Chapter 64

Alina's POV
Jeremy just smiled without saying a word when I asked about something that I thought was strange. After all, I just felt strange, why could I suddenly enter the werewolf dimension? What is the background to all this happening? Why can I now be friends with Jeremy who is a werewolf? Erm... maybe it's not just Jeremy. I mean there are several werewolves around me now, I just haven't realized it yet. This all feels like I'm having a very long dream. But like it or not, this is the reality that is actually happening to me. It's still a mystery that I have to uncover and I will continue to live it.
Suddenly Jeremy interrupted my thoughts.
"Hey Alina, what's wrong with you? You're so daydreaming."
"Oh no, it's okay Jeremy. I'm fine."
"It's almost afternoon and soon it will be evening. Let's go home soon."
I nodded my head and followed Jeremy's directions to get to his house safe and still awake.
We were so engrossed in talking that we lost track of time. Throughout the trip there was nothing strange and there was nothing I could tell you about because it seemed ordinary, nothing special at all. Until finally we arrived at Jeremy's house and I was invited in.
Opened the door of the house and led me inside.
"We've arrived Alina, this is the house that my sister and I live in. It's just a simple house. Come in! Pretend you're at home! Don't hesitate and if you want to eat, all the ingredients and some food are available in the refrigerator. You just stay Just take it! If you need to rest, that's your room and if there is a bathroom in the room, you can use the facilities there." While pointing towards the room he invited me to stay in while staying here.
"Okay, Jeremy, I've just caused a lot of trouble for you. Thank you for all your kindness."
"No need to worry Alina, just relax, there's no need to feel embarrassed, awkward or uncomfortable!"
I smiled in response to Jeremy's words just now.
I went into my room and immediately cleaned myself. I quickly rested because I felt too tired today. Until I fell asleep, I was no longer aware of my next situation.
Day after day I stayed here with Jeremy without seeing his younger brother come home. It turns out that the lives of werewolves are no different from the daily lives of ordinary humans in general. There is nothing strange, the only difference is that Jeremy occasionally changes form if this is possible and feels necessary. Then the absence of his younger brother, Rei, in the house made me feel curious and wanted to ask about this.
"Jeremy, where is your little brother named Rei Wanatabe? Why have I never seen him come home to your house?"
"Um... he was having activities outside the house with his friends."
"Man?" Suddenly I spontaneously asked like this. "Uh."
"It's okay, yes his friends are the same as us, they are a pack of werewolves too."
"Um, I see."
"Oh yes Alina, when are you going to go home to your aunt and uncle's house?”
"You kicked me out?" I frowned and suddenly felt my chest feel hot after hearing Jeremy's words. Obviously I felt offended and he seemed to be getting bored with my presence.
Without thinking and being very naive, I immediately got up from my seat. Because we are currently eating together in the dining room. In fact, I didn't have the slightest desire to finish the food that was still left on my plate. Because I started to feel in a low mood and couldn't tolerate everything that was happening. I immediately stood up and left here without bringing anything because even when I came here I didn't bring any luggage at all. I walked towards the exit of this house. Jeremy started to realize what he was saying and stopped me from leaving. But I was too hard not to defend myself to stay here and stay with Jeremy for how long I don't know.
I was too lost in unclear emotions. So I don't want to care about Jeremy at all anymore. I don't know why today and even recently I have become more sensitive since the incident in the field where I was bullied by the girls at school. Moreover, my mental state became very down when I began to realize that I had had an illicit relationship with Ryan at the bar at that time. Plus the problems that were too constant made me increasingly lose direction and almost lost my identity. So when Jeremy said that, I felt like I couldn't understand it anymore. I immediately decided to leave his house without taking long to stay put.
"Alina, where are you going? Have my words hurt you? I'm sorry, Alina!"
I didn't say a single word and was more busy walking to get out of this house as soon as possible. Until finally Jery couldn't stop me from staying at his house any longer. I really feel more confused now and it is mixed with anger that is difficult for me to suppress. I lost my mind and continued down the road on foot. Until my footsteps took me to the front of my uncle and aunt's house. All this happened by accident. Even though I have no intention of returning to this house. But my subconscious mind had guided me to return home. It was the same when I visited the bar that time. Everything just happened without any intention or mature plan. Walking as is, with a heart that is confused and uncertain, has a lot of burdens and is ridden by passions that are difficult to control.
"Are you home?" My aunt said.
"Where have you been?" My ncle added.
"From a friend's house." I answered flatly as if I didn't have a problem and didn't feel guilty at all. Just walked past the two of them and into my room. What do they care anyway? I was missing for a few days, even almost two weeks, but they didn't look for me at all. Am I that worthless to them? So I was considered trivial and not that important to look for.
I feel bland and go home feeling confused now. Enter the room and without closing the door tightly. I immediately laid my body on the bed on my stomach. Daydreaming is unclear and empty. Don't know what to do now. Feeling helpless and very weak.