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Chapter fifteen
Jayde
"Come closer," his voice was stiff and deep. The frown on his face reminds me of the fact that I could still undo it before he starts talking about it.
I could take the lead and tell him all that is there to it.
But that also means I will also kiss goodbye to my one million dollars. No, I don't want to do that. I've gone far already.
Gosh, I'm so scared. I've been fidgeting. I just have to pray he doesn't get I'm not Hattie.
"Move closer," he repeats and I force my legs to take a step forward, they shake under me as they respond to my inner command.
"Your mom told me you've suddenly decided to marry Henry, why?" His gaze was on me as if he was looking for something that would strike a chord.
I fidget with my fingers. I didn't want to notice it but I have no choice but to today.
My nails have been trimmed and manicured. I have nice long nails now, with awesome designs.
My heart is still breathing heavily and I fear he might hear them. I quickly think of his question.
Why will someone agree to marry someone? Well, lots of reasons can be attached but I have to stick to the safer side and go for a more convenient one.
"Well, I accepted because I love him."
"Love?" He raises questioning brows at me, " I thought you said you didn't?"
I remember Hattie's ex-boyfriend immediately. I know he's adorable and handsome but who knows if Henry is more than that.
What am I even saying? Henry is part of Ayles' billionaire family. Rumor has it, even though I've never seen him before that he's an epitome of handsomeness.
And coupled with the fact that he's rich and intelligent. Is there more a lady could ever want? Well, ladies like me no. But ladies like Hattie? I don't know.
So, I will just stick to my policy.
"That's because I've never seen him and I thought he wouldn't be someone I can fall in love with. You know he went out of the state and is just back recently," thanks to rumors I hear all around.
I look up at him slowly when his look at me gets too intense.
"And have you met him recently?"
Should I say a yes, or no? What if he goes ahead questioning Henry? Wouldn't that mean I lied?
"No, but I've seen his pictures."
He suddenly smiles, "That's my girl. Come here," he says and stretches his arms wide for me.
I move closer and end up in his embrace. He doesn't seem so cold like I thought he'd be.
He smooths my hair slowly, "You do know I love you right?"
I nod slowly, "Yes, I'm aware of that."
"Yes, you should. I love you and I know Henry is the best for you. You guys will sort it out after you get married," he pulls back, the wide smile still on his face.
I smile too so he wouldn't notice anything. But in the real sense, I was getting tired of the talks.
I haven't slept well; I need to go back inside and sleep.
"I'm sure you will be happy and you will come back and thank me."
I made an inner smirk. A I want is for this man to leave me alone.
Everyone was called back in while I place my head on his shoulder.
The moment Beatrice walked in and saw how I and Hattie's father are, she smiles and call James"s inside.
"I will be leaving. You should call Betty to come here quickly so she can go and get whatever she wants," she says and walks to us, " I need to leave now."
My father or should I call her Hattie's father?
Anyways, he nods briefly, " I will leave soon too. I have a flight to catch. I will be back just in time for the wedding."
At the word, " Wedding," my heart made a sudden thud in my chest.
I can't believe I will be getting married in two days. The thought alone makes me want to run a bath for two days.
Maybe I should start after these two are gone.
"Hattie, I will call you," Beatrice says and walk out.
The other maids disperse again except for James who stood at the corner of the living room.
"Hattie," finally! My father pulled me away slowly, " I have to go now so I don't miss my flight."
I smile and nod briefly, "Alright sir."
We both stand and I walk him to his car. Something I'm used to doing at home.
I wave him goodbye and watch him drive out of the compound before I walk back in.
I'm feeling very much sleepy now and my eyes are now closing on their own.
I walk into the living room and James walks to me, "Are you alright?"
I yawn noisily, "Does it look like I am? I need to sleep."
" What?" He raises a brow, tiredly," Betty will be here soon."
I stretch and start walking upstairs, " The her to wait for me. I need just two hours. Thanks in advance," I say and run into my room before James would protest.
I just hope Betty doesn't come with Mercy. She's the only one wicked enough to wake me up.
With James, I don't have a problem.
Gosh! I don't believe I am going to get married soon.
I don't even believe I'm unable to forget the kisses I shared with Hattie's ex-boyfriend. Gosh, I must be going insane.
Yes, I know I have lots of problems right now.
But I have to solve them one after the other.
Let me sleep, I will go over others when I wake up.
I fall on the bed and look to my left at Hattie's picture.
What if I get married to Henry tomorrow and Hattie doesn't show up?
What if I'm forced to continue pretending to be Hattie?
What if I'm unable to avoid Henry forever? I mean it's normal if he wants to have sex with his wife.
My heart hammered wildly at the thoughts.