Consumate

Chapter sixty-eight
Henry
I kiss her so passionately, a kiss I've given her before. Fueled by the fact that I want her so much.
She tastes like sugar and honey.
I've finally been able to conclude that I live this lady with all that I am.
She succumbs as always, opening her mouth a little for my tongue to dive.
If only we weren't at the party, we might have to go further. I really want to go further.
I pull away instead and smile down at her.
I look around, my gaze caught Declan at the extreme. He's staring at us so hard.
Poor boy but Jayde is mine already. I'm not going to let anyone take her from me. She's mine and will forever be.
Our gaze met and held for a moment. Then he turns and walks away.
I look back at Jayde, "You've improved," I compliment her.
At the party, no one was bothered by us. Well, it's a very big party and we are a couple already.
She blushes and conceals her face away from me by resting it on my chest.
I pull her closer anyways. It doesn't matter. What matters is that she's mine.
I pull her apart from me a little, "Should we dance?"
She nods and I walk her to the dance floor. She really does know how to dance.
We walk out of the dance floor after exhausting ourselves.
I didn't want to come to this party but I didn't know it would be so interesting and fun. I'm glad I listened to Weston and decided to come.
"I can feel the love in the air," a deep voice says behind me suddenly. I turn to look at my father. There was this satisfying look on his face.
If only he knows this isn't Hattie but Jayde.
Anyways, it doesn't matter.
"Hi sir," Jayde says with a smile on her face.
"Hi, my darling daughter. I've asked you from Henry but he's so stubborn."
Jayde laughs, " I was feeling dizzy and he walked me out of the party."
" Oh my! Are you feeling alright now?"
" No, she's not," I interrupted before Jayde would reply.
She looks up at me and sighs.
"Then you should go home," my father looks at me, "Please escort her home."
" If I do, I won't be coming back to the party, do you agree? Because you can't expect me to leave my wife at home."
My father gives me a naughty look, " Alright, no problem."
" No sir, I am very much alright."
I nudged her slightly, " No, have you forgotten you have been feeling sick this whole time? You should go to the hospital tomorrow."
" No, I just need to sleep, I will be fine," she protests strongly. That stubborn girl.
Does she not realize I'm only trying to save her the stress of the party? She should be grateful to me.
She's not acting like Hattie and yet I'm being protective of her.
I look up at my father, "Don't mind her. She felt dizzy the other time that I had to lead her out of the hall."
My father's eyes went wide and dark, " Oh jeez, then you need to rest very well and see the doctor."
"But the party is still ongoing. It won't make any sense if we go now," she tried again.
What's really wrong with her?
My father smiles brightly, "it's alright my daughter. The party will end soon, so it's no problem."
I turn my head to look at my father, surprised. What does he mean by that?
The party is still scheduled to end five hours later.
The party that just started. Is he really kidding me right now?
"Alright sir, thank you so much," Jayde says.
He looks at me and nods for me to stay behind.
I reluctantly let go of her hand, "I will meet you in the car now. Give me a few minutes," I tell her.
She nods briefly and starts walking away.
I turn to look at my father again, "What do you mean by the party will end soon?"
He laughs, " if I don't say that. Hattie won't leave, you know she's very stubborn. Which is why I'm surprised she fell in love with someone like you."
I stare dumbfounded. What am I supposed to say in this situation?
" And make sure she sees the doctor. She might even be pregnant."
My eyes went wider on their own. My mouth flies open. I stare at my father in utter shock.
Pregnant? How can he say it like that?
I turn away without another word. He should stop making me feel weird.
I don't believe he's expecting a kid already when it's not long since we've got married.
I walk to the car hurriedly. I step inside the driver's seat.
I should have employed a chauffeur but I like it sometimes, especially when it's Jayde I'm going out with and it's not Hattie.
"What did you say that for?" Jayde asks the moment I start the car.
" You were feeling dizzy the other time, or were you not? I didn't lie about it. You've also been acting strange lately. So, I brought it up. It won't be good if you are forced to stay at the party for five hours."
Her head whips towards me, " Five hours? I thought your father said it will come to an end soon."
I laugh at her innocent, " A party we just started? That's funny," I pull out of the street, " Anyways, father told me to make sure you see a doctor and check if you are pregnant."
" Seriously," she laughs, " Pregnant? How long have we been married?"
" Well, he's right. Even if you aren't pregnant, at least I should have been opportune to be with my wife."
I don't know what I touch on her but she turns away immediately.
I clear my throat, "But it's ok. No one will know anyways as long as you don't tell them."
She didn't reply.
" But well, we could have just done it on our wedding day. It felt weird lying. If we had, it wouldn't be a lie right?"
I don't know why I asked when I knew she wouldn't reply to me.
I didn't talk again as I maneuver inside my neighborhood.
I glanced at her and notice she was sullen.
