Chapter 28
I was just like that... I felt a lot of fear coming from Pavel. I could feel the fear in his chest while hugging me earlier, I couldn't get out of my mind how he hugged me, I felt like it had happened before, and the way he hugged me earlier felt the same as if it had already happened.
But why do I feel that this has already happened when it was the first time Pavel and I met, this was also the first time he hugged me so tightly as if he was afraid to let me go because I might disappear.
We are ready to leave the church that is in front of me, to be honest, I can't wait to stay in this place for a long time, I feel disgusted as I see the angels who are our enemies.
I looked at Cynrad when he suddenly grabbed my arm, he looked at me seriously. I raised my eyebrows and waited for him to speak, He seemed to want to scold me and he wanted to say something but suddenly his emotions changed and he slowly let go of my arm.
"I forgot." He said then turned his back on me, I watched him go to Bael's side and talk to him. I looked away when I saw Pavel approaching me.
"Let's go." He said to me, I just nodded and was about to walk when he pulled me back causing me to see images again in my vision.
"You don't know where we're going next." He said so I looked at him, he let go of me and took the map from his bag.
"Can we look at the map later?" I asked him so he looked at me in surprise. "It's better if we walk while we look at the map," I said because honestly, I'm sick of it, I don't want to see the faces of our enemies.
He nodded and folded the map then looked at the two who were talking.
"Let's go," Pavel said so the two looked at each other, Pavel even looked at the angel who pretended to be a priest to say goodbye, he even smiled at me that's why I struggled with it and turned away. Their smile is nauseating.
We started walking and while we were walking, Pavel was looking at his map. While Bael was talking about useless things and Cynrad was just walking quietly like me.
"You put other people's problems before your mission."
I remembered again what Alada said to me yesterday while she was punishing me. She's right, I put others first than finishing my mission, I'm tired that's why I want to finish my mission.
A plan came to my mind that's why I smiled and looked at the three who were talking about the next place we were going to go.
"It turns out that our next destination is in a cave," Pavel said while looking at the map.
While the three of them were busy, I started using my power to do my plan.
"We can spend the night there and then we have to go out the other side of the cave to go to our next destination," Pavel said and folded the map again and put it in his bag.
"Ksara, do you want us to stop so you can rest?" Pavel asked so I looked at him then smiled and shook my head.
"You don't have the habit of talking, It's good that your saliva doesn't smooth out," Bael said. I didn't answer him, we'll see how brave the three of you are.
"You know, the three of us will take care of you first. We will not abandon you." Bael said. "Just don't repeat what happened earlier." He said so the smile disappeared from my lips and I became completely silent.
I was walking quietly while the three of them were talking about what they were going to do in the cave, Cynrad suddenly stopped walking and signaled us to be quiet.
"Did you hear that?" He asked as he stopped walking and looked around.
"Which?" Bael asked, the monster created by my power howled again, I smiled but I didn't show it to the three of them, my smile disappeared when the three of them surrounded me and it was as if they were protecting me.
"Don't make noise no matter what happens," Pavel said and suddenly grabbed my hand so I looked at it, and the Pictures that I see every time he touched me began to appear in my eyes.
"Karma!"
"Just hold on...don't let go."
I suddenly removed my hand from Pavel's grip, he looked at me but the shock remained on my face.
The images that I see are getting worse every time he touches me, it also has voices in my mind as if it happened.
"Ksara don't--" Pavel couldn't finish what he was going to say when he looked behind me and immediately hugged me then laid me on the floor, I was still closed because of what he did, I felt the wind so strong that I opened my eyes and first I saw Pavel running to me and protecting me.
"Are you okay?" He asked when our eyes met, I didn't answer him and he didn't wait for me to answer because he looked behind him.
"WHAT IS THAT?" Bael asked in fear so I looked behind Pavel and frowned when I saw a big black wolf dog with two heads and ready to grab him with just one wrong move.
"Where did that animal come from?" Cynrad asked as he stood and looked at the monster who was sure that I was not the one who did it. The monster I made is a wolf-dog with black eyes and only one head, where did that creature come from and where is the monster I made?
I stopped thinking about where the monster in front of us came from when I realized that a slave of darkness like me can create bigger monsters than me. Alada.
I looked at the monster, I was sure that the monster in front of us was from Alada.
Then she follows me and watches over me.
"Bow!" I screamed when I saw that the monster was going to grab Bael, Cynrad and Bael immediately bent down, and at the same time, the monster attacked Bael's behavior causing Bael to have a wound on his cheek due to the monster's scratch. I immediately sat up and then focused to summon the monster I had created.
"Will you protect them Ksara" I opened my eyes when I heard Alada's voice whisper in my ear. I looked around but I didn't see Alada around, she must be playing with me right now.
I closed my eyes again to call the monster I created when Cynrad pushed me causing me to open my eyes.
"What are you doing?" Cynrad said annoyed.
I didn't answer him that's why I whistled causing a strong wind and the monster I made came out from behind us to face the monster made by Alada.
"Where did that one come from?!" Bael screamed in shock and hid in a big rock. I feel the fear of their three things that make the monster that Alada made even stronger.
"Don't be afraid," I said so they looked at me. "You should get afraid of the newcomer monster" I added that their foreheads were wrinkled, if they were afraid of the monster I made, it would probably be stronger than Alada's.
"There is a possibility that he will eat all four of us at the same time." My threats made their eyes widen, and I felt the strength that came from their fears.
I saw Alada's monster rush at the monster I made so I immediately controlled it to fight Alada's monster, it bit Alada's monster on the neck and then threw it away from us.
"Let's go," I said and pulled them away from that place, even though they were scared and they still managed to follow me.
I took a deep breath when we got away from the place where the monsters Alada and I created were fighting. Alada will surely pick me up and punish me again for what I did.
I looked at the three.
"Is everything alright?" Pavel asked then looked at me.
"Your nose is bleeding." He said to me because he was holding me by my nose and watching my hand. I swallowed when I saw that there was blood.
"Are you okay?" asked Pavel who immediately approached me. I looked at him and the fear was obvious in his eyes, not because of the monster he saw earlier but because of the blood coming from my nose.
"Does something hurt you?" he asked but I didn't answer. This man.....
"That man, he likes you."
"Take care of the man who hugged you earlier when your human body got up, I can feel the love he feels for you."
I remembered again what the boy and the angel had said to me.
....He shouldn't keep expressing whatever he feels about me. Because no matter what, I can never repay that feeling.