Chapter 55

"No!" I shouted as my eyes widened as I looked at Pavel and Karma, I could see how Karma's body fell on Pavel whose eyes were also wide. My tears flowed again because of the darkness that happened to Karma.

Pavel gently touched Karma's face as tears welled up in his eyes. "K-Karma..." Pavel weakly called the girl he was holding, my mouth fell open when I saw how Alada took Karma's soul right in front of Pavel.

Alada's one-week stay with Pavel to be with Karma has ended. I approached Pavel and was about to touch his face when my hand penetrated his face.

"Pavel, hold on." My chest is tight. I looked at the Karma that Pavel was holding, within a week after the new year, I could see how the two started again, they introduced themselves to each other until they found each other again and now, again Karma was withdrawn again, I left Pavel alone again.

The surroundings darkened again, a minute later I was in front of Pavel standing in front of a grave.

"Karma." He called while looking at the grave in front of him, if I'm not mistaken he just buried the body of Karma who was with him, he himself dug a hole and put the body underground, I wiped the tears that fell on the my eyes

"Why... Why did you leave me again?" I was stunned by what he said. I looked at him sitting in front of the grave. "Suddenly the memories came back to my mind, how we tried to escape the town and the curse. Suddenly everything came back to my mind Karma."

"Pavel.." I whispered.

"I will find you again, I will find the second Karma." Pavel was crying, then it started to rain, I watched Pavel take a bath in the rain while he was crying, he only stopped when he heard the baby's cry. I immediately followed Pavel towards the end part of the cemetery where the child's cry was coming from.

I stopped walking when I saw Pavel take the child, my lips parted when I saw the soul of the child he was holding.

"K-Karma." Pavel called to the child he was holding. My tears flowed spontaneously as I looked at Pavel who was smiling while holding the baby he called Karma. The second Karma, Pavel had seen the Second Karma several hundred years ago.

"Karma don't run or you'll fall!" I turned my back and in an instant the place changed again, Pavel and the girl running in the middle were in a wide field, Pavel was laughing while looking at the girl he called Karma.

"Karma take it easy!"

"Pavel! Pavel! I have a flower in my ear!" The young Karma said playfully while running away from Pavel.

I watched how Pavel took care of the child, how he loved the young Karma until one moment I was in front of the crying Pavel while hugging the bloody body of the young Karma. I looked around and saw people looking at Pavel.

"Call for help please! chase after Karma!" Pavel was crying, but no one moved or acted, causing me to bow my hand.

"CALL HELP WHAT?!" I shouted but no one could hear me, I looked at Pavel who was crying. "Pavel--" I didn't finish what I was going to say when the surroundings suddenly turned around and I landed in another place, my eyes searched for Pavel and I saw him smiling at an old woman. I was stunned while looking at the two.

"What's your name again?" The old woman asked Pavel.

"Pavel, my name is Pavel." Pavel said to the old woman, the old woman smiled at Pavel. "I'm...I forgot my name." The old woman said to pavel, Pavel laughed and took the old woman's hand.

"Karma, you are Karma." Pavel said with a smile so I looked at the old woman in front of him, my mouth dropped when I saw the soul inside the old woman's body. The third Karma.

As before, I watched Pavel take care of and make the old woman laugh again, until the day came when Karma would say goodbye again, old Karma's body had weakened with old age, while Pavel did not change his appearance. . He doesn't age. I wiped the tears that fell from my eyes when I saw how Pavel once again hugged the lifeless body of the Third Karma.

That's right, it hurts, if I dream about my past lives I want to wake up, I can't bear to see Pavel hurt and cry again and again. He saw how I would die three times, how about a hundred more times he will see me die.

It hurts so much, I can't take it anymore, I want to wake up, I don't want to see what happened in the past. I don't want to go back to how I can't remember Pavel and how I died again and again in front of him, how Pavel remembers his memories, how he forgets the people around him every time the new year comes. I don't want it anymore, that's right. Please, I want to wake up.

