Chapter 88 - Hannah.

**Hannah POV **

i spent the whole day deciding what to pack, it wasn't easy to shove your entire life into a suitcase, but i guess that i didn't need to, I was creating a brand new life, one that was entirely my own, and no one will be able to stop me.
I just have to keep the fact that I am the next red wolf a secret, and i'd take it to my grave if it meant that i could live my life as i wanted.
I don't need fame, i don't need to find my mate and settle down. I don't even need money, although it is nice not to worry about where your next 100 is coming from. My parents are rich, richer than anyone else in north america. But that never really mattered to me.
It will get me what i want however, it'll gove me freedom that others can only dream about.
"I don't like this one bit." Skyla grumbles, "We are leaving our entire family behind for selfish reasons, Hannah this could be a big mistake."
"It could be a mistake, you are right about that, but it could also be a dream come true." I slam my case closed and zip it up. "You have to understand the life you want isn't my dream, its yours, and eventually we will settle down, and maybe i'll even accept what i am, but for now i don't want any of it." I put my converse on and lace them up. "I want you to just let me have this one thing, and then after a few months of traveling we can come home, maybe find our mate."
I hear her sigh, and i know that I've won, for now.
"It's hard to accept how different you truly are sometimes." She admits with a harsh laugh. "But you are right, we are young, we have plenty of time to do what i want, this is about you, and your dream." She heaves another sigh. "I'll support you, i alwaus will. But i have to boice my worry. We'll be vulnerable out there all alone."
I laugh, "We are the red wolf, no one can beat us."
"Mother trained before she got to the point she's at now, blind power doesn't make us invinsible Hannah." She growls, "You can't just think that because we are the red wolf that we can go against any one or anything. It doesn't work like that."
I growl back, slipping on my coat, "I know that, I'm not an idiot Skyla."
"I never said you were." She sighed, retreating into the back of my mind where i can't contact her.
"Fine. Be like that." I snap, knicking one of the posts on the bed.
She could be so infuriating. Sometimes i just wish the goddess had given me another wolf, one that had the same dreams as me.
But she didn't and i am stuck with one who bad mouths me all the time. It is like she hates me.
Gods, sometimes i think that i might hate her.
Everything is so much worse when we fight, I hate it when we fight.
I don't want the responsibility that comes with being the red wolf, why can't she understand that?
Why is it so hard for her to understand that i don't want it?
If it were my brothers or sisters, i know that any one of them would be excited for it, they'd train with mother the first chance that they get and they'd conquer everything. But i am NOT them, and i don't know how many times i have to make that clear.
For the love of all stupid things, i just wish she'd realise how different i am from them all.
They want the power and fame, I just want to lead an exciting life away from all the drama.
I want to travel, explore, I want to experience everything that i can.
I wnat to see every corner of this world and know that wherever i end up it is because i chose it, not because it was chosen for me.
i look st my watch, my plan leaves in a couple of hours and mother promised she'd drive me to the airport.
Luckily most of my brothers and sisters are away, so i don't have to deal with any messy goodbyes. I hope not anyway.
I already said goodbye to my fathers. None of them were happy, But they all follow mums lead, even when they don't want to.
Sure, they'll argue about it. But she will always get her own way in the end.
"Hannah!" mum shouts from just outside the bedroom door. "its time to go."
Now my life truly begins, and it begins with my first choice. I'm going to spain.
I open the bedroom door, smiling brightly. "I'm ready." I say, and i am.
I am finally ready for my life to truly begin.