Chapter 33

Yenn entered Jiwoon"s room with a tie and a belt in his hands, in case Jiwoon didn"t do what he want, he would just force him to it! He clenched his fist gripping the items tightly in his palms.
It—it has to be now and I would finally feel better after I did it too. Right, there"s no room for conscience, I just have to fuck him and after that, the nightmares will end'
He bound his hands up with the belt and use the tie to lock his arms on the headboard of the bed. He bit his lower lip flustered about what to do next. Should he took his clothes off first or just simply go for it? Fuck! He don"t know and he definitely don"t want to imagine himself fucking this dude's arse. How did Jiwoon even do it? He just have to put it in. His face paled, visualizing himself ramming it inside! Holy shit! That"s gross!! —and he definitely don"t want to fuck a guy!
Its way too disgusting!
Come on!
His brain flashed back the raped scene in his head. His face paled, confused, disgusted, scared, he don"t know what to call it. Just damn. Why is it happening now? He"s totally panicking!
"Yenn?" he heard Jiwoon called out, the blindfold in his eyes didn"t hide his furrowed brows. He felt Jiwoon gazing fixatedly at him and he just realized he"s wearing a goddamn polka dotted tie! He puffed out a loud laugh which startled Jiwoon then he shifted his body embarrassingly.
"Don"t laugh you shit! It"s the only thing I found!"
He snickered a bit, reckoning that he just had to do it after all he can"t just back out now, then finally, he took Jiwoon"s shirt off and clumsily undid his pants, pulling the fly off and tugging it down as he unceremoniously throw Jiwoon"s clothes on the floor. He gazed down seeing his rough, chiseled chest that was blatantly revealed in front of his eyes. His heart leaped, he didn"t expect Jiwoon to have these kind of muscles!
He was slim and he was only a head taller than him so he assumed that they likely had the same build but....this... is fucking hot and sexy! He never knew this guy was so damn erotic! He gulped hard, the lump on his throat was getting bigger and bigger, he unexpectedly had an immediate demand to rubbed his face in those goddamn abs and just forget the unnerving enviousness that he"s feeling right now.
But.
Fuck?
Why is this guy too hot?
It"s so unfair!
The God gave him such a sinful body and here he is, a goddamn petite height with a flimsy kind of body! Should he really ravage him right now? He could get through with it if he had this kind of build! How to fuck a guy? He definitely should have known but he"s a goddamn virgin and how would he know, he still haven"t fucked anyone in his life!
His guts was thrown into a sense of panic berating his brain to shut up, focus and stop acting like a goddamn teenager, his eyes gleamed with lust, the heated desires boiled his mind into a foggy—steamy and alluring thoughts.
Screw that shit!
He tossed the question in the back of his mind and yanked the blindfold in Jiwoon"s face, he dive into his mouth for a wild and desperate kiss, it was abrupt and forceful but he doesn"t care, he just want to feel the heat, he pushed his lips to Jiwoon"s, clumsily prying into his mouth as he nudge his tongue forward seeking for a little entrance but the fucking moron shut his lips tight and teased him with his pecks, he slammed his hands on his chest, whining his desperate urges to Jiwoon to open his goddamn mouth and that made Jiwoon chuckled a bit, taunting his flunked attempts—and that truly drove him mad! He clenched his teeth then he gently licked Jiwoon"s mouth teasing it slowly as he lightly tugged his lower lip with his teeth, expecting a good reaction from him and finally, his action was rewarded with a low groan from the guy beneath him then a hot wet tongue sweep through his lips, prompting him to come closer and taste him more, this time, he back away making Jiwoon clicked his tongue in irritation, it was clear that he also wanted him and yeah he want it too!
He fucking like it too, he inched his face to Jiwoon"s, capturing his mouth again as their slick tongues fused together, slurping and tugging each other as his head slid further back to his, deepening their kiss, it was this moment that he felt he wanted something—something from Jiwoon that would make his mind get blown away.
He ran his fingers into Jiwoon"s hair, grabbing him closer to him and locking their mouths together as they desperately yearned for each other"s heat. The hot kiss melt his thoughts making him unable to reckon what the hell is happening. His mind was blank and his aching erection already yearned for a goddamn attention—and that fucking attention was what he already thrown in the back of his brain ages ago. Fuck! He want to fuck!
He rocked his hips.....grinding and thrusting it to Jiwoon"s boxers, unfurling the sudden surge of lust in his belly. He break the kiss momentously, undoing his fly and taking his pants off as he blatantly sit down on Jiwoon"s stomach. He glanced at his face for a moment, seeing him panting and struggling to break free on his shackled hands. He wet his lips contemplating about what"s nex—.
