Chapter 39

Yenn sprint away in a rabbit speed, he couldn"t believe himself that he totally kissed Jiwoon impulsively. It was a spur of the moment and he was acting cutely but still— That was embarrassing and really unbelievable! He ran back slowly when he almost reach their camp, he didn"t realized that he really left Jiwoon in a big distance. He panted and sit at the nearby rock, waiting for his figure to come closer before he walk again.
Well, you never know maybe he would get lost and he don"t want to be blamed for that.
After a few minutes, He finally saw Jiwoon carrying a heavy load of firewood in his back. He really made him carry more and that"s kinda harsh. He assisted him with the loads but Jiwoon put all his firewood into his own and they walk back with him the only one carrying everything. He sighed in defeat and just let him do the deed.
They reach the camp at dusk and everyone scolded them for being late, they still need to cook!
They laughed out and helped them to set up the fire. After the campfire was set up perfectly, they all gather around chatting and exchanging few bits of their experiences about the camping trips they had before.
The others have done the cooking, giving everyone their portions as they all eat in a partnered manner scattering themselves on the entire space as they had private talks with the others. Jiwoon sat up next to Byul, intending to asked about his new discovery and aiming to congratulate him for finding a pair. Well he still need that piece of advice so he gotta chat him up for that.
"Hey man, you finally got laid?" he asked grinning mischievously as he tapped Byul"s shoulder blade.
"What?" Byul looked at him suspiciously then he had a denying gaze in his face.
"Come on, I knew you were fucking someone" he insisted, nudging him to spill the beans out but he just received a glare from him, telling him to go away.
"How so? I"m not up for a fuck okay"
"But I heard it, yesterday I was about to knock on the door but you were screwing someone inside your room so I changed my mind" he teased seeing a sudden flushed of red in his cousin"s face. He want to tease him more but he heard him clicked his tongue. "Dude, I was just you know.. having a morning exercise"
"Yeah sure and there"s a sound of a moaning girl. Come on spill it out. Who is it?" he asked persistently, he know Byul. He wouldn"t hide it unless it"s someone he likes but he just want to tease him so it really doesn"t matter if he want to keep it to himself. His smile disappeared when Byul became teary-eyed. Fuck?! Is it too much to ask him that? Why the hell is he trying to cry?
"Fuck, man I bottomed up" Byul scruff his fingers to his hair as he paused eating his curry. They"re in the farthest corner of the field and it was quite dark so he don"t see much of his expression.
"Bottom up?" he asked perplexed, taking the spoon to his mouth for another bite. What"s the big deal when he drank beers in the morning?
"The hell man! I"m telling you I was fucked by a guy" Byul irritatingly state his misunderstood meaning. He involuntarily dropped the spoon in his curry to the ground as it mercilessly got smudge with the dirty soil. He widen his eyes in shock and amusement. What?! This straight and his playboy cousin was fucked?! Wait?! Aren"t they in a similar situation?! It was good but why the hell did he let himself get fucked..
Is he pent up or— a series of assumptions and presumptuous thoughts filled his mind, he stared at Byul quietly prompting him to spill more of it but Byul turned his head away evading the topic.
"I also fuck a guy you see, so we"re on the same boat, no need to hide it." He sighed softly easing the uncomfortable atmosphere between them.
"Who?"
"You know it so, tell me about yours"
"Damn?! So that"s why you and Yenn was ignoring each other for weeks" Byul smirked at him, already understand his own demise. "Yeah so spill yours now" he urged him already irritated with his goddamn pauses and unnerving mocks.
"Chill, it was forceful actually. He fucked me without my consent"
"Oh?" he winced, remembering himself doing that too in a certain someone. It was really an unforgivable thing to do and he basically know that Byul would probably get back at him like Yenn did. Although, he knew Byul doesn"t mind sex with anyone. He still had his pride and that fucking golden" standards.
"Yeah, he really slammed his dick to me. I tell you what, it really hurt like hell!"
"Ahaha...but it seems like you don"t mind? Who is it anyway?"
"I didn"t know that you"re so curious about me, Hyung?"
"Just wanna know whether you like it, do you?"
"Yeah but I don"t like being forced. I hate that."
"Oh...?" he chuckled in agreement, told you he don"t mind sex. In fact, Byul is much worse than him when it comes to that kind of stuffs, he"s a total sex maniac and a walking fuck machine with a total face of an innocent slut. Ahem, that was harsh but that"s the truth and he wouldn"t dare change it. He cleared his throat, well it"s better if he knows about sex between guys, he"s the right person to ask. "Actually, I need to consult you about something" he stated everything that happened between him and Yenn as he saw Byul eyed him up with disgust and scrutiny which is he knew himself that it was a very hurtful fact.
"I didn"t know you"re such a crude person. Shame on you man, I don"t even want to be affiliated with you anymore" Byul shook his head in dismay, giving him a disgusted glance. "You made him bleed don"t you? If not, I"m sure he won"t be that mad"
"Yeah, I wasn"t thinking straight back then" he admitted.
"Oh fuck?! Why can"t you at least be considerate and prepare him up? Damn, that was an easy shit to do"
"Prepare? How?!" he furrowed his brows, he don"t get what he meant.
"Fuck?! Don"t you watch porn? Everyone prepare their partners first before doing the deed! And it"s especially needed for guys!" he yelled a bit loud at the end part of his sentence, making everyone looked at them startled. Yenn give them a meaningful glance then he turned away continuing his chats with Ivis and Elena.
"Dude, I. Honestly. Don"t. Know." He stated his words seriously.
"Shit?! Are you asking me to teach you?! It"s fucking basic!" Byul irritatingly grit his teeth in frustration, he couldn"t believe Jiwoon"s cluelessness. "Fuck! I don"t know okay? I never watch those! You know I"m always in game when I went home!" Jiwoon berated him, he never watched porn and he all based himself in experience with the girls! He never initiate sex first! Girls took care of everything and he was just the one doing the thrusting, so how the hell will he know?! He"s not up for a research in that particular thing, it"s just—a goddamn waste of time!
Byul gave him a cringed look, unconvinced with his words. Who doesn"t watched porn? Him? Are you kidding??! He laughed at the thought, he really couldn"t believe it. He trembled, holding his stomach then he wipe his slightly formed tears "The hell man, everyone does it, don"t make me laugh."
Jiwoon looked at him seriously, he really don"t watch those though. He hate seeing someone having sex but he liked doing it himself. What"s the point of watching others when he could just do it himself? He arched his brow, still waiting for Byul"s response. "Enough of that, just tell me" he said annoyed.
"Well, you have to loosen them up with lube or maybe your own saliva, just spit into it" he showed his fingers that are currently in a fuck pose. "You have to make them wet first then feel if your size could finally fit inside his hole" he spread his two fingers inside the hole-like shape of his other fingers opening it in a tightened—loosened manner.
"Get it? Just like that, now let me eat in peace!"
Byul withdrew his hands then reached out for his already cooled curry in the rock next to his seat, he took a huge scoop of the curry mix in his spoon and bite in it.
Jiwoon looked down to his own food and saw his spoon that was already buried in the hilt of dirt. He sighed and walked back to the campfire and took another clean spoon and ate his remaining food. His thoughts drifted back to what Byul said, putting him in a hint of curiosity and willingness to study more about it. He swallowed the last bit of the chicken and looked at Yenn in a dazed.
'Loosen them up huh...'