How dare you? " She shouted in her loud voice. I looked at Damini she was looking at us.

I didn't want her to assume the same as our head girl.

" No! Not at all. Sorry di, I did not even look at you. I was looking at... Something at the back and I lost my balance. Sorry? "

" You stupid... Who looks backwards while cycling??? Now both of you, Go and take two rounds of ground or do 50 push-ups each. "

" Sorry, di. It won't happen again. "

" Of course, it won't happen again. You need to be in discipline. That is why I am giving you the punishment. This will remind you to stay in the discipline. " She said. I turned to look at Damini, she was trying to hide her smile.