Well, I'm right, aren't I?
The main reason why I'm protecting her is that she's Jayde and not Hattie. And I'm not supposed to have anything to do with her until I'm sure I will be marrying her.
But now, I have no fear because Jayde is mine. She will be mine forever. I'm not going to let her go.
I pull into the compound and she still wouldn't look at me, talkless of talking to me.
Seems like I won't be a chance to sleep with her.
I should probably forget about it, right?
But I should apologize.
She walks inside before I could switch off the engine. The moment I drove in, Jayde got out immediately.
I switch off the engine and hurry after her.
Geez, why is she so stubborn?
When I walk inside, she was already on her way upstairs.
I hurry after.
When I got to her door and try to open it. I realize she has locked the door from inside.
I bang at the door, "Hattie! Please, Hattie, I'm really sorry. Please! I didn't mean anything I said. I just thought I should but don't take it too deep please."
I bang again and let out a sigh. I don't think she's going to open this door anytime soon.
I just lost my chance of sleeping on the same bed as her.
I don't know why I had to run my mouth anyhow.
"Goodnight," I say and sigh again. I turn around to walk to my room but the twist in the door forced me to a stop.
I turn around to the door, hope swells in me.
"Hattie, I'm really sorry," I try again, "I didn't," I am forced to a stop when the door opens and Jayde step to view.
She's in her underwear and it looks strange because I haven't seen her like this.
The only time I was able to see her naked was when I forced myself to enter the bathtub.
But the reason why this looks weird was the fact that she is the one showing me her naked body while the first time was because I forced it.
"Ja," I shake my head quickly, "Hattie, what are you doing?"
"Will you come in or should we continue the conversation like this?"
I swallow hard on my breath and step in.
I turn back to see Jayde lock the door. Is something I don't know happening?
She walks to me, "It's ok. I'm not angry."
I look all over her, " If you aren't. Then, what are you doing?"
" You are my husband, aren't you?" There was this twist in her tone but her facial expression were blank.
I can't even read what she's currently thinking about.
"I thought about what you said and seriously, you are right," she looks up now and smiles, " Aside from that. I want to do this, with you."
My heart made a sudden thud.
" What do you want to do? What are you talking about?"
She didn't answer and instead walks nearer. She stares at me for a while before she stretches to kiss me.
I stay, shock kept me motionless and speechless for a moment.
She pulls back almost immediately, "It's ok if you don't want it."
Says who?
I pull her to me immediately and taste her lips again. She tastes sweet but it feels strange that she's surrendering herself to me.
My arms wrap around her, pulling her closer to me. She shudders uncontrollably but she didn't pull away.
Her legs suddenly wrapped around my waist and her hands go around my neck.
Every part of my body screams to have a better taste of her.
I fall on the bed and roll on top of her. I pull apart and stare at her again, perhaps I will be able to read through her mind through her facial expressions.
"Why did you stop?"
I sit up and look away, "You shouldn't make decisions you won't be able to alter later on."
I can feel movement behind me but I didn't turn to look at her.
I mean yes, I really want to do this but I have to be mindful of what this will be for her.
I promise to make her mine but she's not yet mine. I shouldn't hurt her.
Her hand on my chin turns my head to look at her, "Don't you want me?"
Damn! I want her so very much! I need her like I need water in my life.
"I want you so much, I'm just not sure if we should right now."
" I permitted you. It will all be on me," she says and pulls herself closer to claim my lips again.
I kiss her for a moment before sliding down to kiss her neck. I trace the line to her breasts.
I catch one in my mouth and suck slowly. She groans. I continue to suck while squeezing the second one softly.
She's so full in my hand and well, beautiful.
I get out of my clothes, throwing the clothes around carelessly. Then, I help her get out of her clothes.
When my body meets with hers, I feel a cold shiver run down my spine. I have always wanted this.
My body feels so warm against her.
I rest beside me on my left hand while I trace the line between her breasts with my right hand. When I get to the tip of her entries, I pull away and grab my dick instead. I tease her with it slowly and she sucks in breathe.
She looks at me with such beautiful eyes. She looks really beautiful. I don't think I have ever seen someone as beautiful as she is.
Gosh, I want this lady so very much. I love her so very much.
"Do you love me?" I ask.
She stares for a while and nods briefly. She smiles brightly, " I love you more than I have ever loved myself. I love you so very much."
I smile too, " I love you too," I say and come on top of her before I push in my dick. She screams and holds unto me so tight.
She's a virgin, I remember right. So I reduce the space.
I push in slowly.
Her arms are around me, holding me so close as if she was scared of someone taking me away.
I kiss her again and I slow the penetration.
She closes her eyes and I can feel the tears at the corner of her eyes.
I just don't know if it's a tear of happiness or otherwise.
Gosh, this is what I have always wanted.