Chapter 61

The drive was long and boring, but it was a relief when we pulled onto Dean's pack lands, and I recognised it instantly. My heart beating rapidly and my palms sweating at the thought of seeing them again, Matthew and I had time to catch up, but I couldn't wait to have all of them by my side. I needed them all. Wanted them all.
I couldn't wait to tell them that I was pregnant, Matthew and I had spoke about it in length on the journey and even had a few name ideas depending on the sex. But I wanted to see the others and tell them so bad, I wanted them to know how much I had missed them... how much I loved them.
I had hated being away from them more than anything else I had ever experienced, I just wanted to be comfortable in their arms. Comfortable and safe with the men i love.
I jumped out of the car as soon as it stopped, rushing into the pax house so fast I barley heard matthews voice telling me to slow down. I burst through the doors, causing all eyes to turn to me, including Dean, Zane and Alexander, the smiles that lit up their faces breathtaking.
I ran towards Zane first, estatic to see that he was alright. I threw my hands around his neck and jumped on him, almost causing him to lose his balance.
"He threatened to kill you, he showed me a picture of you and you were injured and I was so scared id never get to see you again. I'm so sorry I wasn't strong enough to escape. I'm so sorry." I rambled into his neck.
Zane chuckled slightly, wrapping his arms around me and pulling me close. "I missed you too baby."
"I was so scared." I sobbed, crying against him as I finally let my feelings lose, my heart breaking into tiny pieces.
"You are safe now sweetness. He'll never get you again." Dean said, moving forward to stroke my back. "I'm sorry it took us so long to get you. We had to wait until it was safe."
"I'm just glad to be home." I whisper, turning to smile at Alexander, "you too, come here." I say, holding my hand out towards him.
Alexander smiled a million dollar smile, "I missed you little spitfire. It wasn't the same here without you."
I climbed down from Zane's arms, turning my whole body towards Alexander. "I have to tell you all something."
"what is it love? Are you ok?" Zane asks, concerned.
"Alexander, I'm pregnant and it's yours." I say with a small laugh, caressing my stomach. "I found out yesterday."
Their faces instantly light up, Alexander grabbing me and spinning me around before pulling me into a massive hug.
"you're pregnant?!" He shouts, laughing nervously and happily at the same time.
"we'll get you checked out by the doctor as soon as he's available." Dean smiles widely, "we are going to be dads guys."
"I can't believe it! A dad, me!" Zane bellows, strutting around in a happy dance.
matthew stands there with a wide smile, already knowing the news, all of them were happy. Pleased that we were having a baby together, and all of them would be the dad. All of them would love the child more than anything. Our child.
"I can't believe it, do you know the sex or anything?" Alexander asks, clearly not knowing how it works.
"Nope it's too early, I had to fight to keep it." I frown, remembering my conversation with Drax.
"He will never hurt our pup." Nyx snarls, already as protective as I am.
Dean scowls, his hands balling into fists. "What do you mean?"
"Dont tell me he tried to make you abort." Zane gasps, shaking his head in disgust.
Alexander growls, picking up a vase and throwing it across the room. "If he ever lays a hand on my child I will kill him." He shouts.
"I didn't let him." I whisper, placing my hands on Alex's arm. "I would never let him hurt it."
"so if you are a few weeks along, that means that it's only two or three month until you pop." Zane smiles, once again back to the happy thoughts. "We have so much to do."
"we need to create a nursery." Dean agrees.
"how is this going to work? Our packs are divided." Matthew frowns, scratching his stubble. "will it spend equal time in all places?"
"How about we join the packs together?" I ask, looking between them all. "What if we meld everyone together, become one strong pack. All of you can remain alphas. It'll make sure we all stay safe from Drax and his pack of rogues."
alex smiles, "you are an intellectual young lady." He says, turning to the others. "Our lands border one another, I think it's a great idea."
"we can still govern our own people, but be one unit." Dean adds, nodding his head. "I say we go for it."
"I'll do anything for our child." Zane smiles, placing his hand onto my stomach, "I just can't wait to meet them."
"He can't wait to meet you either." I giggle, pulling him in for a hug. "I bet he can't wait to meet all of you."
"Then we are all in agreement, now young lady... I think it's time we get you back to bed, that was a long drive." Matthew says as he lifts me into his arms, cradling me against his chest. "I love you red wolf."
"i love you too." I whisper, turning to the others. "All of you."