Chapter 43

Jiwoon and Yenn was currently in Yenn"s room. Jiwoon was sitting on the swivel chair next to Yenn"s desk while Yenn was near the bed busying himself in tearing a plastic wrap in the folded wrappers they"ve sneaked off from the kitchen. They"re just borrowing it for a bit.
"Are you sure this is gonna work?"
Yenn arched his brow while holding the plastic wrapper in front of Jiwoon. He really want to test things out and determine to find the reason of his current dilemma. He needs to find the exact point of his sudden change of feelings over Jiwoon.
He must be bewitched by this guy, if not he won"t be suffering with his feelings like this. Right now, they"re testing a kiss and skinship with each other. Ahem, he was really cringed out by this but it was the only way he could confirm his demise too so they"re both in this kind of cranky situation.
"Yeah, It should be. Byul suggested we used some kind of blocker so this is what I could come up with"
"Byul knows?"
"Nope not our case, I just asked how to kiss indirectly"
Jiwoon shook his head, of course he"s lying but he don"t want Yenn to be put off by the issue of Byul knowing about them. He"ll tell him that when they"re totally fine so for now he just had to hide it.
"So, I"ll just put it here right?"
Yenn inched the wrapper to his mouth, molding his lips in the wrapper perfectly as it gave out a seductive gloss. He gulped hard and nodded at him. Damn, his lips look so hot! He went over to his side stopping in front of him then clearing his throat.
"Are you r-ready?"
He asked, his voice stammered a bit because of nervousness. Fuck! It"s really happening and he didn"t even initiate this! God how did Yenn suddenly became so bold! He inhaled sharply and calmed himself down. This is a chance so don"t let it go." He said to himself that was still contemplating about the fact that he might get slapped again.
"Yeah, are we doing that kind of kiss?"
Yenn asked moving his mouth sexily in the plastic wrapper, giving it a damp print of his lips. Damn! He"s totally seducing me!" Will it be just a kiss? He cleared his throat and walked a bit closer to Yenn. Right now, they"re only ten centimeters apart.
"Okay, here goes nothing"
Jiwoon inched his head closer to his face, wetting his lips a bit and reached out his trembling hand to touch Yenn"s shoulder. In a few seconds, he pressed his lips to Yenn"s closing his eyes tight and expecting the miraculous slap on his face but he felt nothing, just the uneasiness in the current situation. He landed a peck on his mouth for about five seconds then back away shortly.
"What was that?!"
Yenn eyed him irritatedly. What the hell? It"s not even a kiss! He said they"ll use tongue today so what the fuck?! He inched his mouth to Jiwoon again intending to remake the flunked scene into a better one but Jiwoon back away as his feet step closer and him further as they finally reach the side next to his bed.
"What the fuck?! You"re supposed to help me why the fuck are you backing off now?! You"re the one who insisted on this!" he yelled at him annoyingly. He almost took his tongue out?! So why did he back out?! That was really embarrassing! Thankfully he contemplated about it or else he"ll be left hanging!
"Yeah, but are you sure it would be just a kiss!" Jiwoon retorted him.
"Why?! Are you thinking about more? You"re way too pushy when we first did this and you caught me off guard so why the fuck are you shying away now?! Stop acting innocent, it doesn"t suit you fucker!"
Yenn gripped his shirt up and pulled him down closer to his face but he back off and restricted his head away. Is he put off by this?! Then he shouldn"t have insist to help him this way. But what if he really tried to go all the way and Yenn hate him again? What will happen to them then?! He don"t want any more of their nonsensical fights!
"Wait! Calm down a bit! What if we suddenly go all the way and you resent me again?! Can"t you think a bit more about this? We"re alone in your room and no one"s gonna stop us if I did it again. I just don"t want you to go mad again!"
"And you even threatened me that you won"t stop doing this so what"s the point acting all nice now? You"re really making me sick!"
"Back then. I really am not thinking straight and said those things out of nowhere but I really want you to forgive me now. So please think this out first. We still had a lot of time" he explained in a ragged breathe, hoping that Yenn would understand his reasoning which made Yenn loosened his grip on his shirt and glared at him menacingly.
"Fine let"s stop this shit."
Yenn inhaled sharply and annoyingly stomped away. So what if that might be the case? Then he"ll just kicked him off but what"s the point of pushing things like this. Damn it. He"s really quitting in this shit! He removed the plastic wrap in his face and sighed disappointingly at Jiwoon.
"Get out"
He shooed him away and finally lay down to bed annoyed. Why the fuck is that guy acting like an innocent shit? He raped him forcefully back then and he was too oblivious in teasing and making fun of him so where the hell did that annoying guy go? Is that really Jiwoon? He gripped the sheets and covered himself with the blanket. He"s totally pissed about the recent behavior of Jiwoon. Why"d he suddenly change?! Damn it.