How I Feel

Chapter fifty-one
Henry
It seems like I didn't hear clearly, "What did you just say?"
She stares for a while as if deciding if she should repeat it or not, " I said my type is someone like Declan."
Seriously? I don't believe this is true. So, that was why she let him kiss him? She has always been avoiding my touch but for Declan, she let him touch her.
I don't believe all this is happening. Well, what was I thinking of? That she will love me? She's not even Hattie. She's Jayde.
Declan loves Jayde and Jayde loves him. Why does that have to be a problem?
Because she said it is the problem. No matter what, she should have kept it within herself. What if someone heard?
"That's wrong for you to say!" I say, my voice showing how angry I am. I am really upset, I just don't know why.
She blinks once, "You asked me who I prefer and I gave you the answer."
Well, she's right. I was the one that asked her the question. Why did I even do that?
I let out a sigh, "it's ok. It's just that you shouldn't have mentioned him like that. He's my friend and I wonder what people will think if they hear that."
" Then you should have asked me!" She says and looks away.
I think it's time for me to leave.
I walk out of the water without another word or a second glance. I grab a towel, pick up my clothes and enter my room.
I take another cream and the other things I need, remembering my stuff is in Jayde's room.
I can't stop thinking about what she said. Aside from that, I'm kind of expressing a kind of feeling I have never felt before in my entire life.
What's that feeling?
I don't know! Fuck! I feel so annoyed. How can she love someone like Declan?
I'm very much better than him. I'm more handsome and richer than he is.
I throw the clothes I had initiated decided on away. I walk inside my closet and choose black trousers and a shirt. I'm going to the club today, I must.
A soft knock came on the door. It must be Jayde, perhaps she's here to apologize.
I jump on my bed and grab my laptop, "come in," I say without looking up.
The door opens and someone walks in. I look up and discover it's Regina.
I hiss mentally.
"Here's your breakfast sir," she says and places it on the dresser.
" Pack the clothes and dispose of them!"
She bows, " Alright," she packs the clothes and leaves.
Gosh, I feel so angry.
My phone rings suddenly, its noise startling me for a while. It's Weston.
I pick up immediately, "Hi!"
Weston laughs, "why does it seems like you are upset?"
He knows me so well, "Just something. How are you doing?"
"I'm cool. I hope you don't forget what next week is?"
I raise a brow and try to remember but I fail, " What's it about?"
"It's about your father's company anniversary
"
I hiss and lay down on the bed, " I'm going nowhere. My father already instructed me to stay at home, I will be doing just that."
Weston laughs again, short this time, " Your father is just worried about you. You are not getting any older."
I hiss, " Look at pot calling kettle black. Are you married too?"
"I'm not like you, Henry. I have siblings that's why my family is not bothered about my offspring. I will give it to them when I'm ready."
I sigh again, my mind already in a daze, " Are you coming?"
" No," he stretches the answer.
"You dare not! Why did you call me when you knew you won't come?" I feign annoyance.
He laughs again, " Your father will get angry at you. I just saved your arse."
"And I just saved you. You are to come with Beatrice," I say, remembering the promise I made to her. Gosh, I pray Weston will fall in love too.
But I don't want to fall in love. I will rather be in a loveless marriage.
"What!" Weston screams angrily, "Why should I bring her along?"
"If you dare, don't! I will cut you into pieces!" I laugh.
'I will snap you into halves before you think of that!" He says and hangs up quickly before I would say more.
That bastard!
I don't believe I'm going to that stupid party. If Weston hadn't called, o would just miss it and tell my father later on that I forgot.
I bet he would be forced to disown me.
I will be going with Jayde. Well, it's no problem.
Everything will be settled once and for all. I got married to Hattie and not Jayde, I should start taking that into use.
I can never love Jayde or get pained by whatever she says because she is not Hattie. Well, Hattie is a different case. Hattie loves me.
Yes! Right! Plan two will evolve