Test and trouble

Chapter fifty
Jayde
I look at him, unable to believe my ears. Wait for a second, Henry hasn't touched me? And I thought he had all this while. I've been feeling bad and angry at him for it. But he hasn't?
I watch him for a while, his flawless body and the fact that he can be this saint. I mean what kind of husband doesn't touch his wife on the night of the wedding day. Even when he had the opportunity to do so.
I ran away from him but I ended up in his arms. He could have done something to me that night but he didn't.
"But why did you have to pretend you did something?" Yes, if he hasn't said something like that, I wouldn't have thought he did it.
He looks at me, his head still on the edge of the bathtub, "I was just catching fun but then I didn't know you took me so seriously. Did you?"
I hit him slightly, " Of course, I did. Why wouldn't I?"
He finally raises his head, his expression skeptical, "You did?" He raises a brow, "I thought you are supposed to know if you did. I mean there will be sperm and there will be penetration."
I look away quickly, embarrassed. He's right. I was supposed to know there was no sex. Of course, I should feel it if there was any.
Gosh, how can I be so stupid?
"Wait, are you a virgin?" He says behind me.
I stiff for a moment and go deeper inside the water because I don't want to answer him.
Actually, I know how to swim. I've been learning how at every opportunity I got. There were times I do work at the pool.
Then, I would swim to my satisfaction.
In fact, I got another pool job before the bar job. I really loved it. Most times, after working so hard I would need something to cool my head. Entering the pool and staying for a moment gives me the feeling that I want.
Henry's body comes down beside me. I look to my side at his broad shoulders and his hairy chest.
My eyes stray towards his waist but he suddenly comes on top of me, stopping me from exploring further.
I shiver slightly when his cock touches my body.
I look up at the smirk on his face.
I try to push him away. Instead, his arms wrap around me and with it, he swims to the surface.
I take in a large amount of air, "What do you think you are doing?"
He smiles, "What do you think you are doing? You didn't want to tell me you are a virgin? Is that why you are so scared of me touching you?"
I look away but his finger touches my chin and forces me to look at him.
I let out a sigh and nodded slowly. Aside from that, I can't bear someone that isn't my husband to be touching me. Someone that will never be mine. Someone that isn't mine, to begin with.
He doesn't know I'm Jayde. Whatever he does with me will feel like he's doing it with Hattie.
He pull away again, "let me enjoy this shower with you. I won't disturb you," he laid his head back and close his eyes as if memorizing.
He looks so handsome, I must say.
And now that I think about it, I know for once that he's a nice man. Do I think I will still be a virgin if it was Declan I got married to?
Seriously, it still amazed me to realize I haven't been touched. And it kind of makes me want to relax with him.
"Why are you staring so hard?" He asks. He didn't open his eyes or move towards me.
I clear my throat and look away, " I wasn't staring."
"Am I handsome?"
Why is he asking me that kind of question? I ignore him but I turn to look at him again.
"What's your kind of man?" He opens his eyes and looks at me.
Why is he asking?
" Why should I tell you?"
He raises his head, " Because if you don't, we will make love at this moment," he laughs.
Is he playing me?
His right hand pulls me closer, 'Will you say or not?"
"Tall, and handsome obviously," I say quickly.
He laughs, " You are easily scared. Do you think I will really do that?" He looks so happy.
He turns away, " You should finish up."
Did he just play me? I'm going to give him a headache too. I wonder what he will think if I tell him I love Declan.
"My type is someone like Declan," I say slowly.
He turn towards me, his eyes went wider and darker.
Does it shock him that much?