I closed my eyes as the surroundings darkened again, when I woke up I thought I was awake, but no, because I was in a new place where Pavel was in front of me while smiling at the woman in front of him, she was a Princess and if judging by Pavel's outward appearance, they are only about the same age.

"I'm Pavel." Pavel said to the woman in front of him, the princess smiled at him then held out her hand.

"I'm Princess Hasmin, thank you for saving me." He said with a smile to Pavel.

"Nothing Karma." I was stunned by what Pavel said then I stared at the woman, my lips parted when I saw the soul inside the princess. What year is it now? The surroundings are quite modern, I looked at Pavel.

"The other one hundred and thirty-eight Karma." I whispered while looking at Pavel.

My tears fell as I looked at the two, a hundred years have passed since Alada's curse took place, a hundred years have passed but Pavel's appearance has not changed, during that one hundred years it is visible Pavel told me how I could die and how I could end up in different bodies.

Pavel slowly disappeared in front of me along with another one hundred and thirty eight Karma.

"KARMA!" I turned behind me when I heard Pavel's scream, I swallowed when I saw Pavel running towards Hasmin's bloody body, he was wearing shields and holding a sword, I looked around, the palace was chaotic and its walls are broken, dead bodies are also scattered around. My eyes widened.

It seems that the other kingdom attacked the kingdom led by Hasmin and it seems that there was a bloody battle between the two.

"Karma! Karma open your eyes please! Karma! don't leave me!" I looked at Pavel who was crying while holding Hasmin's body. My hair rose as I looked at the two.

"Karma please, don't leave me again, please open your eyes." I sat while looking at the two.

"Karma, please, Karma...KARMA!" cried Pavel while hugging Hasmin's dead body.

"Sorry... Sorry." I whispered while standing next to Pavel.

"Sorry, I left you again." I said crying while looking at Pavel, I was about to wipe Pavel's tears when my hand penetrated him again.

"Y-You left me again." He said crying while hugging Hasmin's body.

"Sorry." I whispered.

"I'm sorry, I don't want to leave you." I said while bending down. "Forgive me."

"Karma." I was stunned when I heard Pavel's voice behind me. I looked behind me and saw Pavel looking at me.

"Do you see me?" I asked him.

"Pavel!" Suddenly, a child entered from behind me, I bent down and watched the child run towards Pavel. The place has changed again, I am inside the palace, the palace where everything has roots.

And in front of me, Pavel was carrying one hundred and thirty-nine Karmas.

"Have you eaten?" Pavel asked his young load.

"MM! Brother Pavel, I'm not Karma, I'm Akira." The boy said softly to Pavel, Pavel just laughed then pinched the girl's nose.

"Let's go to town?" Pavel asked.

"Yey! come on come on!" The Child said happily then hugged Pavel, I wiped my tears.

I understand everything.

I was shown my past lives so that I could know and remember everything. I also understand that every time I die, Pavel suddenly remembers everything, and every time the new year comes he will forget everything again, but before he forgets everything he writes the name 'Karma' on his palm. And now I understood more about me, the last Karma he was waiting for. Ksara was the last Karma that Pavel was waiting for to break the curse between us. So that Pavel can rest, so that Pavel's suffering can end.

My death is also Pavel's death.

But, little by little I have only time left, the curse I gave up to make Alada's curse disappear from the town, I have to go back to my time to be with Pavel and bring back his memories of me. About our past, I can't wait for him to remember me when I'm no longer alive.

"Wake up, I won't allow them to pass me the crown until you wake up Ksara. "I looked at the speaker, Pavel. Cynrad, Bael and Abiah were by his side. My eyes widened when I saw them.

I'm back, Pavel is in front of me again.

"Pavel!" I said with a smile, but my smile slowly disappeared when I saw what was in front of Pavel.

My body, I thought about myself. Why can't I enter my body?