Screw that shit!
He"s totally horny as fuck and he just want a fucking release! He unbind the belt in Jiwoon"s hands then he was suddenly clasped into a tight hug and his body was shortly flung back into the bed. He felt Jiwoon"s hard chest pressed into his own, cornering him down as the both of his hands was pinned down the seams. "I won"t run away" he giggled at him, seeing a covetous expression on Jiwoon"s face.
He loosened his grip then Yenn wrapped his arms around Jiwoon"s nape aiming for another kiss but Jiwoon leaned down planting small kisses on his neck as he bit and licked on it leaving a trail of red marks on his porcelain skin, tickling and evoking his inner desires as he felt his erection stiffened more.
"Can I fuck you"
Jiwoon asked, grinding his boxer to his own as both of their shaft rubbed to each other. He let out a low groan, feeling the intense heat that seeps into his body as his mind was too clouded to even think. He slowly nod his head, not caring about who"s who and just want a goddamn release! He bit his lips then he reached out touching Jiwoon"s boxers with his shaky hands, contemplating.
He rubbed his palms to Jiwoon"s evident boner, giving it a gentle stroke with his hands measuring his length.
A ruler"s length?
He gradually wrapped his hand around it feeling his thickness and the hard sensation that transmit a searing heat between his fingers. He licked his lips and look into Jiwoon"s eyes asking for a hint of what to do next. Jiwoon chuckled a bit and answered him with a hot scorching kiss then he felt his hands slid inside his boxers, clasping his prick into his hand as he gently gave it a stroke and a light pinched on his tip that made his body jolt, he wrapped his arms around his neck and part his leg a bit for Jiwoon to continue his deed.
His mouth let out a low moan sensing the abrupt hard knead in his dick that turned into a fast and aggressive heave of up and down stroke, he whimpered in Jiwoon"s lips arching his back forward sensing the nearing release but Jiwoon stopped his hand, yanking his boxers down and breaking the kiss. He gasped for air, panting and staring at Jiwoon"s face.
Damn that was intense!
He had a deep flushed of red in his cheeks and a heated pair of eyes that are staring back at him. His moistened lips curved into a prude smile then he bend down taking his prick into his mouth, startling him to sit up.
Jiwoon licked the tip of his shaft playing with it in his tongue as he sucked it hard making him let out a loud moan. He tried to shove his head away but his hands trembled in pleasure making him scruff his fingers into Jiwoon"s hair, he thrust his hips forward to his face enjoying the hot coat of his mouth, his mind was fogged with the charring heat, losing his will to resist as he completely immersed himself in pleasure.
He whimpered a bit telling Jiwoon that he"s about to come and urging him to let go but Jiwoon sucked him harder and deeper into his mouth as he finally let out his load inside him. Jiwoon gulped, swallowing his bits that kinda gross him out. He shifted in his seat aiming to give him a blow too but Jiwoon pressed him down to bed.
"Just, let me fuck you" he hoarsely whispered near his ear, he slightly nod then he saw Jiwoon yanked his boxers showing him his enormous shaft. He gulped down, scared and tried to ran away. No way! That—that"s cheating! There"s no way he"ll take that in!
No!
He shift in his seat uncomfortably, beads of cold sweat dripped into his face. He never see anyone"s prick and he knew that he"ll bottom up in this. Fuck! It hurts so much okay! He already took that thing in and he knew it hurts! He even bleed! Yenn bit his lips, trying to think of a reason to back out.
Too late...
He knew it will be too late and Jiwoon probably won"t listen to him anymore, given that he"s totally horny as fuck! He glanced at Jiwoon"s face, seconds that tick in the clock near the bed became louder and louder. He"s wasting time but Jiwoon inched closer to him, holding his legs and giving it a wide spread, he prod his prick in his hole and slowly rubbed it there.
He felt himself getting wet and that"s definitely weird. He"s aroused! Jiwoon tried to put in the tip as he dive into his lips, pushing his shaft forward and— Ouch! It hurts!
He shoved him off, leaning his back on the headboard of the bed. His eyes teared up at the sudden sharp pain, remembering the scene back then and what the fuck? Jiwoon doesn"t even want to prepare him off?! He slapped his face then kicked him away as he stand up from the bed.
He"s definitely insane for making himself had sex with this guy again, Jiwoon hurt him and he hate him so why the fuck is he allowing the guy to fuck him again?! He bend down, picking his boxers and pants on the floor as he stomped his feet away and head back to his room. This thing should not happen again.
Never, and not anymore.
The nightmare was...
still engraved deeply inside him...