Chapter 49

Yenn crossed his arms as he waited for the door to open. Jiwoon was taking too long and he still hasn"t entered his room. He looked at the alarm clock that was ticking as the large hand finally landed on twelfth.
It"s Eleven o"clock, and Jiwoon hasn"t entered his room yet. He"s totally tired and today they"re sleeping to his room. He scratched his head and finally stand up to check on him. Maybe he hasn"t come up yet? Maybe he"s too tired and he forgot? Or maybe he was just sulking because of earlier? He wasn"t sure but he still go out to see him.
He went across the room to see if Jiwoon"s door was open. If it is, he"s not in. If it"s lock then he"s there. He twisted the door handle and it was locked.
He paused a bit and tried to knock. He then withdrew his hand remembering their fight earlier. Jiwoon must be angry and he might be pissed even more if he pestered him now. He sighed and finally went back to his room. Jiwoon needs to cool of his head first and he need to be patient for that so they wouldn"t have another brawl again. There"s still tomorrow.
He"ll talk to him tomorrow.
For now, he need to sleep.
The next morning, Yenn woke up early. He ran to the bathroom and showered, he remembered Jiwoon complained yesterday because he was always late so he tried his best to wake up early today. You never know, maybe Jiwoon would praise him today for being early. He hopped into the bathtub to soak himself before going out. He then washed himself thoroughly after that.
After he was done showering, he put on his clothes in a rush and then sprint back in front of Jiwoon"s room. He reached out his hand and knock. This time, he decided to be the one who would wake him up.
"Hey! Wake up and open the door!"
He shouted and knock loudly on the door. He paused a bit and twisted the door knob. It"s open. He went inside and saw the bed empty. He widened his eyes in anger and shock. Jiwoon left him there! He even knocked so loud like an idiot waiting for him to respond but he wasn"t even there! He stomped away and closed the door in a loud bang! He then rush downstairs to find him on the kitchen.
"Hey! How the he—"
His body froze when he saw Jiwoon talking to Hailey again. They"re partnered to cook breakfast today and they are both facing their backs on him since they were busy talking they didn"t even notice his presence. It was really tragic on his part. He then plan to eavesdrop on their conversation and listen to what they were talking about.
"He did that?"
Hailey gasped and that made him froze even more. What are they talking about? Him?
"Yeah. At first, he told me he wasn"t up for that but they did it anyway."
"You"re telling someone"s secret, you know. Does he know you"d tell me?" Hailey nudge Jiwoon"s side. It really looks intimate in Yenn"s point of view. He bit his lower lip and listened for more. He need to know who are they talking about. One thing that cross his mind was that Jiwoon is telling about him and he really hoped not. For fuck"s sake he doesn"t done anything wrong to him did he so don"t he dare go telling around his bullshit story about him.
"Well, he don"t really mind. He knew me and the moment he told me. He knows I"ll tell someone about it. I don"t want to burden myself after all"
"Sure you did."
"Yeah"
Jiwoon laughed a little as he helplessly surrendered his hands. It was too cliché and he really don"t understand what they were talking about. He inched closer to hear more from then and what he was waiting for is here.
"By the way, how are you guys? Did something happen to you and Yenn?"
Hailey peered on the topic curiously. They were parading PDA ages ago so everyone knows that something was going on between them. Jiwoon silently look at her and she did too. They stared at each other for a long moment of silence. Hailey then smiled and waited for him to say something. Jiwoon sighed and finally turned away. He then said in a low voice.
"I don"t want to talk about that"
"Is it painful?"
Hailey whispered in his ear so Yenn didn"t head that part.
"I guess. I really don"t want to talk about it."
"Well, I can help. You know, we all really want to talk to you but we were scared because you"re too silent but when we saw you guys together, you became more approachable so we took that chance to talk to you and we"re really surprised that you"re not that bad"
"Is that so?"
"Yes! We"re really surprised then. Didn"t you feel the way everyone always talk to you then?"
"I see. You"re right but then I was too dense to realize. I really can"t tell about that though"
"Yeah. Right. Tell us sometimes okay. We"ll totally listen and will be glad to help"
"Sure, thanks."
"Now let"s get cooking."
"Okay"
The two finally part ways in the kitchen to do what they were in charge of. Yenn walked away from that scene and go downstairs to the terrace. It seems like he really did something wrong to Jiwoon and he couldn"t figure out what it is. Oh well, he don"t want to think about it. Jiwoon deserves everything bad that he did. He deserves to had him pleasing himself and Jiwoon needs to know how painful it is.
Yenn paused at his thoughts.
Right, he deserves more than him. They were oblivious to each other and he knows that Jiwoon want to have something more and he don"t like that idea of him being with him since he deserves everything he could have and Yenn wasn"t for that part.
He deserved someone better.
And Everything.
And much more than Yenn is.
He knew and already realized that part so, he won"t try to expect for more.
He and Jiwoon are not meant for each other.
He know that.