Chapter 41

When you like someone you have to kiss them and surely you"ll feel the sparks. Although Yenn had tried it many times in his head, he still couldn"t grasp the exact meaning of the kiss. He looked at Jiwoon who was still sleeping in his side. He saw him sleep first last night and it"s still early that time. He thought he would wake up earlier than him but here he is. Still asleep like a log. He inched his face near Jiwoon"s, examining his sharp features, he really had that fancy jawline and a pointy nose although he don"t get how they kissed many times with their faces slammed to each other without him getting hurt because of his sharp features...
He chuckled at the idea in his head.
Maybe it wasn"t like what he thought.
He look at Jiwoon"s mouth, brushing his thumb to his thin cherry-colored lips. He sighed and envisioned the scenes he had in his head this past few hours, and after a few minutes of contemplating he gave him a quick peck, something that last for only a second or two before he finally back away, thinking whether he felt anything special or weird about the kiss.
None, not even a fast heartbeat or a weird tingle in his veins.
Oh Well, he knew it.
He"s just thinking too much, it"s nothing much of the romantic sort. Must be just a weird feeling of friendship or attachment that he don"t quite understand.
It took him a long moment of silence and a slight pause to look at Jiwoon"s face again, he shook his head forgetting the unthinkable issue and finally get out of the tent, the wind was really cold and the misty fog was still lingering around the area. It was too quiet and relaxing. The gentle silence that he prefer rather than the unnerving quietness of people. He stretched his arms high then he take a walk around their camp, enjoying the cool, tickling breeze and the pungent smell of the woods. It was still dawn and he really don"t want to get back to bed and sleep again. The soft crickets' wail and the little insects' noises was heard across the woods, not that it bothered him. In fact, it sounds nice and relaxing. He glanced around, stepping quietly in the little branches that crunched beneath his feet giving him a light feeling of satisfaction and a soft smile in his face. He really loves quiet place. Too bad there"s no animals.
He sighed about the thought and finally walked toward the outskirts of their camp heading deeper to the forest and walking slowly as he looked around reverting his mind back to what happened yesterday. He kissed him out of the blue, and he felt hot and his heart was beating so fast back then but why doesn"t he feel anything when he kiss him earlier? He hold his chin wondering about the both situations he just had.
"Right, he was awake yesterday so maybe I won"t feel anything if he"s like that. What if I..."
He blushed seeing himself kissed Jiwoon forcefully in his head. No that"s a dumb idea! He should just fucking take the lead next time. I won"t kiss that stupid shit again!" he nodded, convinced by his decisions. If they kissed and Jiwoon do something like that to him again out in this place.... No—no way! That"s outrageous! He won"t do something like that! Not in this place at least. He paused, what the hell! He would try that shit again and it fucking hurts back then so why the fuck is he thinking about that! No, definitely— not gonna happen ever again!
He gripped his hair, erasing the thought in his mind the he stepped into a rock, losing his balance as he completely slipped and fell on the ground with his face flat. He spring his head up abruptly. That fucking hurt!
"Ouch!"
Dammit! He even tripped! What the fuck is he even imagining?! He clicked his tongue and looked at his feet. Thank goodness, there"s no scratch. He felt something stung earlier and thought that he might sprained himself off and unable to go back or even bleed here in the woods and got an infection. Thank goodness, that"s not the case.
He sighed in relief and picked himself up dusting his clothes and fixing it as he gaze upfront seeing the place that Jiwoon and him had been yesterday and the same place that he stopped by when he went to see Ivis at the back of the island.
Oh...
"Was that guy still there? That subordinate...." He murmured quietly and looked around, it is really the place he stopped by back then. What a goddamn coincidence.
Though, he didn"t see him with Ivis and he"s definitely not sure that he left the island since there"s nothing for him to ride onto. Damn, maybe that guy was still there, who knows? He"s cool and he"s just laid back with things like the first time he saw him in the hut. Oh? Maybe he"s still staying at the Christmas hut. He chuckled, remembering the LED lights that surrounded the whole hut, he shook his head at the brief thought he had. Anyways he might be still there. After they couldn"t leave the island even if they wanted to.
He glanced up seeing the sunlight peeked through the leafy branch of the tall woods. Whoa. What an amazing sight, it looks like a Halo' he smiled softly, still admiring the beauty of the sunlight and totally forgetting his recent worries. The heat sweep through his skin and slowly warm his body up, he stayed still basking himself in the sunlight—speaking of sunlight..
He suddenly remembered it"s already sunrise and he need to go back! His body jolt in the sudden realization then he abruptly run back to the camp, why is he still standing silly here?! He still need to cook breakfast!