Chapter 87 - Hannah

My mum was the Red wolf, she was famous, she united the clans, she defeated any enemy that came up against her. She was radiant and so strong. it was a hard legacy to live up to, but she never once pressured me or any of my brothers and sisters, i was the second to youngest, so i guess that is why i am babied a lot, but i am 18 today and i wanted to be treated more like an adult. i wanted to be seen for who i was, not who my mum or fathers were. Yeah, fathers, i have 5 of them.
What a conversation starter huh? But i know who my biological father was and that was Drax, he didnt meet mum like the others did, he used to be the bad guy, back when mum was first pregnant with the twins. back when the war happened and mum defeated her great evil.

i was so sick of all the stories and the oos and aahs at who my mother was, and what my fathers had done. it was like people think i didn't know who i was born to. I'm nothing like my mother or my siblings, i don't care about rising through the ranks, i don't care about looking my best, or being the perfect daughter/sister.
i fell like no one understands me in this family, like i am all alone. Even logan loves the spotlight, he was the only gay one to ever exsist in the family, on all sides. so he loved it. He loved being shown off. i on the other hand despised being seen. even my biological father Drax loved the attention his wife got him, to share a mate though; that i couldn't imagine,
i bet it was hard for them all at first, until they adjusted to it.
But i knew i would never be able to do it. Yuck.
i just wished that one person in my family would see me, just one!
i was old enough to find my mate, but none of my siblings had been that lucky, so i guess i wont be either.
i sigh, rolling over in bed, wishing i could just diapear. it was the family meeting today, the day we all voices our dislikes etc etc, ugh, i didnt want to go, no one listened to me anyway. All they thought about was me, me, oh and me. they're all the same. i hate it.
Maria and Jonathan just cared about taking over this pack, they would rule together, they did everything together, they were insepreable. Lacy would take over Drax's home pack, because she was older, she had the blood of an alpha, and the attitude of one too, she was slowly losing her shyness as mum trained her on how to rule with a iron fist, but to also be merciful where possible, i didnt get it. but i didnt want to be an alpha, or supreme alpha, so i didn't need to care. i didn't need to learn.
Logan would inherit a pack somewhere north, and Matthew would inherit one to the west, we would all be split up as we got older, which seemed to have always been the plan. The youngest twins Darcy and Lily didnt want to rule either, they wanted to be models in the human world, and they were granted that, so long as they always had an esscort, which of course, they didn't mind, anything to get what they want.
I just hated this life, i wasn't anybody in this family, and i always felt like an outsider.
My own father, Drax, who began in this family as an outsider didn't even understand. How could he?
They all got everything they wanted, everything they could ever dream about.
But most of them didn't even work for it!
They were handed everything on a silver platter.
Everyone bowed down to my family, the largest rulling pack on this continent.
i just wished i could go somewhere else, i wanted to chase away the fame and travel the world.
i wanted to see everything life has to offer, WITHOUT my family name.
I would tell no one where i am from, or who my mother is.
Not when they didn't need to know.
I will never be like my siblings, and that is fine by me. i didn't want to be like them.
My mother and fathers think that no one inherited mothers powers, they think we all bypassed the blood of the red wolf.
But i didn't.
My wolf Skyla was as red as blood.
i am the next red wolf.
But i don't want it. i don't want the attention it brings.
i will never be like my mother.